Primordial Earth [RT: Mostly abstract setting], End of 40 Day Intensive Dream Incubation
I see an intense dynamic churning mass of brightly illuminated rock and energy. I see it very distinctly with in square space surrounded by blackness. It is as if I have a small window into the formation of earth when is was only a few billion years old and still forming.
Notes: I struggled with the name. Initially I called it dynamic intensity. The image was very persistent. It took me a couple of minutes of keeping the visualization going before I was comfortable with the name. Went to bed at 11:30pm, about 3hrs sleep.
10:50 a.m.
The Metamorphosis
I'm on a beach. It is dark I may be naked. I am alone somewhat frightened. I embark on a long convoluted process. As part of this journey/process I walk off the beach coming to a very large industrial sized building.The building is very old and dilapidated. It still is structurally very sound. All the old wood is weathered and exposed. No paint on anything just dark aged wood.I find my way through a small almost secret way to enter. I pull out a square metal panel that I use as a door. I have made my way off the beach back behind the building so now I am making my way through the second story back toward where I started but one very high story up. There's no work going on there it is abandoned for industrial purposes. There are many people hanging out in different places but it's not like they're doing anything productive. They may be homeless or vagrants. I find my way through long corridors and loose discolored lumber back to the front of the building. It may be pointing back out where I started. I then go through a very dramatic metamorphosis. Possibly from a man to a woman, it's not clear. I become aware that I am dreaming and I come close to fully awake.I review the dream and go back into the dream. I feel like I go back through the dream process of going from the beach, back behind th building, work my way through the upper area of the factory 2 or 3 times. I go through this process over and over. The final time I am with 2-3 other people and I'm showing them how to do this. They are following me up around in the building. I know where I'm going but the exact path is not perfect so I go slightly out of my way and then correct my path to end up back where I was at the front of the building. I did not go through the normal process of naming the dream or the breaking down the individual scenes and trying to remind myself of them. I did not use Google Maker. Part of me felt that this was so clear and the end so specific that I didn't need to do that. Of course when I woke up that was not the case at all. However I still feel that I handled it the way I should. Whatever that means. I was woken up by Cindy. Even though I was woken up I had a very clear connection to the dream because I had been through it so many times.
Notes. I only have one day left in the 40 day intensive that is tomorrow. I just want to stick with it for one more day. I want to concentrate on my daily behaviors that are the basis for increasing lucid dreams. It's been months at this point since I have had a lucid dream. While that is frustrating on some level I have learned so much and had so many insights into the structure and nature of my dream world that it has definitely been worth the effort. I "just" need to get my daily routine down to get to the next level. Meditation x2, exercise, keep up on financial and other paperwork, get financially stable. Easy. Carry on.
End of 40 Day Intensive Dream Incubation: Should have ended yesterday, but screwed up the recording of the Dreaded [NDR], so this is it. I think the 24th, the official last day was the only day I failed to record my dreams on time. Still being tripped up from within. Not a big surprise. Sad, but not surprising.
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