Lollygagging

Wednesday
December 13, 2017
10:38am

Lollygagging

I am in a restaurant or other meeting place. I am talking with a woman, blonde, who has given me $2000. I am bragging about how I am basically doing nothing. She gets upset because she has fronted me $2000 for something and it appears I am just lollygagging  

There is a large table of people in front of me and the woman is at another table to the left. I start to pontificate that $2000 is actually a lot of money, especially in terms of how hard it is to get in the bank, saved. 

There is mild interest in the table next to me. I look and the woman I think I am talking to is not even at the table. I go over to the table and pick up a shipping bag of one of the women having lunch. She is older. I am trying to make a point with the bag about my story. She gets a bit flustered and starts asking specific question about the contents of her bag and did she get all the gifts she was promised. My story is irrelevant and being completely ignored. 

Notes: I will do 10 minutes of meditation for 30 days consecutively and write down my dreams for the same period. This is day one.

What does the dream want?: For me to get off my ass.