Dreaded [NDR] Or Are My Dreams Being Blocked?

8:00 AM

Restoring from the tape back up

I am dill diligently trying to restore something from a back up. Complex process and I tried multiple times. I seem to be successful. I'm not sure exactly what it is I am restoring however. Fuck

I wake up and go back to sleep multiple times.

I have very similar dreams multiple times. The CPAP machine I am using seems to

11:15

Quick note reading my blog is like being a forensic scientist. You go to the site of a bomb blast and try to look at all the evidence. You have to be very dedicated odd to look around and make sense out of all the "evidence instead of being snippy about people reading this I should be appreciative.

I just came out of two separate dream sessions with the dreaded and DR no dreams remember. Normally I would just write this off. But now I'm sort of frustrated excited and pissed all the same time and amazed.

So this morning from last night I have these dreams about working with the tape back up and restoring something. I kind of blew those off in two ways. One was I didn't record them for an hour or two after I woke up because it was so insignificant. Another way is that it doesn't matter.

But as a record of them I won't wait a minute this is it just a little weird frustrating thing this is a real dream should've paid more attention. take Alisa's there were several episodes they all felt the same but I bet they were different.

4:30p

Another set of dreams with Dreaded [NDR]. I am being blocked.  I need to dis invite Gladys from my dreams. wow.


Notes

I know where the dreams came from him because last night I researched and implemented a procedure to back up my blogs there were three blogs +3 templates it was fairly simple but a little tricky because it was getting late.

So I thought I was just rehashing that but now I think something else is going on. I think that what I'm trying to do is ask Old memories with so it's like restoring a back up on trying to go to something that is stored in my mind access it bring it back unarchive it if you will. I am encountering some resistance. Knowing what I do about myself that is not surprising.

One of the big goals I had dad and I was trying dream incubation was to meet back up with Gladys. I could also see why there was a be some issues around that. But tricky because it pulls in with Debbie.

So there's a lot of rambling but basically it means that I just need to be more vigilant I need to pay attention to detail I need to follow my own advice. Do as I say not as I do.

Specifically I'm gonna take dream DreamLeaf tonight. I am going to get the dogs out of the bedroom so there's not that interruption. I'm going to do awake back to sleep process. I am going to peer eight. I am also going to do some sort of meditation around being gentle and invitational to my relationship with my subconscious rather than a blog like this attitude that I'm gonna break into it. I so that's a lot of blather I'm late up more later. be part of the process of parole controlling the type device. If I have a small his or noise coming from mine CPAP knows thing that it is not working. If I can make the noise go away then I'm back on track.

As I go back-and-forth of the different dreams there's a variety of devices that I seem to be using to restore it but they are all similar with a similar theme.

Part of me is frustrated that these little snippets or real dreams. Now that I'm writing down I realize they are real dreams. So who knows.

I was up late again shit. So I am going to go back to sleep hopefully have some more conventional dreams. We'll see.