The Senorita
This is a dream snippet. I think it was a much longer dream, I'm not sure.
I am sitting on the ground with a beautiful young woman is sitting in my lap. There's another person or two sitting in a circle and we are quietly talking.
We've been in an event together for a long time. There's something strange about the position. It's like I'm laying down but she is still sitting in my lap. I have my hand rubbing her rear. She's wearing dark slacks and a white blouse.
She's talking about not seeing us anymore and talking about us being friends. She says "think of me like your sister." I say something tacky like I can't think of you as my sister. And I'm referring to the fact that we've been sleeping together.
A woman comes up that may be running the entire program and she asks, "how are you guys doing?" Maria (I think that was her name) says, 'He is being rude to me." And I say, "I'm not being rude, I'm just not"...I'm not sure what I say.
I think to myself, "she did hurt my feelings because we were intimate and now she's just wants to be friends. But I think how absurd that is and how petty I'm being. I wake up.
Notes. I went to bed early, at 10:30 or 11. Even though I took a nap in the afternoon. I hope I can go back to sleep. I want to wake up at 6 AM tomorrow. I'm not setting an alarm. I did not meditate at all yesterday. I am also realizing how much time it's going to take to write down and edit these dreams. I hope I'm not gonna get lazy and flake out on the 40 Day Dream Incubation Intensive.
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