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Tuesday, March 19, 2024

The Quangle Wrangle's Hat

The Quangle Wrangle's Hat


I suddenly realize I am just minutes away from being late to class. I start running even though I know it's very far away. I arrive at class as it's starting. I notice that I'm not winded at all (dream sign).  

My seat is in a very large circular auditorium. I look around and notice almost everyone in the class except me is black.  I consider this and think it's a easy class to get an A in, low academic requirements, and that's why everyone's taking. While I'm sitting there, a dog comes up to me and says hello.I noticed that it's shape and confirmation are shifting while I'm looking at it (dream sigh), but still it's very friendly. I say hello and pet him.

While I'm noticing that all the other students are black I'm also realizing how beautiful and attractive many of the young black women are.

I'm now still in the classroom but at the very bottom of a large gorge, looking up to the lecturer who I've become fascinated with but I only experience as an almost disembodied  very deep voice.  I get a sense of deep wisdom but don't understand any of the words.

I'm, I'm looking from below a large stone wall that I'm considering sitting on.There's a woman next to me, very attractive black woman. She is professionally dressed, older She looks like she could be a partner in a law firm.

I make my way up a steep hill over the stone wall and onto a balcony that looks like it might be outdoor seating for a restaurant.  The whole time. I'm getting a better view of the lecturer who appears to be an old black man perched in the branches of a very large tree. He has a large wide brim hat.

As I am finding my seat I see that many other people are doing the same thing I'm doing and getting closer and closer and filling that space next to him.

I am now very excited about the course content. I'm talking to one of the teacher's aides after the lecsure. We're going to some detail about what it is goning take me to catch up because I missed the first class or 2. He says essentially I just need to do some reading. Then the teacher's aid asked me if I can help and I see that there's a mess on the floor and I said do you need me to mop? I'm very good at mopping.

I am now at a small gathering of students after the class out side.  A young black woman (same one I noticed before?) has something that was used in the lecture. It's 3 or more feet long and a couple of feet wide. It looks like a giant piece of steak. When I touch it, however, it's very light weight and it's obviously a plastic version of steak used likely as a stage prop. We are discussing the prop and I volunteer to take it back although no one is clear on where it came from. I say I've parked all the way across campus.  And between the drama department and some others I should be able to find a home for it.

I'm rustling with the bag of meat in my preparation to walk across campus and Patty, and John Cogswell come over and she points out that I need to flip the bag over. I've been struggling with something that is now attached to the bag, which is mechanical and has something to do with the way you zip it up and store it.

I'm still incredibly enthusiastic about the next opportunity to join the class even after I have woken up and gone back to sleep. I still don't seem to realize it's a dream. 

I am now speaking with 2 black women. One is more mature than others and is with a young student. They could be mother and daughter. The daughter is talking to her mother and is not sure if she should tell me something, and she's consulting with her mother. When she finally tells me it's that when she first saw me, she thought I was a nerd.  My emotional response is to embrace that and actually enjoy it.

Notes: Even before I write down the dream and formally try to interpret it I am getting lots of ideas. The first is that I've long wanted to be more immersed in black culture. The only way I've experienced that is in bars and it would be nice to do something similar to it in a more intellectual environment. 

The next obvious association is my general thirst for knowledge.

I'm also reminder of my early experience with black people. My first recolection of seeing a black person when we moved to Washington DC. It was literally like something from outer space or another dimension.

I also remember the maid in my cousin's house, Elsie, who lived in a tiny room in the basement.  I need to ask my cousin Mimi if there was a window of that room.I don't remember one,

A call to action is to immerse myself or at least experience being the only white person in a room, but where the idea is intellectual no just drinking or music or religion. 

Synchronistically, I just read a article about a senior black physicist (Walter E. Massey) who started in Mississippi and had a whole ark to his career that included running universities and being on boards like McDonald's. 

I was excited to take this dream to dream group then I realized it would be mostly egotistically. What the dream is telling me is pretty obvious or at least there's a lot of leads so I don't really need someone else's interpretation to get benefit from the dream.

My biggest observation is how detailed and complex the dream was. How I remembered multiple segments easily. I told myself cause it's been a while since I've had marijuana and I need to continue that. (Less than a week)

A I was thinking about the wise man in the tree I recalled a childhood poem, had to look it up in Childcraft.  The Quangle Wangle's Hat by Edward Lear

from The Quangle Wangle's Hat by Edward Lear

Friday, December 1, 2023

Morphing Bodies in Hospital

 I am in a hospital. There are large sheets of whites hanging haphazard fron the ceiling creating a maze. There is a woman I am becoming intimate with. She falls to the ground and after a liquid falls on he she desolves under a pile of white robes.

There is a male doctor that asks me if I know of a secret roo behind the gold circle. He points out a gold circle ona distant wall and says behind it a room but it is hard to find.

I embark on the journey and indeed it is twisty, dark and confuaing, I end up in a bright room with another man. At some point she grabs me and his boby has deformed with large flabby shelves of fat. Two other men have similar deformaies that have emerged.

I wake frightened.


Too Much Power?

I am falling in and out of sleep after an intense dream. I am trying to rapidly get back into the dream state and feel I am close. At the same time I wonder/dream if there is real magic and if this is the way into it. It is too dangerous and that is why it is difficult?

Food for thought.


Monday, November 27, 2023

Royal Court Grants Land in the Park

 I am watching a court proceedings. I have just won a judgement and awarded a piece of land in a park. It has been used for a good while by numbers of people. The primary activity is to just stand in smalls froups on a floating platform, with low sides. Like a walkom barge.

There was a test as part of the case when the barge was left to drift in a small lake. It was awarded the victory and for a year the land has been granted to this purpose. 



Saturday, November 25, 2023

Moving Day

 I am standing by the side of a gravel road watch three large truck/busses roll by. They are associasted with moving to a new home. I follow them down the road and as I get close I go into a home next to ours. The is rain or water falling into the kitchen.

As I enter the house my wife or simialr person is show me around. The home is already set up, it is just me that is just ariving. I am in a large room with risers and there is a large group of people plaiuing nealy idendical instrument, some like a lute/guitar, ithey are electric It is a very large group lesson or concert.

I am getting increasingly anxious as I remember I am going to be late for school. Then I realize and shout out, I don't need to go to school, I have a Masters Degree.

We go to an upstairs bedroom and it is nearly empty. The is a youg woman, preteen, lying on the floor mostionless. The admosphere is strange. It is not clear whose child this is. There is a convoluted back story that involves the neighbor and there may be more coming. I feel sexual urges.


Notes:  Very vivid. I often have dreams where I am in school or owrk and am imcompetent. I took this as a possitive idea that I had a Masters Degree.

What does the dream want? For me to move into a new phase of my life that includes being competent and playing an instrument.

Reality Check: The dream images were very realistic, the plot, not so much.

Bumper Sticker: Move On!

Dreams to Action: Go forward with the guitar and everything else.



Monday, November 13, 2023

Three Brides at a Wedding

 I am at a wedding celebration, my own. I have introduced a young woman, who is not my birde, but I am sort of introducing her as my bride. A joke? I am now introducing my true bride. An then I find myself introducing a third person, obviouly a joke as my bride. Everyone is dismayed and confused.

I come in and out of this dream for some time. It is now a Tik Tok that has gone viral. I look into it and it turn out a group of kids have stiched it or respomded in a way that made it all get millions of views. The people in the wedding have been replaced with farm animals and pets as the characters. It is really funny.




Monday, September 25, 2023

Clueless in the Classroom, Again

I am sitting in a college classroom next to a guy sharring a desk/table. I am struggling with the detailed lecture, barely understanding it. It is a detailed naritive like history or politics. The class/dream seems to last forever. I think we must be reviewing for a test, but it turns out it is only a single routine class.

My desk mate is very supportive and makes some suggestions on talking to the teacher. Anotheer female studnet gives me advice that includes realizing that my desk mate is the saftey  guard and can get me concert tickets.

Outiside in the hall I am impressed I can remember where I parked my car as I am walking with another male student. He syas let's race to the doorway and allows me to win as I am rapidly shuffling my feet but not lifting them off the floor.



Saturday, September 23, 2023

September 23rd Time Line Shift (Needs discussion)

 Serial vs Systemic Expansion

I am in conversation with an indistinct other. I am contemplating two types of expansion. I can viscerally feel the difference. In the first I am increasing the number of items/people that can be added to a system. It goes from and invividual to several as I increase the caoacity of the system. In the other I feel a huge expansion within me. I am blowing up like a baloon. There is a fudamental, vast difference of the level of change/increase.

Micro and Macro Management with the Boss

I am with a coworker and my boss. There has been a physical incident in the office/organization and we are respomding to it. The is something like a HVAC system and we are trying to discern if the swith is on the correct position. There are mutiple choices, but they not make sence.

We are discussing each of the possibilities and none of us really know the device and the markings that are options for a switch position. My corworking and I are taking various approaches, all while being observed by the boass. As the dream ends my coworking is taking a handson approach and I am beginning to look it up on th Internet.

Corpotate Governance and Vengence

 am observing a conversation between two women, a former employee anf the leader/CEO. The leader is sitting in an office chair surounded by the burned remains of a device or an building. She is slowly wearing away at a remaining charded wooden structure by rubbing on it with a chain suspended between her legs. The conversation is driven by the leader as she recounts a serires of actions taken by the X-employee, step by step. It is apparent that the steps were intentionall and led to the disytuction of the physical business. The voice of the leader is calm and delibert but there is an obvious deep undertone of anger and potential violence.




September 23rd Time Line Shift: Doomsday/Whatver.  We'll see. Nothing huge so far today (Saturday 23rd @ 11:00am)