Resnet (Skipped day of dream study protocol)
I am a homeless man with a woman next to me out in front of the 7-Eleven. There's a group of people next to us. We are under an overhang. We have several positions around us we are sort of filthy in and out and missed it feels like a nest. There are several men that are next to us. Dirt two of them that are in an argument.
One of them is particularly violent and aggressive. At one point he takes out a gun. Is a handgun. What is oddly shaped. He starts yelling at the other man and then points the gun at him and shoot him. It is very loud. I can feel the impact of the firing. I am very frightened. The shooter is very casual about the event. He puts the gun in a bag that has other guns in it. I see at least two or three others they all have odd shapes. Some have long barrel some have bulbs handles. And almost hear the clicking together the metal on metal in the bag. It's like a cheap plastic bag shopping bag.
I am very afraid I do not want to be perceived as a threat to this man. We go inside and I ask him if he wants a soda to drink. That I will pay for it. He suddenly gets very chummy with me possibly putting his hand around my shoulder. Says yes he will take a soda and thanked me very much.
We are still with this man but we are now in a different location. It is a place were stolen cars are handled. Somehow the name resident is very clearly spoken. We have some sort of conversation. I wake up.
Notes: I wake up very fearful from my experience in the dream but very excited that my recall is so detailed. I had review the Dream several times. I may have the rename Rezneck slightly wrong.
I went to bed at 1 o'clock. Set the alarm for four hours. Woke up two minutes before the alarm was going to go off. Was up for a couple of minutes went back to sleep. Woke up
What does this dream want.? Appears that someone in the dream is a potential threat to me. They are doing something casually that is very dangerous (Roofers?). It is an obvious parallel to the roofing business that I've engaging myself in. The idea of walking on roofs is very scary. I am afraid of this new job that I am attempting to do. Part of me definitely thinks it's a very stupid idea. Part of me thinks is is a way to get on firm footing in my life by being on sketchy footing for brief periods of time.
What am I going to do about it? I'm not sure. I'm still telling myself that this is a good idea. It's all about money. More than money it's about stretching what is possible.
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