Weird Bed in the Attic
I am in the top floor of an old house. I am in bed. There is someone else sleeping with me in a separate bed. He is a young man. I notice something very strange about my bed. I am crawling past the the foot and it's very long. As I traverse the curvy extra long and down curving top of the mattress I'm going into a narrow corner of the room. The room is warped and strange. Windows are like portholes. And I think this is very strange. But I can't figure it out.
The Anxious Shopping Trip
I am in the car with three other people. One of them is in my wife. We were traveling for sometime and I realize we are driving far away from the city. I've become anxious because I know I have some appointments and I'm afraid we're getting too far away and I will miss my appointments. We pull into a small town that very beautifully restored. Small unique shops in old houses, quaint restaurants, etc. It's sunny and very nice out. We get out of the car and I begin to be seriously concerned about my appointments. I check out my phone and try and check my calendar. The phone is not working properly. I see that the battery is not connected and I try to insert it. But the internals of the phone are all messed up I can see all these electronic parts they move around inside while I'm trying to insert the battery. I'm beginning to panic because I have to check my calendar and I can't get my phone to work. When I look around and I can't find my briefcase. I have two or three other possessions and they seem to all be all spread around the small park I'm in. I'm worried that I'm losing my mind. Now I look for help and I find a woman that I'm working for. She's my boss. I ask her how to put the battery back in the phone. I hand her the phone and she very easily puts the battery in and gets the phone working. I am now concerned that my calendar is not synchronized with my wife's and that's why she has brought me so far away from where my appointments are. I am getting seriously anxious and I can't figure out why everything is so out of control.
The Odd Sales Call
I am calling someone on the phone. Is someone I have not spoken to in a long time. Possibly someone I may know from high school or something like that. But it feels like I'm trying to make a sales call. I ask him a series of questions about his business. He owns some kind of warehouse. And I ask him a question about what's in the warehouse. He answers me but it's a complex weird answer and I don't understand. I thank him for his time and then ask him a strange question. I tell him I don't know why I'm calling and I ask him is there anything that he needs. I may say do you need my help. He says yes. His younger of two sons has just died. It only happened two days ago. It was accidental and his older son is having a very difficult time. I am immediately emotionally involved. I am highly empathetic and it feels like I have lost a son. I am very sympathetic and tell him how sorry I am. I don't have any particular advice or try to do anything. I am crying on the phone.
I wake up.
Notes: Before I wake I review my three dreams. I don't want to forget them. I'm sure I have only been asleep for a brief time. I estimate it has been about an hour and then I open my eyes and look at the clock. As I open my eyes I look out the window there is a beautiful sunrise but outside my window. I know immediately it's not 630 in the morning it's way after seven. I have been asleep much longer than I thought. Actually it may have only been a little bit over an hour. I went back to sleep about 530 but it took a while to get to sleep. So I definitely awoke disoriented.
The anxiousness in my dreams is very encouraging because I'm trying to wake up in my dream or I am trying to figure out why the environment that I'm in is so strange. So when I woke up my mood was anxious and afraid because I thought I was going insane. But I was very happy immediately after realizing I had been dreaming so vividly. All of the dreams were very bright very and very realistic and detailed.
I'm going back to sleep at 7:30. I'm going to give myself a new instructions to actually be lucid. The instructions that I followed worked very well but were no specific enough. I was more aware and more responsive, but not lucid. I've had this experience before when the incubation I gave was taken very literally and did not produce the desired result. Like my unconscious is working with me but taking every opportunity to do what I said not what I wanted. (For example: I incubated the idea to wake up in my dream and I had a false awakening)
I am in the top floor of an old house. I am in bed. There is someone else sleeping with me in a separate bed. He is a young man. I notice something very strange about my bed. I am crawling past the the foot and it's very long. As I traverse the curvy extra long and down curving top of the mattress I'm going into a narrow corner of the room. The room is warped and strange. Windows are like portholes. And I think this is very strange. But I can't figure it out.
The Anxious Shopping Trip
I am in the car with three other people. One of them is in my wife. We were traveling for sometime and I realize we are driving far away from the city. I've become anxious because I know I have some appointments and I'm afraid we're getting too far away and I will miss my appointments. We pull into a small town that very beautifully restored. Small unique shops in old houses, quaint restaurants, etc. It's sunny and very nice out. We get out of the car and I begin to be seriously concerned about my appointments. I check out my phone and try and check my calendar. The phone is not working properly. I see that the battery is not connected and I try to insert it. But the internals of the phone are all messed up I can see all these electronic parts they move around inside while I'm trying to insert the battery. I'm beginning to panic because I have to check my calendar and I can't get my phone to work. When I look around and I can't find my briefcase. I have two or three other possessions and they seem to all be all spread around the small park I'm in. I'm worried that I'm losing my mind. Now I look for help and I find a woman that I'm working for. She's my boss. I ask her how to put the battery back in the phone. I hand her the phone and she very easily puts the battery in and gets the phone working. I am now concerned that my calendar is not synchronized with my wife's and that's why she has brought me so far away from where my appointments are. I am getting seriously anxious and I can't figure out why everything is so out of control.
The Odd Sales Call
I am calling someone on the phone. Is someone I have not spoken to in a long time. Possibly someone I may know from high school or something like that. But it feels like I'm trying to make a sales call. I ask him a series of questions about his business. He owns some kind of warehouse. And I ask him a question about what's in the warehouse. He answers me but it's a complex weird answer and I don't understand. I thank him for his time and then ask him a strange question. I tell him I don't know why I'm calling and I ask him is there anything that he needs. I may say do you need my help. He says yes. His younger of two sons has just died. It only happened two days ago. It was accidental and his older son is having a very difficult time. I am immediately emotionally involved. I am highly empathetic and it feels like I have lost a son. I am very sympathetic and tell him how sorry I am. I don't have any particular advice or try to do anything. I am crying on the phone.
I wake up.
Notes: Before I wake I review my three dreams. I don't want to forget them. I'm sure I have only been asleep for a brief time. I estimate it has been about an hour and then I open my eyes and look at the clock. As I open my eyes I look out the window there is a beautiful sunrise but outside my window. I know immediately it's not 630 in the morning it's way after seven. I have been asleep much longer than I thought. Actually it may have only been a little bit over an hour. I went back to sleep about 530 but it took a while to get to sleep. So I definitely awoke disoriented.
The anxiousness in my dreams is very encouraging because I'm trying to wake up in my dream or I am trying to figure out why the environment that I'm in is so strange. So when I woke up my mood was anxious and afraid because I thought I was going insane. But I was very happy immediately after realizing I had been dreaming so vividly. All of the dreams were very bright very and very realistic and detailed.
I'm going back to sleep at 7:30. I'm going to give myself a new instructions to actually be lucid. The instructions that I followed worked very well but were no specific enough. I was more aware and more responsive, but not lucid. I've had this experience before when the incubation I gave was taken very literally and did not produce the desired result. Like my unconscious is working with me but taking every opportunity to do what I said not what I wanted. (For example: I incubated the idea to wake up in my dream and I had a false awakening)
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