The Academy, The Blue Calendar Item

8:06 AM

The Academy

Series of events taking place  at a hotel. Group of us are all learning about something about the job. Kept being confused.

I walk out of the room and see  someone I know coming in the restaurant. I say oh yeah thank you for reminding me the restroom is here, I always walk to the other one further away.

I'm in a hotel room. I'm with my boss. Maybe a woman. It's something very complicated we're doing. There's some detailed information in a binder. We were supposed to do something. I remember the details are in the binder. But somehow time and time again I miss place in the binder can't find it and I remember I need  it again and again.

I go to my hotel room to get dressed and take a shower. There's someone else in my hotel room that I don't know who it is. The beds have been arranged differently from my room. It is another reason that I don't recognize the room. He explains that the rooms are being shared during this period for people getting ready for the meetings.

The Blue Calendar Item

[I keep waking up time and again being confused about what was a dream and what was real] It's an abstract dream where an item was being put on a calendar about an event that likely didn't happen or wasn't going to happen. But in the state that I was in I couldn't tell if it was a real event or it was an event that I had dreampt. And it was obvious but there was nothing I could do at that point to discern one way or the other whether it was real because it was just some distraction. I must've woken up three different times with this idea in my head. It was a little frightening not to be able to discern dream from reality.

 [There's a second slightly repeating dream that also had to do with the difference between reality and dream} It had to do with atoms being created from abstract thought. The dream made perfect sense. When I woke up it made no sense at all.

Dream or "Reality?"

Notes: Now that I'm thinking about it perhaps it was a explanation of how things are created from our mind. How things are created in our mind from stimulus in the environment. But mostly there's an obstruction in our mind. Looks like I was feeling the actual process and realizing that it was artificial not real.