Moving Day

 I am standing by the side of a gravel road watch three large truck/busses roll by. They are associasted with moving to a new home. I follow them down the road and as I get close I go into a home next to ours. The is rain or water falling into the kitchen.

As I enter the house my wife or simialr person is show me around. The home is already set up, it is just me that is just ariving. I am in a large room with risers and there is a large group of people plaiuing nealy idendical instrument, some like a lute/guitar, ithey are electric It is a very large group lesson or concert.

I am getting increasingly anxious as I remember I am going to be late for school. Then I realize and shout out, I don't need to go to school, I have a Masters Degree.

We go to an upstairs bedroom and it is nearly empty. The is a youg woman, preteen, lying on the floor mostionless. The admosphere is strange. It is not clear whose child this is. There is a convoluted back story that involves the neighbor and there may be more coming. I feel sexual urges.

Notes:  Very vivid. I often have dreams where I am in school or owrk and am imcompetent. I took this as a possitive idea that I had a Masters Degree.

What does the dream want? For me to move into a new phase of my life that includes being competent and playing an instrument.

Reality Check: The dream images were very realistic, the plot, not so much.

Bumper Sticker: Move On!

Dreams to Action: Go forward with the guitar and everything else.

Three Brides at a Wedding

 I am at a wedding celebration, my own. I have introduced a young woman, who is not my birde, but I am sort of introducing her as my bride. A joke? I am now introducing my true bride. An then I find myself introducing a third person, obviouly a joke as my bride. Everyone is dismayed and confused.

I come in and out of this dream for some time. It is now a Tik Tok that has gone viral. I look into it and it turn out a group of kids have stiched it or respomded in a way that made it all get millions of views. The people in the wedding have been replaced with farm animals and pets as the characters. It is really funny.

Clueless in the Classroom, Again

I am sitting in a college classroom next to a guy sharring a desk/table. I am struggling with the detailed lecture, barely understanding it. It is a detailed naritive like history or politics. The class/dream seems to last forever. I think we must be reviewing for a test, but it turns out it is only a single routine class.

My desk mate is very supportive and makes some suggestions on talking to the teacher. Anotheer female studnet gives me advice that includes realizing that my desk mate is the saftey  guard and can get me concert tickets.

Outiside in the hall I am impressed I can remember where I parked my car as I am walking with another male student. He syas let's race to the doorway and allows me to win as I am rapidly shuffling my feet but not lifting them off the floor.

September 23rd Time Line Shift (Needs discussion)

 Serial vs Systemic Expansion

I am in conversation with an indistinct other. I am contemplating two types of expansion. I can viscerally feel the difference. In the first I am increasing the number of items/people that can be added to a system. It goes from and invividual to several as I increase the caoacity of the system. In the other I feel a huge expansion within me. I am blowing up like a baloon. There is a fudamental, vast difference of the level of change/increase.

Micro and Macro Management with the Boss

I am with a coworker and my boss. There has been a physical incident in the office/organization and we are respomding to it. The is something like a HVAC system and we are trying to discern if the swith is on the correct position. There are mutiple choices, but they not make sence.

We are discussing each of the possibilities and none of us really know the device and the markings that are options for a switch position. My corworking and I are taking various approaches, all while being observed by the boass. As the dream ends my coworking is taking a handson approach and I am beginning to look it up on th Internet.

Corpotate Governance and Vengence

 am observing a conversation between two women, a former employee anf the leader/CEO. The leader is sitting in an office chair surounded by the burned remains of a device or an building. She is slowly wearing away at a remaining charded wooden structure by rubbing on it with a chain suspended between her legs. The conversation is driven by the leader as she recounts a serires of actions taken by the X-employee, step by step. It is apparent that the steps were intentionall and led to the disytuction of the physical business. The voice of the leader is calm and delibert but there is an obvious deep undertone of anger and potential violence.

September 23rd Time Line Shift: Doomsday/Whatver.  We'll see. Nothing huge so far today (Saturday 23rd @ 11:00am)

Flying to Romantic Visit+ (Galatamine & Choline)

Visit: I am on the street and start to fly with a rough bumpy start. I arive at a young woman's door and am invited in. We are romantically/physically interacting in her livving room. I am talking and smoching with her. Her physical details are like watching a movie in a theater. It is very vivid and detailed. I am now talking with her mother. 

Notes: As I come close to waking I am suprized she is not some one I recognize. They flying is very close to lucid, but no realization I am dreaming.

Big Ciry Deep Dive: I am visiting a sketchy neighborhood in a big city with friends. I tell them I know about a specific building we are looking at. I lead them into a secret entrance and start exploring the buildig. As I am exploring inside and outside of the building a notice a youngish woman multiple times. I find myself in an enclosed space, what I assume is her living space. I am attracted to her, but she lifts her skirt and a large volume of excrement comes out of an orifice and covers my leg. I am trying to clean up, but an still pursuring her and want more contact.

Notes: I wake facinated with level of detail, vividness and weirdness of the encounter. I also get a vibe, this may be more than a dream character, She seems to have definate intensions of her own. Drug induced??? Going to work on reality checks to reboot lucidity.

Healing in the Present (Take to group?}

 I am trying to sleep while in pain. I feel very protected and go in and out of the dream state.

Much later in the morning I am with a group. The leader, and older gentleman that is giving our group instruction on how do to a procedure while we are walking up hill. He says it is profound but fairly subtle. It has to do with the way we place our feet and pay attention

We are now in a room being given individual instruction on the technique. I am in a crouch in a very low open small room. The same teacher/doctor has placed two flat shoe silhouettes I am supposed to put my feet on. As I an slightly adjusting the alignment is asked me kind of startled, have you done someting to these? I say I have not done anything intentionall, but feel the difference. It is as if I have skipped ahead to the next step, that even he does not understand. I hear clearly or the name comes to me clearly when I try and name the dream, Healing in the Present. I awake excited and hopeful.

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Notes: I feel as if I am being instructed on how to heal myslt. I try and return to the dream, but am unable/

Not Military Material

I wake in my car in a parking lot and see that there is an amazing view right out my window, I get out and am in spiritual awe as the sun shines throug some rock formations/carvings in the morning mist, I realize I can't capture it in  a picture but want to see more,. I start walking toward the screne and realize I do not have pants and it is cold. I struggle fining  my things in the car.I

I walk into large storage room fulll of other solders all very busy organizing materials. I am trying to find something to write on and pick up a paper bag and other pices of paper, As I start to write on the bag I realize there are already lists of materials that are needed on the paper, It is difficult to sort out what needs to be procured from receipts of already procured items. I am working with someone.

I takee ake my two makeshift lists to town to buy things and get lunch. I realize I am lost just off base and dont have my commander's phone number and need to inform him of my actions.

I find my way back to him, he is very pleased anf has a method for taking care of everything but rattles it off so fast I can't comprehend it. He syas it will all work out and I will be promoted, I say I need to at least understand it first. I then tell him I need is phone number and I fumble to find something to write it on. As I am writing it down I realize I have forgotten his name. I watch myself write his address down wrong, but will fix it later.

Soldier with concerned look

Notes: I woke frustrated from the dream but happy I could remember so much and it was so vivid, I was in the ER last night (tic bite) and was telling a male nurse about being kicked out of nursing school. I tols him it was likely for the best due to my ADHD.

What does the dream want? For me to get organized dispite my physical condition.

Reality check: Sounds like my current condition.

Bumper sticker: Work through pain.