Out of Control

 Saturday April 16th

I'm driving my car through a field slowly. I'm approaching a stream and the front wheels start sinking into the mud. I panic thinking I'm going into the stream. The car goes so far into the mud that it starts to turn around. I step on the gas and narrowly escape .

I am now in the city in a very tight alley. I go upstairs into a small restaurant. I am talking talking to 2 or 3 young kids. I'm trying to talk to a young girl and her brother is talking very fast and interrupting me. I suddenly realized that I left the car running and go outside. The car is in another location, possibly behind the building. It is very open. I look inside and the steering wheel is completely detached from the steering column. I am holding it in my hands. It is just a very smooth circle. The hub of the wheel that attached to the column is missing. As I start to wake I'm thinking about the dream so I can remember it and it is pretty obvious that the dream is about being out of control..

Notes: It has been a long time, two months, since I wrote in  this journal. Several of the latest  entries were uninterpreted.

What does the dream want? For me to get back in touch with my dreams and therefore back in control of my life.

Reality check: I am often a distracted driver, especially when starting up without my seatbelt engaged. This frightens and upsets Cindy.

Bumper sticker: Relax & steer.

Dream yo action: Never take the truck out of park without my seatbelt engaged and taking a deep breath.