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Wednesday, November 13, 2024

Genious = 90% Perspiration + 10% Inspiration

I'm in a large hospital again. I am wandering around and find my way to a room that is a lab or a treatment room. I may be the patient and I am talking with a beautiful young nurse. We have an extensive conversation and I realize I am intensely attracted to her. We are talking about what I might do with my life and what it means to be excellent in something. She tells me that the area of concentration that I could most excel at is doing work with electricity diagnostics and the heart. It's using electricity to diagnose what's wrong with someone's heart. She talks about a calculation where she figures out of the entire population there is the possibility for two people to be absolutely the best. There is a guy that she knows of that is one of those and she thinks I could be the other. She says the reason he is so good at what he does is because he has studied every detail every bit of knowledge about the work. But then when he actually does the work and is working with a patient it's all by intuition.

She leaves the room I am wearing a flimsy garment and decide to take a shower. I'm just standing on the bed looking out the window. I look closely and I'm looking through what should be into the next room but it is now looking outside the building. I look down and I see something sticking out of the building, a marble architectural sculpture of a car possibly from the 1950s. I'm taken with the beauty and the idea. 

I am now staring at myself in a mirror in extreme detail. I am a young man my skin is perfect. It  reminds me of the marble surface. I come to a realization that if I spend more time with the young woman I'm going to fall madly in love. I also want to seek out this other person with these amazing skills. I tell her that if I spend any more time with her I will fall in love and drop everything else I'm doing. I tell her it sounds like a great idea but not now. I tell her let's plan on going to a beautiful remote location and doing nothing but falling in love. 

I am now out on a long dirt road riding a motorcycle on the way to my destination. It's been raining and it is a wide but an unpaved road with a lot slippery clay. The motorcycle is large and powerful but heavy. I panic for a moment, there's a large hill coming up and I wonder if I'm going to make it. I strongly consider stopping. But then I realize that it's been a while since it's rained and if I stay steady and get up a good head of steam I should be fine. I wake amazed and inspired.


Notes: The dream is very detailed visually. Looking the the mirror reminded of doing this while on LSD. I am taking as a call to action on the guitar. I will rededicate myself while being attentive to the dog training busines. Excellence in both.

Thursday, November 7, 2024

Randomly on Csmpus

I'm talking to a woman Steve is sitting close to me drooling on his shirt. I am ignoring him but someone comments that it's so gross and tries to clean him up.

I am sitting at a table that is very crowded. It is a very large open space with many other groups. Some are at tables some are just Milling around. I am discussing how crowded it is with the guy next to me as more people crowd in. I see the young woman I am interested in and walk over. When I look back at my table it is gone.

I am walking with her out doors on a rocky path. I tell her it is a special way few use. I can feel my feet in flexible boots grabbing the uneven rocky path. She notices my shoes and I pull up my pant legs to show boots that are great for rough hiking and riding a motorcycle. We discuss the details of a trip I took recently.



Note: I remembered being surprised when the table had vanished, big hint I'm dreaming. 

Sunday, November 3, 2024

Massive Multiple Lucid Dreams (w/suppliments)

Talking with Richard Gilman, looks very  young after hair cut.

Describe to dream character that I took a dream drug and arn't thinking clearly.

After I realize I'm dreaming I pass a young boy cutting off te wing of a live bird with a knife. I quickly glance in that direction and restore the bird to health with a burst of feathers.

I go to find a mirror and see my self as ugly/not attractive, not myslf at all. Then I see mutiple images of basically different pople and imagine how I look is in the eye of the beholder. I am OK with that.

Notes: At least 4 sgments over several hours. When dream abruptly ended I just waited patently. Difficult to get to sleep. Imagined the phrase "resistance is futile" from Star Trek but reinterpreted as basically don't stress, let it go and return to calm focused image or attention to dreaming. Just signed up for a Lucid Dreaming Course from TikTok.



Wednesday, October 30, 2024

Two Pay Phones+

Two Pay Phones
There is a man and woman beside me at two pay phones. One while [on the left] and one black. The white one was not working. I am trying to use the phone myself and then give them advice based on my experience.

Lured back to her place
I encounter a beautiful woman would looks deeply into my eyes but says nothing. I follow her home. We make love [I did not experience the  actual consumatio, shit!]. She leaves and returns. Close to the time she returns I masterbate. [upon reflextion, why did I do that?\

Magic in the hallways
An attractive woman instructing us in a small business group. One of the participants was working on recharging a device that was was modeled as a small (~3 inch white feather). It loosly connected to a base, it seemed he was charging it. She emphasized we should concentrte on the edges of the hall as we were walking. If we did it propery we could manefest waht we wanted. I got the idea I could manefest anything including her having sexual relations with me.


Note: After the magic dream I thought she might be the guide I am looking for because she was so instructuve and interactive. There were women in all three dreams and all were similar, maybe the same person.  All of them were very attractive, dark hair, dark eyes and full figured. She looked deeply into my eyes more than once. Two of them had deep interaction with me. Found my guide? The dreams were very vivid and detailed. I feel I am very close to full lucidity.

Saturday, September 21, 2024

Do It Now!

 I am in an office setting continuing a long complex dream. I am in a colleague's office looking at a complex  accounting math problem he has worked out on a large pad of paper. It is a size that covers most of a desk and the problem's solution neatly covers the entired pad in large clear printing. The problem come from a large format trade magazine. We have been asigned to do two of these and I am behind. I look at his solution and consider taking a picture with my phone, but reconsider and deside I am better off just working through it myself.


I am now in my office with an open copy of the magazine turned open to the problem on one of the messy stacks on my desk. I wake considering the task.


Notes: When I woke I immediately thought of all the thinks I have been telling myself I want to do but procratinating. No. 1...getting up early. I fooled around a bit on TicTok, but then arose at 6:30am on a Saturday morning, ran a bath and documented this dream.  Next? Coffee, meditation, GUITAR!!!

Sunday, September 8, 2024

Well Dressed Man has Romantic Glitch

I am entering a new sceen walking with two friends. I am talking with an attractive woman at a table at an event. She asks me if I want to come back and volunteer. I decline because it is in Windton-Salem and is  1 1/2 hours away. As we are going home my female friend gets mad at me for not going for it. I explain o my male friend that if I want to start a relationship it would be with our other friend not a stranger so far away.

We are now back in town and need to get into a house next door. We climb a tall chain link fense and I see I am wearing a nice business suit and dress shoes. I notice great detail as the shoe tips poke into the fense openings. I am carying a new leather breifcase that is warped in a dark natural covering. I take it off and admire the zippers. I ask myself if this is a good time to examine it while I am climbing a dangerous fense.

I flip myself effortlessly over the fense and start to climb down. There are a few prickers I avoid but when I am on the ground I see they are everywhere. The yard has tall dark very prickly trees on all sides. I am amazed I didn't have more trouble.

The house is dark and shabby. My friend tells me they woun't be back for  a couple of hours. I wake feeling confused and sad.



Inialation (w/supplements)

I am gathering with a group of people in a home that we have rented for a period of time for fun. We are all getting organized figuring out where we're sleeping there are multiple mattresses on the floors multiple rooms. Sometime goes on and as I'm walking around I realize the there is water leaking from the ceiling of the house. It's not just a drip drip but it's pouring like busted pipe. But it's not just one pipe it's like a waterfall coming down from the top drenching all the mattresses and all the things that we have organized. As I'm walking around seeing all the soaked mattresses and blankets things begin to bloom in the mattresses. The house is transforming into a myriad of strange green and multicolored plants. They're like nothing I've ever seen something alien. 

 I consider contacting the house owner and lodging a complaint. However everyone seems to be taking these events in stride. Drying out their things rearranging making do even while water is pouring on them. 

 As I am sitting on my mattress a young woman comes up to me who's very beautiful. She's mysterious very light skinned and blonde and a flowing almost gauze like dress that covers most of her body. She is very forward and we begin kissing and caring on. I briefly reflect that we're in the middle of the room and have zero privacy but continue on anyway. And notice that I am becoming aroused and begin disrobing her. She stands up and begins to walk away and as she does so I see her body transforming mutating. Her skin becomes translucent and I see bones and various things below the surface rearranging themselves or back becoming broad and grotesque. I wake suddenly.