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Friday, September 9, 2016

The Processor of Humans, The Mall That is being Converted Into Apartments

8:21 AM

The Processor of Humans

I am sitting in a makeshift bathroom. They're all sorts of pipes and paraphernalia lying around. I'm sitting down like I'm going to the toilet but my clothes are still on.. I may be Asian. I do something equivalent to flushing the toilet. But I just hear water rustling through the pipes. And I do something and flushes it a second time.I see gray water comes out on the floor. I have my shoes on and  the soles of my shoes get slightly wet. I believe there's a third process where again something happens and water/sewage somehow process through the system. The odd thing is that there is another secret process happening behind the scenes. But I am also controlling or facilitating that process.  And as I go through this seemingly very inefficient way of processing waste there is another human being somewhere that is being processed for a much darker purpose. I am being used to front this process. In some way ultimately I benefit. Maybe just by staying alive it's not clear.

Notes. I roll over I remember this dream. I review it a few times. So as I go over the dream it feels like I am a prisoner working for a communist government or possibly some kind of smuggling gang. It's only in the dream logic this makes any sense at all. [DL] When I wake up I just have the feeling I've been doing something literally and figuratively dirty. Not happy.

4:06 p.m.

The Mall That is Being Converted Into Apartments

I am touring the mall that is being converted into apartments with a real estate agent. She is explaining to me the details of the project. There seems to be some confusion with her whether it is a mall being converted into apartments or apartments being converted into a mall. She insists on the former hence the name of the dream. But very rapidly it becomes obvious that it is the latter. We are touring an apartment building that at one time was very luxurious and is being be converted into a mall. I comment that it must have been very fancy back in the 80’s but is now very tired and basically depressing.

As we are taking a tour of the facilities we are walking up a very large fairly steep ramp. It is the floor of a previously luxurious restaurant. Diners are in formal dress sitting at tables. The waiter is working so hard walking up the ramp trying to serve someone that he's getting really sweaty.

We continue the tour and discuss how some workers are smashing the walls that used to be the outside wall of an apartment. We see them start to convert a solid wall into the glass front of a business. We discuss or I try to imagine has the living space is going to be converted into retail or office space. It seems clumsy and not a good fit.

Scene two. The Wild Ride. I am now very close to a young couple that may have just been married. They are standing by the wedding cake and preparing to cut it. Have on fancy clothes but there dark. The start feeding each other the cake but the table and a whole platform they are on turns out to be kind of a roller coaster ride. It is just going downhill but is going downhill very rapidly. As they are accelerating going down they're clothes start blowing in the wind. They start kissing. They continue making mad passionate love ripping each others clothes off. [If it was a movie it would be R rated]

Scene 3 The elaborate production. There is a series of very elaborate scenes or productions. Afterwords I am Discussing them with another person. I get the impression that he is very wealthy and potentially powerful. We are discussing whether the previous scenes were real or whether they were produced in some way. He is convinced it was all a dream. I leave the conversation briefly and go consult a third party. During that meeting I get very convincing evidence that indeed the scenes were real they were not a dream. I return and tell the man this. He explains that they must have been done by someone with a very specific name I don't remember. I wake up the dream ends

Scene 4 Back into the dream. [I move slightly but keep my sleep mask on, I want to review the dream, with Google Maker, but am very briefly taken into a dream scene] Someone has made a rather poor version of shepherd's pie. It has a tiny amount of mashed potatoes crust and canned peas. The person comments it is not very good or appetizing. [I pull out of the dream and review the previous dream several times]

Notes: Wow. What is going on? First of all, I went back to sleep at 10:00? May have been past 11:00, but I didn't wake up until 4:00! That is after 6hrs sleep. 11 hours!?!?!?  My growing ability to go back into the dream state is beginning to impress/concern me. Is this a growing skill or just a master plan for procrastination.  Today I very briefly rode my bike and meditated before gong back to sleep. I say I am committed to finally cleaning the dem and doing a report of the house I repaired over a year ago. And I am committed to more meditation and possible sort bouts of exercise/stretchering while I am writing and cleaning. Is this indeed a breakthrough. What and exactly when was the "Breakthrough?"

Post from September 5th:

Notes: I think this may be a Breakthrough for several reason. 1. I am desperately ready for one. 2. I got the hawk's emphatic agreement with my need to get up earlier when I was dictating the words this morning. 3. I went from will to shall. 4. I got some immediate results when I made the change. 5. This is all about having faith without dogma. This is a convoluted topic that I am not straight on, but it is critical. Deal with it in Prelude to a Dream today. I need the faith, sort out the relationship to dogma.

I did an extensive post on my Burton 5. blog after writing up my first dream today. It was about having faith now being the all important thing. It was a series of pictures about what I want with the realization that having to faith to believe I will get them is ALL IMPORTANT. It is NOT the getting, it is the BELIEVING.

Be Here Now
Believing

This is weirdly connected to the hypothesis we are in a giant simulation by a very advanced society. So what if we are? How does that impact how we should behave? It is starting to become slightly clear and very circular. In order for this to be important it needs to be tr truly life changing. 


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