Yelling

10:40am

Yelling

I am with a group of people. I am telling Alex, perhaps with too much gusto, that I didn't always sit around the house. I used to work full time and go to work full time. I am in a hurry for some reason [perhaps because I have a lot to do today]. I go over to Mike who is working on something. He mentions am pipe/hose. I think he is talking about fixing a leak in the pneumatic pipe, that would take a long time. I fuss at him a bit and he says he is just looking for the part.  I see Alex, as a small kid, riding a tricycle. The pipe is just in front of him. I am yelling at him to get it. I believe it should be fun and rewarding to find something we all need. I am then doing something similar with Julia, also a child. As I am yelling at/encouraging Julia I hear her mother also yelling to get her attention. She is competing with me on purpose. I see the woman very vividly. While she is my wife in the dream, she has blond hair and a round face. [I do not recognize her when awake].

I wake without moving. I am in partial sleep paralysis. I remember the dream, name it and try and go back in it.  I think about going lucid, I am concentrating on the red dot. The more I think about going lucid, the farther I get from the dream world.

Notes: I woke angry and frustrated but with lots of energy to get the day started. I want to see Obama at UNC today and then "knock on doors" with Paul in the late afternoon. Big stuff.

What is the dream telling me?  Get off your ass!

What am I going to do about it? Get off my ass.