Choosing a Music/Club Venue
I am with a friend or acquaintance. We have been somewhere and discussed in detail what clubs we may seek out. The idea is to pick one to hang out. We are walking through the city. We hear music blasting from a club. I think it is very loud, the door must be open. As we approach the singer, a woman, sounds like she is screaming. We dismiss it as a choice but go up to check it out. It is very loud and fairly obnoxious. I say to my friend, Do you want to stay here? I am con fused because we have just discussed how low and screechy it is. There is a large crowd outside. The performer is outside. We can walk be hind the performer on the sidewalk, but we are disturbing the the scene and get some snide looks.
Notes: Set the alarm for 4 hours. Doing WBTB with Vervain tea. We'll see.
What is the dream telling me? Sometimes I make bad decisions?
What am I going to do about it? Not sure. Finds a better way to make decisions. Get in touch with my inner wisdom more.
10:18
Fired in Disgrace [S: Vervain, 2 tbsp tea, in 6oz water]
I am sitting at a desk with an older coworker next to me, to my right.The head of development comes in, He is a mature Asian man. He tells my coworker to do something ill advised (stupid). My coworker is a senior researcher with lots of experience. He briefly tells the big boss about his objection in muted tones as he hurries off to execute the task that he personally thinks will be a disaster.
The boss then turns to me and asks me to do something equally as ill advised. I argue outright with him. He imposes his will and walks through a door into an adjacent room. He is talking to another worker. I give him the finger and mouth the works, fuck you, thinking he has his back turned: he does not.
He emerges from the darkness, incredibly angry. He is fuming, yelling at me, pointing at me. His face is contorted, he is not even speaking English, he spits as he shouts. He is happy in his extreme anger at catching me in such flagrant misconduct. I am fired.
Over the Top Pissed Off
Forced to retell the Story
I am back possibly in the same environment. There is a railing that separates a portion of the room that is raised from the floor a couple of feet below where I am. I am facing four coworkers from the GE plant. I am telling them the story in great detail of my being fired. As I get to crucial emotional parts the first person, says, I was there, ruining the story. I continue, I may be being forced to do this. I reach another peak and another person says, I was there as well. As they say this, they leave but are replaced one at a time from a long line of workers that stretch around the corner and down a long hall. I wake up.
Notes: While not lucid, the dreams I have on vervain are very vivid and memorable. Both dreams were stylized, very colorful and packed with emotion.Vervain is definately a keeper.
What is the dream telling me? Not al al sure.
What am I going to do about it? No idea, bring it to the dream group.
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