School for Young Spies (Needs editing)

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School for Young Spies

First day at work. I have just started a new job.I am with a large I am with a large job group of young people. You're in a large open room but we each have our own individual workstation. It was understood we are spies however our task at hand is to sort diamonds. It's very detailed demanding task. We're all wearing business clothes from the 1950s. My superior, an older gentleman. Sis me down and shows me the basics. There is a men's detail throughout the dream. He shows me how to look at the diamonds each diamond is in a tray. There is all this dust diamond dust in the tray. Somehow we get to keep the diamond dust which has value. You just need to be very careful and precise about where in win to collect it. Just the way it's by line operate out in the public.I learn quickly and become proficient.

Going to lunch. Everyone in the facility is going to lunch. We were walking out fairly casual he in a good mood. There's some issue about exactly who I'm going to lunch with. It's not clear.

sex on the job. I am being led through a complex series of offices. There are many people sitting in chairs doing various jobs and all these shared spaces. I am following behind whoever may be my boss. Very attractive woman in high heels tight skirt white blouse that reveals her charms. it is apparent that she was taking me to a private place to have sex. There is a third person with us that is sort of a cover but it is obvious to everyone what is happening.

As I walk through the offices people are staring. I am looking at all the things on the walls. There

are some very detailed the devices that have been worked very diligently by number of people that are working there. I noticed a number of things that are all done by the same person and I'm impressed with the excellence of the work. All this while rushing down through the offices. We go through door and get into Porter things are very tight Dinero quarter there are number of offices that are at odd angles. I have never been in this quarter before. I see the woman/boss who I am following I see her office. Her name is on the door. It is Rebecca Turner written on the glass. I am still getting oriented I need to catch up with her. I followed her down the hallway turning right into what will soon be a secluded room that has a very specific purpose. We intend to use the room for an unintended purpose a private one.

Fussing at my coworker. I am working on a detailed demanding task. Also associated with diamonds. I'm doing something with my fingers and I'm taking one hand and put in two or three fingers on top of another. Somehow this on lining of my fingers makes the task easier. My coworker sitting right across A small I'll comments are you doing in the wussy way. Doesn't use that your word wussy he uses some more that is the meaning and means that I'm doing it in a way that is not masculine. I will raise my voice slightly but it's more in my tone for telling that I am doing it in a way that will allow me to best perform the task. I have no any idea whether it is masculine or not buy it is irrelevant to doing the best job. Also implying he should keep to hisself if that's all he has to say.

Sex at work. I am working very hard at my desk again in an open space. This time there are large tables filled with smaller sections all of which of diamonds. It is very complex. There are a series of precise whites. Like jewelers lights. They are arranged in individualize Waze. So each one lights a small space. As I'm working I realize at the light I need is not on. I go around the table and up to a whole series of lights or light switches. They are arranged somewhat haphazardly all attached to some sort of device there might be 10 or 15 of them. It is not at all obvious which switch goes to which light and I am looking through them very precisely trying to figure out which one I need to turn on. I arrive at one of the very top that I had not seen before but I figure out is the correct one. I mention that I've never seen this before and never been trained for this but I have figured it out. I turn the light on. At this point my superior comes in, I woman, and comments so I'm very nasty about how long it took me or why am I working in the dark. Something snide and demeaning. She turns on her high heels is walking away. We are large open space that might be 50 people in the room. I yell after her you don't have to be a bitch. She is totally shocked she turns around. She walks up to me and slaps me in the face. She turns walks away again and I yell again possibly with tears in my eyes, we would die for you. She turns to me with a very exasperated look on her face and says follow me and I she may have tears in her eyes or as close to losing it I follow her out of the room.

Notes. I did my first session at the oasis two months last night. It was a very small crowd but very inspiring. We stay till 10 o'clock. I talked to Cindy briefly with texting she was in the ER with Julia after she attempted to it's commit suicide.

I need to give myself instructions before going to sleep that I am lose it I will have lucid dreams. I need to be very specific.

What is the dream telling me? I need to think about it I can't do that right now.

What am I going to do about it?