Dark Girl with a Dark Gun

I am out and about. I am watching a young woman who's acting very suspiciously.She seems to have a clear motive or  destination. We are out in public she is walking rapidly looking for something or someone. Eventually she pulls out a very large black pistol. It is an unusually large caliber. I grabbed the gun from her and grab her. With one arm around her shoulder my nose is very close to her head and I noticed how beautiful and striking her hair is. Somewhere between black and brown and when the light catches it it's iridescent almost like a crow's feather. I comment to her that her hair is beautiful and feel weird about it. I now see that she has a metal strong metal box it has bars on it and the gun is inside. I look at it I see the pistol I see that something that looks like an explosive but it's small and then next to it is a single bullet that is gigantic it's very fat like twice the size of a 45.

Now the box is sitting on the ground not far from us next to a couple of police motorcycles and they're a couple of rifles on the ground. I go to retrieve them or to retrieve the pistol but I can't find it. I look around I can't even find the motorcycles of the rifles it's like that whole section of the parking lot as vanished.

We are now inside a restaurant it's very crowded I'm still holding her in one of us is holding the black box with the gun inside. I'm apparently there with a group of people including my wife who walks by very bristly with a friend doesn't even look at me. I am frantically trying to figure out what to do with the gun.  I go into one section of the restaurant and it turns out to be a police barracks. Policeman everywhere they're all talking and I can't break into a conversation. The ones that I see are all women.

I decide we might as well get something to eat you sit I look for a table for two where we can talk and I'm going to try to figure out what's going on. There's now another friend a guy who was sitting with me and tells me I've got to get my s*** together. I look and it's 1:00 in the morning. I then look at the table and the gun is gone. I begin to panic again and ask him where it is. He thinks another guy might have picked it up because he's walking around the restaurant collecting cameras from  everyone. I catch up with the guy and it turns out to be Matt Damon. But when I stand next to him he's much shorter than me. I'm not tall he's just very short. He explains that he's working on a movie Project and the gun is a perfect Dark scary prop. I start yelling at him and tell him it's too dangerous but we don't know exactly where it is. I think I find it sitting on the floor in the back of a closet where is collected lots of the cameras but the dream ends abruptly and I wake with my heart beating rapidly.

Notes: The dream is very vivid When I am looking at the girl's hair it is as vivid as a lucid dream. Usually my vivid dreams are flooded iwth light, but this one was very dark but clear, I cant remember waking so scared with my heart beating.

What does the dream want? To be fearful of guns? Be cognizent of my relationship with Cindy? For me to be nore focused in my actions? For me to pay more attention to my dreams and dream skills?

Reality check: Considering gtting a pistol. Lust after strange women. Am random in my actions. I have missed writing down several dreams recently.

Bumper sticker: Guns are evil. 

Dreams to action: Be more focused and intentional in my life,