8:00am
Incubation: Please offer help on my way forward
White Dwarf Inspector/Destroyer [Big Dream]
I am gleefully angry in mad dwarf waiting in line to enter a large modern estate. I am with someone, it may be a robot.I am passing a concrete bollard, designed to stop cars. I demonstrate the destructive power of my flail, by striking and demolishing the structure. Everything is white. My clothes, my flail, the house exterior and interior.
The house is very modern, minimalist and elegant with all right angles and furniture built into the architecture. I have used my flail in the past to demolish much of the house. As part or reconstruction? The owners are home. I am joyfully anticipating the strategic destruction of the house by striking key structures and supports.
I hesitate and decide it is too beautiful to destroy. I wake grateful but puzzled.
Notes: I have been up very late, after 4:00am. I am contemplating being broke and needing to talk with my wife about finances and our relationship. I have been procrastinating the conversation.
What does the dream want? Don't blow up my marriage. I have been considering divorce as an extreme option. Part of me has been trying to destroy my marriage by knocking at the foundations, financial stability/money. My shadow wants me to fail, to not be loved. I need a plan to let this option go.
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