They Mystery of the Sea

Sunday December 2, 2018  5:45 am

They Mystery of the Sea

I am moving up the coast and becoming one with the sea.  As I drift in and out of consciousness I struggle with the danger and complexity of allowing my mind to settle in to the waves and rocks immersed in the undulating swells. If I am not careful I will be lost to the sea; Yet the seduction is irresistible; The urge to be one.

Notes: I have just returned from Seattle/Tacoma.  I was taken with Vashon Island. I am getting over a head cold and breathing with the CPAP can be difficult.

What does the dream want? For me to meditate with the sounds of the sea.

NRA Youth Camp

Thursday 4:00 p.m.

NRA Youth Camp

I am in a car with Mike. We are being shot at by two people. I have no weapons but am considering responding in some way. I am then close by in a camp with lots of young people. They are all training to use guns. There are two young men who appear to be identical twins but are slightly different.  I get out of the car and tell them we are going to run the numbers to discuss their gun use.

I am woken by the doorbell.

Notes: I have spent lots of time recently researching purchasing guns. The increasing number of gun attacks in the US is startling. We just finished midterm elections.

What does the dream want?  Other than the relevance of the topic, I have no idea.

Human and Animals RIP

Monday October 22, 2018

Human and Animals RIP

I aw walking around the grounds of a newly acquired piece of property. I am with a man who is shewing me the ins and outs. Dora is checking out a place she can stay that is protected from the other dogs. There are many walking any playing around. She can see out from underneath a bench or something similar. I am thinking of Weejee, but she is not here. As we stroll the man explains that this is a place where owners and their dogs can come after death. Somehow, they can come beforehand as well. There is a long discussion of how an area can be customized to suite the dog and owner.

I am in a room and working on several details of the interior decorations. I am aware I am preparing the space for future use.

Notes: I wake up at least twice and am able to return to the dream. Weejee has just died Saturday night the 20th.  She ran away from the sitter and died in a horse field while trying to get home. She was on a mission. She ran so fast Jenna could not catch her...supper trot.

What does the dream want: For me to know there is a time and place for everything. I now believe there is a heaven and dogs are part of it.  Not pearly white gates with judgement, just relaxed contemplative space between lives on Earth.

Dark Tower

Thursday Sep 27, 2018

Dark Tower

I have been in an ongoing fight for several dream segments. Our small group is climbing the steps in a tall dark tower.  My enemy and nemesis, a young woman and myself. We are now in almost total darkness. I am covered in dark oil and am sliding across the concrete flood at an amazing speed.  As my hands and feet touch the slick deck it is like ice skating.  I can glide really fast in the dark. I circle around and come up to my enemy. I raise my sword, he comes into a ray of sunlight as my blade descends. It is the girl! I scabbard my weapon and woke up angry and afraid.

Notes: this is day three after the dream. It persisted in my memory for three days.

What does the dream want? For me to be careful.  Possible upper limit or other self sabotage.

Seminal Lucid Dream, Intimacy, Creativity & Knowledge

Saturday

2 Gelantamine, 1 Choline

Incubation:

"Grant me calm clear awakening in my dreams so I can gain insight, knowledge and wisdom."

Intimacy, Creativity and Knowledge (three short discrete lucid Dreams)

Intimacy: I am with a young woman. I  instantly look at my hand and it has small stumpy fingers. We are talking but there is an air of physical and emotional intimacy. I wake.

Creativity: I am moving, possibly on a train. I have a flute pressed to my lips.  I hold up a hand to discover it deformed (yea! I'M lucid). As I am playing it I am changing the physical attributes of the instrument.

Knowledge: I am in a small brightly lit room with posters and places to sit and work. I am getting a tour of the facility and how you use the resources. Most importantly, the man, in his 30's? with dark think hair and a beard, assures me he be available for questions. I am aware that I do not want to take too much of his time out off respect.

Notes: Amazing.  This may work yet.  This was after I perfect day of trout fishing with Mike. I am hoping the incubation with be the key going forward. It was not perfect, but very close to the one I came up with as I was doing Wake back to sleep. I will use the supplements for a while, but then cut them back, bit by bit.

Lost Duffel

Monday August 13, 2018
10:50 am

Lost Duffel

I am traveling with a group. We are moving around a lot. We come to a stream. The water is bath tube warn and very shallow. A well manicured lawn come to the edge of the water. I want to fish, but the others are already moving on. I go inside to use the bathroom. When I return I can not find my duffel. I have misplaced it or it has been stolen. A female tells me the others are waiting.

Notes: Woke up frustrated and ashamed.

What does the dream want? For me to get in sync with others for me to be independent.  I choose B.

The Failure

Friday August 1, 2018
2:2 am

The Failure

In the classroom/dorm I am taking a test in a theoretical math class. I am unable to answer any of the questions. It is not clear if I have not kept up or it is just beyond me. when it is time to turn in the test I tell the professor. I am asked to leave the class immediately, including packing up all my clothes that are in the classroom/dorm.

Going down the stairs, get in a fight. As I am leaving I get in an argument with one of the students. He ascends down the stair in the air. I make a gesture that show I could easily defeat him, but we have no contact. This is discussed explicitly.

Fireworks display.  As I am carrying all my stuff, I come to a fireworks display. It is very interesting and technical. One of the displays shots like a meteor thru the nearby pine tree tops. Two of them catch on fire briefly, but cause to immediate threat.

A cappella musical group. I then briefly participate in an a cappella group, but it becomes obvious that I can not really do that either.

Looking to buy the professor a cigar in the future. I very briefly see the professor, who I like a lot, buying a cigar from a tiny one man shop. I imagine getting him one in the future.

Notes: John and Carrie are visiting and are living a life well lived financially. He commented "your office looks like a bomb hit it." I thought, another bomb/failure in my life. The dream was very vivid, interactive and complex. The emotion of failure was weighing on me like a heavy weight. But my mood immediately lifted when I thought how clear the message was and that I had an outstanding invitation to talk about what dreams mean to me at the Rhine.

What does the dream want? For me to get off  my ass and work.