I am in a restaurant with three young women at the other end of my table. I overhear their conversation about a technical issue that is in the news and I'm interested in. It also goes back to my early career as a coder using COBOL. I asked them if they are coders and that I have an question for them. They look at me smile say yes and then instead of answering the question they start crawling over the table towards me. They have obvious intentions of sexually engaging me. The one on my left her blouse is open in a very tubular extremely tubular puffy nipple appears. She gets very close to me and I press my mouth against her breast and wake up suddenly.
Notes: the dream was exceptionally Vivid and realistic. It was also very sensual. I woke obviously sexually aroused but more importantly amazed at the clarity and vividness of the dream and hopeful for the future. But I tried to go back into the dream I could not remember the coding issue. Eventually I did. Was more Trump administration bullshit about numbers of people that were in the excess of 100 years old and the social security system. Goes back to an old cobal coating problem the fact that they started counting days in 1859 or some such thing.
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This dream seems rich with layers of meaning, blending intellectual curiosity, nostalgia, connection, and possibly desires for validation or intimacy. Here are some possible interpretations:
1. Intellectual and Emotional Integration
The young women discussing a technical issue you’re interested in—especially one related to COBOL and your early coding career—may symbolize aspects of your past knowledge, skills, and curiosity that you’re reconnecting with. The fact that they are coders suggests you might be longing to re-engage with a part of yourself that valued logic, problem-solving, and technical mastery.
- Interpretation: Their sudden shift from discussing technical matters to intimate engagement might represent a desire for integration between your intellectual pursuits and emotional or sensual life. You could be seeking experiences that feel stimulating both mentally and physically—things that light up multiple parts of your identity.
2. Desire for Recognition and Connection
You asking them a question and them smiling could symbolize a need for validation or recognition—especially from those who represent newer generations, different perspectives, or fields you’ve moved away from.
- Interpretation: Their crossing the table might represent a subconscious yearning for a deeper connection, not just intellectually but personally—perhaps wanting your contributions, experiences, or questions to be acknowledged and valued.
3. Sexual Energy as Creative Drive
Sexual imagery in dreams often represents creative energy, desire for connection, or personal growth rather than literal sexual desires. The act of them crawling over the table and the intimate moment before waking could suggest:
- Interpretation: A strong creative urge or a drive toward something new and exciting in your life. The sudden waking could mean you’re on the edge of unlocking this energy, but something in your waking life might be holding you back or you’re not yet ready to fully embrace it.
4. The Symbolism of the Breast and Sudden Awakening
In dreams, breasts can symbolize nurturing, life-giving energy, and comfort. Pressing your mouth to the woman’s breast could represent a longing for emotional nourishment, acceptance, or even inspiration.
- Interpretation: Waking up suddenly at that moment might mean you are on the brink of receiving something deeply nourishing in your life—whether knowledge, connection, or purpose—but there’s hesitation, fear, or uncertainty about fully accepting it.
5. Reflection on Aging, Relevance, and the New Generation
Given the age difference suggested by the “young women” and the reference to COBOL (a coding language associated with an earlier era of programming), there could be a subconscious exploration of how you see yourself in relation to younger generations.
- Interpretation: You might be questioning your relevance, wondering how your past knowledge fits into today’s world, or craving meaningful dialogue that bridges your experiences with newer perspectives.
Questions for Deeper Reflection:
- What current areas of your life feel like they’re on the “other side of the table”?
- Do you feel like you’re seeking validation for past achievements or knowledge?
- Are there desires—intellectual, emotional, or sensual—that you haven’t fully explored?
- Was the sudden waking a sign of discomfort with the intimacy of the moment, or fear of stepping into a new role or identity?
This dream seems like it’s nudging you to bridge a gap—whether between past and present, thought and feeling, or isolation and connection. Does any of this resonate with how you’ve been feeling lately?
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