I Can't FInd It, I Can't Wear This

6:54am

I Can't Find It

I am home looking at a catalog of classes for a community college. I pick one I am interested in. It lasts two hours and starts at 9:00pm. I think there is something odd about the time, but accept it as OK.  I fill out the paperwork, put it in an envelope and then take off for the class becasue it is going to begin soon.

I am not sure where it is. I start driving without having a clear destination. I get to some place that may be a school, but it is not the one I want. I go in to ask directions to where I am going. There are people in line for something, but I never get the directions.

I am sitting next to a young student, I may be much older. He is having some difficulty with a class he is taking. I see his text book very clearly between where he and I are sitting.

I am driving and I realize I really have no clue where I am going. I am not even sure which county I need to be in. In fact, in may be in Maryland instead of Virginia.

I am in something like a 7-11, I am again trying to get directions. As I am leaving I am trying to make my way around an Hispanic guy who is moving very slowly and having difficulty walking. He is dragging or having trouble with one foot. Somehow I am back in the store for a second time and need to get around him again. I have been in a rush the whole time because the class is about to start. I talk with him briefly and he tells me someone came to his door and shot him in the foot.

I am outside the store in the parking lot. I finally take stock and realize I could just put the address in my GPS. I pick up the catalog and look for the address. I can't find it. I am looking in great detail. I go down a series of numbered items where it is supposed to be, bu the information and the number, possibly 3, are missing. I think about arriving late to class and telling the professor why I am late. He will look for me on the rolls but he won't see me because I just registered. Or did I? I can't remember if I mailed the envelope. I especially don't remember putting a stamp on it. I am getting discouraged and may give up.

[Another snippet that may be a separate but related dream] I am looking through a book. It may be a novel. For some reason I get obsessed with where it ends. The first half of the book is normal text, but when I look for the end of the story it is in the middle of the book where to normal text of the novel turn to pages and pages of detailed listings of commercial information. I look several times but can't find where the novel ends and the information, that is likely advertising, begins.

11:52am

I Can't Wear This

I am in an apartment and trying to figure out what to wear to a sales call with my coworkers. Because of my difficulty finding something I am considering having to take my own car on a long drive and meet them at the destination.

I am looking at my options. There is a long rack of clothes in the living or dining room. They are all too small, especially the white shirts. I go to the closet in the bedroom. There is a bizarre shirt, tie, jacket combination. It is knitted, dark with a distinct pattern. I am thinking no way I am going to wear this. It may have been given to me by my mother.

There are 2-3 coworkers. They are discussing a convoluted plan to catch or surprise someone. They want to use my suite because they think it will remind this person of themselves. This person is possible dangerous, I ask what they intend to do after they "catch" him. I imagine that they want to make a dummy and dress it in my weird suit. But, no they want me to wear it! I try it on, it is crazy. It is very bulky, yet restricting around the legs. It is two or three heavy layers of knitted material and it is summer. I flatly refuse and say it is impossible to even consider wearing it.

Notes: At first I couldn't remember anything (The first dream) and then am flooded with detail. The second dream was after I was up and went back to bed. Mostly I felt like I could not go back to sleep, but then was woken up 3 1/2 hours later by my wife, because I needed to get up and get busy around the house.

What is the dream telling me? (1st) I am back in a rut. (2nd) The Reiki Master said I may be holding on to restrictions or energy left from my mother.

What am I going to do about it?  See/get healed by the Reiki Master I met a the Oasis.