Saturday Mar 31, 2018
11:59 pm
Notes: 11 of 30 consecutive journaling days.
Saturday, March 31, 2018
Friday, March 30, 2018
Multiple Dreams [S:Choline, Galanamine]
Friday Mar 30 2018
2:00 pm
Multiple Dreams [S:Choline, 2 x 500mg tab, Galanamine, 1 x 90mg tab]
Nursing, Bottom Floor Mess (Too Much to Handle)
I am a nurse waking around several hospitals rooms on the bottom floor. There are no patients and the place is a total mess. Left overs opened materials everywhere, lots of water in pools on the floor. I basically give up because it is too much work.
Nursing, Main Floor (Get Help from the Daltons)
I am upstairs and things are still a mess, but much more manageable. As I am cleaning a group/family of people come in. I ask them their names and they say Dalton. We work together and get the place put back in shape.
Nursing On the Road (Evil Others)
I am still a nurse, but out on the road responding to am automobile accident. I am part of a team but there is a second team as well Members of the second team are not following proper procedures. They are doing things that are bizarre and will likely result in additional injury or death of the victims we are trying to help.
Chasing the Deal (Working Together to Get the Real Deal)
I am with someone else, a man, and I am maneuvering my truck in the parking lot. They feel it is dangerous, I feel it is OK, including driving over a curb.
We enter a building and join others of our group. It is in an old house, but is functioning as an office. It is not our office, it belongs to someone else who is also present. We are trying to figure out what to do next. The key is to contact someone we do not know well. I have met a woman who may have vital information but she may have just left or been fired from her job, so it may be difficult to get in touch with her. One of us (Rico?) also knows a woman, who may be the one we want, but he has a less friendly relationship with her.
We are loudly discussing all of this when one the people whose office it is tells us we are making a lot of noise. One of their coworkers/boss says we are fine and we should stay. Our search for information has turned into a game. We are rewarded for working together by all getting naked and likely planning to have sex. It is coordinated by the guy who told we could stay.
We are in another location. It is the outside of a restaurant or hotel. We are trying to follow someone, possibly the same guy from before. We think he may be giving us the slip, but it turns out her is walking up some sitars on the outside back of the building. It sort of looks like he is disappearing. We follow him up the stairs. It seems to be our goal. I am at the top of the stairs but the guy we followed in on hi knees giving me a blow job beneath a half door
Notes: This is 10 of 30 consecutive days of journaling. I woke happy because I could remember so many details. Not at all sure if any of it was really significant.
What does the dream want? Sex? Information, not secrete but hard to find, that will tell me how to be successful. The messy hospital bottom floor that has so much spilt water..if water is emotions, then maybe I just need to leave the past behind and get help from my friends.
2:00 pm
Multiple Dreams [S:Choline, 2 x 500mg tab, Galanamine, 1 x 90mg tab]
Nursing, Bottom Floor Mess (Too Much to Handle)
I am a nurse waking around several hospitals rooms on the bottom floor. There are no patients and the place is a total mess. Left overs opened materials everywhere, lots of water in pools on the floor. I basically give up because it is too much work.
Nursing, Main Floor (Get Help from the Daltons)
I am upstairs and things are still a mess, but much more manageable. As I am cleaning a group/family of people come in. I ask them their names and they say Dalton. We work together and get the place put back in shape.
Nursing On the Road (Evil Others)
I am still a nurse, but out on the road responding to am automobile accident. I am part of a team but there is a second team as well Members of the second team are not following proper procedures. They are doing things that are bizarre and will likely result in additional injury or death of the victims we are trying to help.
Chasing the Deal (Working Together to Get the Real Deal)
I am with someone else, a man, and I am maneuvering my truck in the parking lot. They feel it is dangerous, I feel it is OK, including driving over a curb.
We enter a building and join others of our group. It is in an old house, but is functioning as an office. It is not our office, it belongs to someone else who is also present. We are trying to figure out what to do next. The key is to contact someone we do not know well. I have met a woman who may have vital information but she may have just left or been fired from her job, so it may be difficult to get in touch with her. One of us (Rico?) also knows a woman, who may be the one we want, but he has a less friendly relationship with her.
We are loudly discussing all of this when one the people whose office it is tells us we are making a lot of noise. One of their coworkers/boss says we are fine and we should stay. Our search for information has turned into a game. We are rewarded for working together by all getting naked and likely planning to have sex. It is coordinated by the guy who told we could stay.
We are in another location. It is the outside of a restaurant or hotel. We are trying to follow someone, possibly the same guy from before. We think he may be giving us the slip, but it turns out her is walking up some sitars on the outside back of the building. It sort of looks like he is disappearing. We follow him up the stairs. It seems to be our goal. I am at the top of the stairs but the guy we followed in on hi knees giving me a blow job beneath a half door
Notes: This is 10 of 30 consecutive days of journaling. I woke happy because I could remember so many details. Not at all sure if any of it was really significant.
What does the dream want? Sex? Information, not secrete but hard to find, that will tell me how to be successful. The messy hospital bottom floor that has so much spilt water..if water is emotions, then maybe I just need to leave the past behind and get help from my friends.
Thursday, March 29, 2018
Dreaded NDR
Thursday Mar 29, 2018
11:59 pm
Dreaded NDR
Black Hole Releases No Dreams
Notes: Day 9 of 30 consecutive journaling day. 1st NDR. Did not write it down until the next day, but remembered several times...just a detail.
11:59 pm
Dreaded NDR
Notes: Day 9 of 30 consecutive journaling day. 1st NDR. Did not write it down until the next day, but remembered several times...just a detail.
Wednesday, March 28, 2018
A Spot on the Floor
Wednesday Mar 28, 2017
1:00 pm
A Spot on the Floor (The Search for Privacy)
I am staring at a rough patch on a wooden floor. I am imagining what has caused it. like a detective would solve a crime by imagining a scenario. I am crawling from place to place, very secretively. I have finally come to spot hidden and private. It is extreme, but this is what it take to be alone. I wake.
Notes: This is day 8 of 30 consecutive journaling days. I felt anxious when I woke.
What does the dream want? Element of the dream included being secretive, being isolated and desperate. Sounds like my inner most self wants to opposite of this.
1:00 pm
A Spot on the Floor (The Search for Privacy)
I am staring at a rough patch on a wooden floor. I am imagining what has caused it. like a detective would solve a crime by imagining a scenario. I am crawling from place to place, very secretively. I have finally come to spot hidden and private. It is extreme, but this is what it take to be alone. I wake.
Notes: This is day 8 of 30 consecutive journaling days. I felt anxious when I woke.
What does the dream want? Element of the dream included being secretive, being isolated and desperate. Sounds like my inner most self wants to opposite of this.
Tuesday, March 27, 2018
Multiple Dreams
Tuesdasy Mar 27, 2018
1011 pm
Precision in the Universe
I an trying to dock a spaceship. There is something about the alignment with the space station that is not quire right. If I do a regular docking will not release the full potential of my payload. I need to have a special perspective and see how the coming together looks from the other side. No matter what side I am on, there is a perspective problem. It may be a problem only solved with dream logic.
Flying: [Big dream sign!] I am with someone and getting ready to go inside. I am fooling around and am flying/gliding around just before I have to go inside. The flying is natural and I am contrasting to the book based information we will be getting in the classroom.
Course to get Certification: I am sitting in a classroom and studying detailed material. It is difficult, but I am handling it. I need to go to the restroom. There is one in the class. It is an enclosed fiberglass room in the corner of the classroom. I am now completely naked and have to pee badly. I look down and see water leaking into the john through a hole in the side wall. I am concerned that my urine will be discovered when I report the leak, but I do it anyway and prepare to be embarrassed.
Notes: This is 7 of 30 consecutive days of journaling. The classroom and embarrassment are repeating themes. Dreaming of flying and not becoming lucid is troubling.
What does the Dream Want? For me to learn new skill and not embarrass myself?
1011 pm
Precision in the Universe
I an trying to dock a spaceship. There is something about the alignment with the space station that is not quire right. If I do a regular docking will not release the full potential of my payload. I need to have a special perspective and see how the coming together looks from the other side. No matter what side I am on, there is a perspective problem. It may be a problem only solved with dream logic.
Flying: [Big dream sign!] I am with someone and getting ready to go inside. I am fooling around and am flying/gliding around just before I have to go inside. The flying is natural and I am contrasting to the book based information we will be getting in the classroom.
Course to get Certification: I am sitting in a classroom and studying detailed material. It is difficult, but I am handling it. I need to go to the restroom. There is one in the class. It is an enclosed fiberglass room in the corner of the classroom. I am now completely naked and have to pee badly. I look down and see water leaking into the john through a hole in the side wall. I am concerned that my urine will be discovered when I report the leak, but I do it anyway and prepare to be embarrassed.
Notes: This is 7 of 30 consecutive days of journaling. The classroom and embarrassment are repeating themes. Dreaming of flying and not becoming lucid is troubling.
What does the Dream Want? For me to learn new skill and not embarrass myself?
Monday, March 26, 2018
Attached or not?
Monday Mar 26, 2018
Attacked or not? (originally "Camp Administrator")
I am in something like a summer camp. I am transitioning from being a camper to running the camp. There is an administrative meeting that I am attending. We are going over proper procedures and protocols. Something happens and we are now in a shutdown mode, somewhat panicked.
It is not clear what has happened, even if some has happened. I am going step by step through the protocol, focusing on mobile phones. I am talking with another member of the staff, a female. I tell he in detail how to use phone, giving her the aside that it may all not be necessary.
Notes: This is 6 consecutive journaling of 30 The office/work theme has repeated many times. I need to look that up. [Back to school: you need to move forward in your life, to learn new abilities and skills that will help you grow] I am guessing other groups I dream of are based on my desire to be productive with others.
What does the dream want?: For me to be more certain and productive.
Attacked or not? (originally "Camp Administrator")
I am in something like a summer camp. I am transitioning from being a camper to running the camp. There is an administrative meeting that I am attending. We are going over proper procedures and protocols. Something happens and we are now in a shutdown mode, somewhat panicked.
It is not clear what has happened, even if some has happened. I am going step by step through the protocol, focusing on mobile phones. I am talking with another member of the staff, a female. I tell he in detail how to use phone, giving her the aside that it may all not be necessary.
Notes: This is 6 consecutive journaling of 30 The office/work theme has repeated many times. I need to look that up. [Back to school: you need to move forward in your life, to learn new abilities and skills that will help you grow] I am guessing other groups I dream of are based on my desire to be productive with others.
What does the dream want?: For me to be more certain and productive.
Sunday, March 25, 2018
Good vs Evil
Sunday Mar 25, 2018
11:30 pm
Good vs Evil: This is the firth consecutive day of 30 of journaling. I am trying to complete a process of getting all of the dark material our of a pattern. Just as I finish, the entire pattern turns black. I get the idea that dark forces or evil have just taken over. I start the process again and the same thing happens. Each time the pattern repeats I slowly realize that evil is not that worse than good. It just be different.
This patter of dark vs light repeats for a few hours. I wake up one or twice an fall right back into it.
Notes: I was amazed at how many times I went back into essentially the same dream. I work at 7:00 am and again at almost 11:00 am, still having dream with similar themes.
What does the dream want? It is not clear to me any actions that I should take as a result of this dream.
11:30 pm
Good vs Evil: This is the firth consecutive day of 30 of journaling. I am trying to complete a process of getting all of the dark material our of a pattern. Just as I finish, the entire pattern turns black. I get the idea that dark forces or evil have just taken over. I start the process again and the same thing happens. Each time the pattern repeats I slowly realize that evil is not that worse than good. It just be different.
This patter of dark vs light repeats for a few hours. I wake up one or twice an fall right back into it.
Notes: I was amazed at how many times I went back into essentially the same dream. I work at 7:00 am and again at almost 11:00 am, still having dream with similar themes.
What does the dream want? It is not clear to me any actions that I should take as a result of this dream.
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