Miniature Dreaming Facilitator

Monday May 11, 2019 12:25 pm

Miniature Dreaming  Facilitator

I am talking with a friend and colleague. We are handling and discussing the new Dream Makers (made up name after the dream) I just completed. They are like the regular models, but tiny. They fit in your hand.  We are joking what would happen if you deployed them like a regular one. An example was what would happen if you put one under a car tire. The normal one would act like a friction mat, the new tiny one would be a tiny joke.

It was not clear if the tiny ones would actually work under some circumstances. We were just making jokes about how silly they would be in many deployments.

Notes: Until I went to write down the dream, it was not clear how dream logic based the whole idea was.  It made perfect sense in the dream and for a while afterwards. I was clueless as to the absurd nature of the devices.

What does the dream want?  For me to get my act together and learn to lucid dream.

Roofless Facility in the Woods, Multiple Scenes Drifting In and Out

Friday May 10, 2019 (Dreams form 6:30 to 11:00a m)

Roofless Facility in the Woods
Multiple Scenes Drifting In and Out

I am walking through a large multi-room facility. It is on a hill in the woods. The walls are 10+ feet made of concrete. The floor is grass and slopes with the hill. There is no roof or ceiling. There are many people walking around. I am not part of the group.

I try and engage a man to see what is going on. I stand right next to him briefly. He is naked. He does not respond to my presence.

I see a man only inches away from his face. I am startled by the clarity.

I see a woman, possibly naked, She is next to a second person that looks like her but has steel mechanics on the inside of he muth. I get the idea that this scene is about suicide and become afraid.

I am in a bed with Cindy. We she is trying to call her parents. The call is not going through and I realize she is using the base unit to one of the devices that are scattered about the facility. Another piece clicks on top and it acts like a handheld computer of some sort. This realization makes me fearful.

I am looking at the crystal clear scene of a woman talking. I am very close. I realize I can not here her voice. As I drink back and forth into the dream I can hear her voice very distinctly. (I can remember it even now).

I wake from the series of dreams very upbeat and energetic.

Notes: 500mg Choline x1, 4mg Galatimine x2.  I am taking the clarityj of some of the scenes and the going back into the dream and hearing a voice (after requesting it) a precusor to a lucid dream.  NEED TO MEDITATE!!!

What does the dream want? For me to become lucid.

Failing at Medical School

Friday May 10, 2019\ 6:45am

Failing at Medical School

I am in school with several other students but have a close relationship with one of them. It i s mslr who is exceptionally organized in his note taking and multiple binder organization. He has laid them out on the lawn and has others helping with the sorting and assembling. I look at his approach and see how poorly organized my study habits are. I am contemplating quitting but need to see the program head who is very intimidating.

The leader's persona is very militaristic, he is more like a strict general than an academic. I am questioning my progress and whether is was a good idea to begin studying the program to begin with. I ask myself if I would go to me as a doctor. I think the answer is no. As I am stressing over the talk with the program leader I wake.

Notes: Clear memory of dream after waking. Feel like a failure, sad etc. Since I can be multiple characters in the dream, the super organization may also be part of me.

What does the dream want?  For me to move on with a new direction in my life?

Me Too Troll

Saturday April 27, 2019

1:30pm

Me Too Troll

I am talking to a young woman at a bar. I am leaning in too close and making here uncomfortable. She may be black. She leans around me and steel a kiss. She looks at me in total disgust. Long pause on her wrinkled up chin.

Notes: Very clear and brief.

What does the dream want? For me to get a real intimacy and sex life? (Start a sex therapy clinic. Use volunteer sex surrogates) 

Working Around the Facility (Vivid with Conversation)

Tuesday March 19, 2019 5:30[pm

Working Around the Facility

I an with my wife ordering something at a lunch counter. I have having an extended exchange with the  older man working the counter. I am being difficult. He responds efficiently but is obviously getting pissed. He comments at the end if I am always this way.

I am leaving the facility with a  young woman, I am young. Here father is with us. As we go by the last corner of the facility I see that a long log that supports a banner is no longer on the lip of the building supporting it. I hang upside down, move it back in place, but the other end becomes unconnected and falls down. Her father scowls. I wake.

Notes: The dream had a series of sequences. It was amazingly vivid and I remember hearing the conversation (last night in Dream Group I reflected to myself that i rarely have dream with sound.

What does the dream want?  For me to be less of a asshole. (Synchronicity...Just watched Tim Ferris's short video on the topic). The dream is encouraging me to get more into dreaming buy making them more vivid and multi-sensual.

Journey to Another Planet

Sunday February  24, 2019

Journey to Another Planet

I am with a group of people. We are trying to break into an enclosure on another planet. The door is a large wooden structure like in an old castle. And then banging on the same door but from the inside.

There are large numbers of people walking around. Whole atmospheres feels very repressive. There are these creatures that are sort of guards that punish you if you get out of line.

After dinner after an extended. Of time Adventure North out of the city. I am in a narrow winding tunnel. It's got holes in the side and I can see outside. There are strange creatures lurking about they do not seem dangerous. I keep walking for a long time and find myself in a new city. A paragraph

There are crowds of people that are being rounded up and processed for military service. I'm with someone and we are grab what in line. There is a small child with me that's two years old and they just drop it in the dirt and wet. And leave it to die.

I am now leaving the city but I'm in a car with three other people we are slowly driving through crowded streets observing strangeness.

I'm now back in the original city but I'm planning another excursion north. May even do it on a regular basis to see what I can discover. But ukulele if there is a place that is less repressive. However I'm aware of the dangers of being caught or in some way delayed in the tunnels either by others or by a natural disaster. Briefly considered trying to get outside the tunnels into the open areas not sure how dangerous that would be.

Notes: This dream was very long and went in and out of it several times even after going to the bathroom.

What does the dream want? For me to get out of my old repressive ways break new territory.

They Mystery of the Sea

Sunday December 2, 2018  5:45 am

They Mystery of the Sea

I am moving up the coast and becoming one with the sea.  As I drift in and out of consciousness I struggle with the danger and complexity of allowing my mind to settle in to the waves and rocks immersed in the undulating swells. If I am not careful I will be lost to the sea; Yet the seduction is irresistible; The urge to be one.

Notes: I have just returned from Seattle/Tacoma.  I was taken with Vashon Island. I am getting over a head cold and breathing with the CPAP can be difficult.

What does the dream want? For me to meditate with the sounds of the sea.