Canoe Abanded in a Field

I'm driving in the country with Cindy but we are in separate cars. We decide to stop but I want to go on and explore a little further. She's not sure if she wants to go on any further but I tell her there's a place that I'm familiar with not far from here and that we should get in one car.

The place that I'm remembering may be from a previous dream. Even though I want to search it out I don't remember it as being particularly pleasant.

Another memory I have connected to this area is having abandoned a canoe on an expedition. There's another person with this perhaps a father figure. And tell him to call Paul and let him know that where he's walking is where the canoe was abandoned. Should walk down next to the stream I might possibly be out in a field. There's another possibility and that's that it would be have been completely swept away by spring flooding it happens often in this area.

I wake  it a mood that is unsettled but eager to start a complex interesting day day..

Confused on Campus

Runaway electric wheelchair ride...30 miles an hour olmost into a ravive. Disoriented on Camous. Pick up drugs/weed with a concealed gun I didn't use. Hanging out with friends and Paul. Sorting out possesings like a water bill little tith something about a nipple on the label. Almost late and disoriented at end. Woman who I almost pulled a gun on, side she knew me previously. 

Woke anxious and confused.

Shanghai Heart Attack (Needs Interpretation)

I am in a crowded Asian City, it might be Shanghai. I'm at a hotel that is all spread out and very confusing. I am with a couple of friends and we make our way to someone's room who we know. The room is like the outdoors everything is narrow and crowded. He is an older man and he's without his shirt and seems to be in distress. I asked and confirm that he needs me to call help. I scream call 911 and leave the room to find out how to do that.

I am now frantically trying to find someone to communicate with to understand how to call for help. I open the door and there are three women in the bathroom I apologize and explain emergency. They point to something on the wall right next to me. It's a small portable phone in a bag with a string and a note. I pull it down dial the number and get an advertisement.

I'm standing out in front of the hotel and may have an incident with someone that causes a car to go down the stairs or something. Just as I refocus on the emergency there are several people in uniform traveling down the hall outside hallway toward the room.

I did not find them immediately and I'm now confused as to exactly where the room is. I find myself sitting next to a woman on the front steps getting high and realize I have not followed up on the emergency. I get up to try to discover exactly where the room is and realize I left my phone next to her on the stoop. I go back, he is still there and my phone is where I left it. I pick it up and head back towards the room. I wake up anxious and distressed.

Roll of the Dice (bring to group)

I am lounging in a room and there is another person that is up and playing a dice game. They keep rolling dice and as I watch I say they keep losing one and replacing it. Most of the dice are black they keep replacing it with a white one and it's irritates me. And tell them I like to join the game but I need them to keep all the dice the same color. I bring out a new set they do a roll or two before I begin and once again one of them disappears in the mess in the room. I get an entire new set of black dice and I'm prepared to add one every time they lose one. I wake up slightly agitated..

Notes: I initially have no idea what the stream might mean I want to bring it to a dream group.

The Journey Home (Needs Interpretation)

 Monday Jan 3 2022 5:00am

I've just left the concert or some sort of event with a group of friends. It is dark when we are out in the street everything starts to go crazy. We are being attacked from all sides by random groups of people. At one point there are hands grabbing all over me and I pull out a gun and try to shoot the people that are attacking me but the hands are all over me when I fire the gun there's the potential that I even shoot myself

I'm now walking down a brightly lit beautiful narrow grassy valley. It has been a long time since I've been there there are trees that are just starting to grow up. It's a beautiful sunny day there's green grass but these small trees and people are lying around. I'm stepping over them but I'm in a very good mood. Several of them I know and say hello warmly. There's still children that older children than when I saw them last. 

 We are not driving in a car close to home. The driver is an old friend, he may be Jay Leno. He is a girlfriend or significant other stall and blonde and very well dressed. We are very close to my house on battery Lane and he lives just next door. but he asked me if I can help him with something and pulls the car over. He has a large cut on the inside of his left thigh and he wants me to dress it. I tell him he's very close to home and everything will be okay but of course I will dress it. I get in the front seat and start pulling up the seats cuz there are storage areas underneath and I'm looking for bandages. Instead what I see is boxes packed with things for my past. Small personal items and tchotchke that are all packed in these cardboard boxes with open tops. I pull a few out and briefly reminisce and say oh yeah this is from…

We are now going to dinner but I'm in such a good mood I just want to randomly go out and mingle. There is another or possibly the same tall friend that tells me I'm going to dinner with the family. Cuz we're walking I see how tall he is and how short I am. We are very congenial and continue walking towards our destination.

I wake very happy I'm thinking about what an amazing life I've had.

Notes: the dream was very vivid and full of dream signs. I believe my dreams are better when there's been no alcohol or drugs consumed earlier.

Lollapalooza House (Semi-Lucid) (Needs Interpretation)

 Took regular supplements

I am in bed trying to go to sleep when Rory pulls me out of bed with my sheets onto the floor. There is very loud strange noises and vibrations going on in the house. I imagine it is something like an earth quake. I see my roommate Morgan in the hall, but she can't put two words together. I yell at he, what is going on!!! As I make my way down stairs the house is filled with people, wall to wall, The is music coming in from the outdoors, but very loud. The closer I look the Stanger things get.

I say yes and they comment to be careful (implied not to get too high) They comment about not necessarily needing to mix it with their snot. I moderate my hit and go back inside to go back upstairs to find Rory and possible Cindy. I am briefly laying down and looking very closely to the person lying next to me, they are going back and forth from being a brunette guy to a blonde girl. As I walk through the crowd I realize I now have pants on. I stop and yell, this is a public announcement. Anything you want, just manifest it!

I wake amazed at how vivid and close to full lucidity the dream was. I had even inoculated (right word?) the idea of having a dream with Rory in it, where we could be lucid together.

Cadillac Convertible Converts

Sunday 10:30am

I'm in a large red Cadillac convertible. It is brand new and I feel like I stole it. I am in heavy traffic and my lane is narrowing. My car is now being scraped on both sides.. one side by the  railing and the other side by ongoing traffic on my left. As I try to negotiate my way out I see that there's a bicycle parked to the right just before the lane merges. I go to move the bicycle and an officer tells me that that's an official bicycle blah blah blah.  I wake up stressed, fearful and frustrated.

I return to the dream.

At first I try to solve the problem by driving more strategically. Then I remember it's a dream  and I can do anything I want.

When I look ahead and see that the lane is becoming constricted a steering device emerges from the steering wheel and the car morphs into a flying machine. Rory is in the seat next to me with the wind blowing his ears. He has on an elaborate seat belt that is very effective at keeping him safe.

When we stop to pick up an elderly friend the passenger door opens. The entire seat comes out on a railing and allows them to sit back comfortably on the seat before it retracts safely back into the car. Likewise, Rory jumps to the back seat, his seatbelt is initiated with a magnetic connection that then becomes secure as we fly away enjoying the warm open breeze. 

Notes: The final dream was the result of many iterations. May have taken an hour or more. Such is life.

What does the dream want? Open up my mind to want I want or need, not just what I think is available. Don't stress over artificial constraints coming from others.

Reality check: This is how I perceive trying to succeed at my job/life. Given a very limiting set of constraints and struggling.

Bumper sticker: Feel the joy of manifesting what others think is impossible.

Dream yo action: Get paid well for being creative, passionate and taking Rory to work.