I'm in a large hospital again. I am wandering around and find my way to a room that is a lab or a treatment room. I may be the patient and I am talking with a beautiful young nurse. We have an extensive conversation and I realize I am intensely attracted to her. We are talking about what I might do with my life and what it means to be excellent in something. She tells me that the area of concentration that I could most excel at is doing work with electricity diagnostics and the heart. It's using electricity to diagnose what's wrong with someone's heart. She talks about a calculation where she figures out of the entire population there is the possibility for two people to be absolutely the best. There is a guy that she knows of that is one of those and she thinks I could be the other. She says the reason he is so good at what he does is because he has studied every detail every bit of knowledge about the work. But then when he actually does the work and is working with a patient it's all by intuition.
She leaves the room I am wearing a flimsy garment and decide to take a shower. I'm just standing on the bed looking out the window. I look closely and I'm looking through what should be into the next room but it is now looking outside the building. I look down and I see something sticking out of the building, a marble architectural sculpture of a car possibly from the 1950s. I'm taken with the beauty and the idea.
I am now staring at myself in a mirror in extreme detail. I am a young man my skin is perfect. It reminds me of the marble surface. I come to a realization that if I spend more time with the young woman I'm going to fall madly in love. I also want to seek out this other person with these amazing skills. I tell her that if I spend any more time with her I will fall in love and drop everything else I'm doing. I tell her it sounds like a great idea but not now. I tell her let's plan on going to a beautiful remote location and doing nothing but falling in love.
I am now out on a long dirt road riding a motorcycle on the way to my destination. It's been raining and it is a wide but an unpaved road with a lot slippery clay. The motorcycle is large and powerful but heavy. I panic for a moment, there's a large hill coming up and I wonder if I'm going to make it. I strongly consider stopping. But then I realize that it's been a while since it's rained and if I stay steady and get up a good head of steam I should be fine. I wake amazed and inspired.
Notes: The dream is very detailed visually. Looking the the mirror reminded of doing this while on LSD. I am taking as a call to action on the guitar. I will rededicate myself while being attentive to the dog training busines. Excellence in both.
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