Unwanted Advance

December 25, 2017
9:00am

Unwanted Advance

I am riding in a vehicle. It is bright and sunny. There is a woman to my left, I know her, she may be the wife of a friend. He may be gone or dead. My marital status is unclear I lean in to kiss her. She is wearing a thin silk dress that is well above her knees. As I lean in I put my hand on her inner thigh. I am moving very slowly our lips are just touching. She looks me in the eyes and dismisses my advance.

She scolds me mildly and then mentions how she doesn't understand how I can afford to be their boss (she uses a strange word). It is understood we work on commission and are not currently getting any.

I am pissed and falsely indignant. I know she is right.

I am now eating in a public restaurant. The quarters are very tight and I am at a shared table. Some one is trying to sit next to me and is trying to get settled  by climbing over the seat. I briefly think it is ok because I know him. I think it is a friend I have eaten here with before, (possibly in a dream I had earlier). It is very uncomfortable how close we all are. 

I awake upset on several levels.

Notes: I am encouraged by how vivid and sensual the dream is and how well I recall it.  I am dismayed because of my current financial status  reminder in the dream and the fact that I can not have guilt free sex even while dreaming.

What does the dream want? For me to be financially productive and to have intimate relations with my wife.  Not encouraged by the Internet or by "cheating" in my dreams.