Well Dressed Man has Romantic Glitch

I am entering a new sceen walking with two friends. I am talking with an attractive woman at a table at an event. She asks me if I want to come back and volunteer. I decline because it is in Windton-Salem and is  1 1/2 hours away. As we are going home my female friend gets mad at me for not going for it. I explain o my male friend that if I want to start a relationship it would be with our other friend not a stranger so far away.

We are now back in town and need to get into a house next door. We climb a tall chain link fense and I see I am wearing a nice business suit and dress shoes. I notice great detail as the shoe tips poke into the fense openings. I am carying a new leather breifcase that is warped in a dark natural covering. I take it off and admire the zippers. I ask myself if this is a good time to examine it while I am climbing a dangerous fense.

I flip myself effortlessly over the fense and start to climb down. There are a few prickers I avoid but when I am on the ground I see they are everywhere. The yard has tall dark very prickly trees on all sides. I am amazed I didn't have more trouble.

The house is dark and shabby. My friend tells me they woun't be back for  a couple of hours. I wake feeling confused and sad.

Inialation (w/supplements)

I am gathering with a group of people in a home that we have rented for a period of time for fun. We are all getting organized figuring out where we're sleeping there are multiple mattresses on the floors multiple rooms. Sometime goes on and as I'm walking around I realize the there is water leaking from the ceiling of the house. It's not just a drip drip but it's pouring like busted pipe. But it's not just one pipe it's like a waterfall coming down from the top drenching all the mattresses and all the things that we have organized. As I'm walking around seeing all the soaked mattresses and blankets things begin to bloom in the mattresses. The house is transforming into a myriad of strange green and multicolored plants. They're like nothing I've ever seen something alien. 

 I consider contacting the house owner and lodging a complaint. However everyone seems to be taking these events in stride. Drying out their things rearranging making do even while water is pouring on them. 

 As I am sitting on my mattress a young woman comes up to me who's very beautiful. She's mysterious very light skinned and blonde and a flowing almost gauze like dress that covers most of her body. She is very forward and we begin kissing and caring on. I briefly reflect that we're in the middle of the room and have zero privacy but continue on anyway. And notice that I am becoming aroused and begin disrobing her. She stands up and begins to walk away and as she does so I see her body transforming mutating. Her skin becomes translucent and I see bones and various things below the surface rearranging themselves or back becoming broad and grotesque. I wake suddenly.

Dark Girl with a Dark Gun

I am out and about. I am watching a young woman who's acting very suspiciously.She seems to have a clear motive or  destination. We are out in public she is walking rapidly looking for something or someone. Eventually she pulls out a very large black pistol. It is an unusually large caliber. I grabbed the gun from her and grab her. With one arm around her shoulder my nose is very close to her head and I noticed how beautiful and striking her hair is. Somewhere between black and brown and when the light catches it it's iridescent almost like a crow's feather. I comment to her that her hair is beautiful and feel weird about it. I now see that she has a metal strong metal box it has bars on it and the gun is inside. I look at it I see the pistol I see that something that looks like an explosive but it's small and then next to it is a single bullet that is gigantic it's very fat like twice the size of a 45.

Now the box is sitting on the ground not far from us next to a couple of police motorcycles and they're a couple of rifles on the ground. I go to retrieve them or to retrieve the pistol but I can't find it. I look around I can't even find the motorcycles of the rifles it's like that whole section of the parking lot as vanished.

We are now inside a restaurant it's very crowded I'm still holding her in one of us is holding the black box with the gun inside. I'm apparently there with a group of people including my wife who walks by very bristly with a friend doesn't even look at me. I am frantically trying to figure out what to do with the gun.  I go into one section of the restaurant and it turns out to be a police barracks. Policeman everywhere they're all talking and I can't break into a conversation. The ones that I see are all women.

I decide we might as well get something to eat you sit I look for a table for two where we can talk and I'm going to try to figure out what's going on. There's now another friend a guy who was sitting with me and tells me I've got to get my s*** together. I look and it's 1:00 in the morning. I then look at the table and the gun is gone. I begin to panic again and ask him where it is. He thinks another guy might have picked it up because he's walking around the restaurant collecting cameras from  everyone. I catch up with the guy and it turns out to be Matt Damon. But when I stand next to him he's much shorter than me. I'm not tall he's just very short. He explains that he's working on a movie Project and the gun is a perfect Dark scary prop. I start yelling at him and tell him it's too dangerous but we don't know exactly where it is. I think I find it sitting on the floor in the back of a closet where is collected lots of the cameras but the dream ends abruptly and I wake with my heart beating rapidly.

Notes: The dream is very vivid When I am looking at the girl's hair it is as vivid as a lucid dream. Usually my vivid dreams are flooded iwth light, but this one was very dark but clear, I cant remember waking so scared with my heart beating.

What does the dream want? To be fearful of guns? Be cognizent of my relationship with Cindy? For me to be nore focused in my actions? For me to pay more attention to my dreams and dream skills?

Reality check: Considering gtting a pistol. Lust after strange women. Am random in my actions. I have missed writing down several dreams recently.

Bumper sticker: Guns are evil. 

Dreams to action: Be more focused and intentional in my life,

Six Hundred Dead

I'm getting ready at work with Paul and I realize it is getting late. He says he's got several things to do and I say I can't be late my first day of work.

I am now at work at my new position and I'm completely clueless. I am dressed the part everybody is in buying business attire. We're sitting around a large communicate communal table each of us looking at the work we are attempting to accomplish. We were all in sales but I have no idea even what we're selling. This will be the third time I work for the same firm and at first I think nothing has changed and I'm trying to sell 20-year-old technology.

I glance over and see my boss who seems to be in his twenties and take off for another part of the building. I'm desperately looking for someone to explain to me what control data is doing now. How are they making money what can I actually sell. I need a beautiful well-dressed woman we have an extended conversation while we're walking through the Halls. At some point in the conversation I turn to her and say what do you do? She looks at me with a surprised and indignant stare and starts to grow. While I'm standing there she zooms up to 20 ft tall or taller. She then hovers above the ground. I am looking up her long legs across her torso to her nose. The business clothes have been reduced to flimsy lingerie. She is very sexy but I'm still clueless.

I'm now in a large lunch room sitting up at a table that's like the top of a bleachers. There are two young guys that I know and we are talking. Somewhere randomly in the conversation one of the young men casually mentions 600 dead. There's a brief image of something like stamps on a wall possibly in memoriam. There's no further discussion on this topic but the whole situation has a dark foreboding.

Notes: The dream was very bright and vivid. I came in and out of the dream for several segments. n one of the later segments I get the idea that some sort of bio-tech is behind the financial success of the company.

World-first research by scientists at an Australian university 

has been unable to solve the mystery of 

why some rats glow in the dark.

Dragon's in the Diner

 I am in a diner, possibly with Cindy. We are being very careful and tiptoeing around a delicate negotiation of some sort. Our dragons are quietly sitting in opposite corners. We are deliberate about not arousing them.

Notes: Watched House of Dragons last night, then argued with Cindy. Got really ugly in my heart. Mimbled, you puss filled bitch.  Not good.

The Disolving City

 I am on a space ship looking out the window. There is a large city with skyscrapers visible out the window. It is very close, like the view coming in from a plane. We are now in an office setting  but something is terribly wrong, eventhough no one is panicing. The problem seems to be that the physical buildings and the contents are slowly terriating or disolving. The people are not directly effected.

I am in an office environment where we continure our routines mostly. One guy has a bit of a panic attach and hides inside a cabinet, but is talked out by the boss. I can see the rusting and bending of the cabinet.

A group of women file in and I examine one closely imagining getting closer to her.

I am out side the building watching different groups gather. There is an air of repressed hostility. I am now under a pair of brick walls crouching down as a tank rolls over us. The walls beging to crumble and I barely escape being crushed by rolling out from under.

I am back out on the hill that surrounds a large quad. Alex is with me and we casually pick apart some packaging to separate sone sticky pads that we plan on building something with to pass the time. I am carefull to collect all the packaging that fallen to the ground so I don't leave a mess.

I wake neutral and glad to have spent time with my son.

Tried Supliments for Lucid Dream

 Gulatamine & Choline

Wake then back to bed w/ suppliments. Programmed to have sex as primary goal. Intent to do reality check.

I am exploring a large cluster of buildings, many are bombed out but all are occupied with lots of folks pretenting to be at war with another group. As I wander through the streets it becomes apparent there are numerous activities ongoing and people are just gratitating to what interests them. It is a giant fair of different activities.

I find myslef in a small room with several people. There is a woman next to me that get very physical/snulgly, She take he top hof and goggles all over in excitement, ashe has no breasts. I wake up excited at a near miss.

I return to a similar scene and end up with a young blond girl with a paupers dress and her underpants are loose and slightly hangling down. Without forplay I start to get her in possition for sex and she says no, I am only a poor farm girl, I an confused but comply and wake up. When I retuen to the dream work I tell my self I will have money or gems but have futher similar opportunities.