Failing at Medical School
I am in school with several other students but have a close relationship with one of them. It i s mslr who is exceptionally organized in his note taking and multiple binder organization. He has laid them out on the lawn and has others helping with the sorting and assembling. I look at his approach and see how poorly organized my study habits are. I am contemplating quitting but need to see the program head who is very intimidating.
The leader's persona is very militaristic, he is more like a strict general than an academic. I am questioning my progress and whether is was a good idea to begin studying the program to begin with. I ask myself if I would go to me as a doctor. I think the answer is no. As I am stressing over the talk with the program leader I wake.
Notes: Clear memory of dream after waking. Feel like a failure, sad etc. Since I can be multiple characters in the dream, the super organization may also be part of me.
What does the dream want? For me to move on with a new direction in my life?
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