The Black Cave of Would Be Enlightenment
I am with several people in a large cave that has been excavated for use as a psychedelic hot bath center. Every surface is black stone and wet. There is a large tub carved out of the stone in the center of the room. There are hoses laying around and things are not well organized. I am working with a woman to help get thing working properly. The leader of the center is in an altered state, but acts more like he is drunk. There is a woman who has paid for an uplifting experience and she is not doing well. At one point she is in the tub with him gently treading water with bewildered look on her face.
Motorcycle Angel
I leave the facility and make my way down a narrow winding crowded street with walls that join one building to the next. I come to a scene where there is a small group of motorcycles returning from a ride. I notice of the bikers is a very petite woman. I search her out and we talk abut her bike. It is old and funky. Very low to the ground and has numerous welded attachments to the frame. Including a set of wings that are almost falling off. She is trying to put her bike away but it will not stand up. Another woman biker is trying to put some hay bails to steady the front wheel. I am sitting on the bike and ask why she doesn't have a kickstand. She apparently doesn't know what one is.
Guru in the Square
am now in a large open public space. There are many people crowded into the square. It looks, feels and smells like it count be in India. Every is the color of curry. They are preparing for a great spiritual leader to appear and lead some sort of event. It is very crowded and I am getting bumped around. A man stops to help me. After getting me somewhat situated he asks, so you just showed up here? I look just off the stage I am laying on and see the side is very steep and has many people sitting on the narrow steps formed by the retaining wall.
I move around essentially by crawling. I see things only inches ahead of me and I discover a woman who seems to be selling small bags and trinkets. It surprises me and I look over what she has.
Notes: The dreams were especially vivid and sensual. Common when I use choline & galatamine. I am at a transition point at Loon Lake. Just finished the big push and now have a month to do steady state improvements on the house.
Reality check: Searching for enlightenment/a purpose all too common a theme in waking life. Motorcycle angle is a major fantasy. The disappointment with gurus and the like is also a repeated waking experience.
What does the dream want? Not clear to me at this point. Quit being so random in my search for spirituality. In everything else for that matter.
Bumper sticker: Angels are among us.
Dreams to action: Be more in the world.
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