September 23rd Time Line Shift (Needs discussion)

 Serial vs Systemic Expansion

I am in conversation with an indistinct other. I am contemplating two types of expansion. I can viscerally feel the difference. In the first I am increasing the number of items/people that can be added to a system. It goes from and invividual to several as I increase the caoacity of the system. In the other I feel a huge expansion within me. I am blowing up like a baloon. There is a fudamental, vast difference of the level of change/increase.

Micro and Macro Management with the Boss

I am with a coworker and my boss. There has been a physical incident in the office/organization and we are respomding to it. The is something like a HVAC system and we are trying to discern if the swith is on the correct position. There are mutiple choices, but they not make sence.

We are discussing each of the possibilities and none of us really know the device and the markings that are options for a switch position. My corworking and I are taking various approaches, all while being observed by the boass. As the dream ends my coworking is taking a handson approach and I am beginning to look it up on th Internet.

Corpotate Governance and Vengence

 am observing a conversation between two women, a former employee anf the leader/CEO. The leader is sitting in an office chair surounded by the burned remains of a device or an building. She is slowly wearing away at a remaining charded wooden structure by rubbing on it with a chain suspended between her legs. The conversation is driven by the leader as she recounts a serires of actions taken by the X-employee, step by step. It is apparent that the steps were intentionall and led to the disytuction of the physical business. The voice of the leader is calm and delibert but there is an obvious deep undertone of anger and potential violence.

September 23rd Time Line Shift: Doomsday/Whatver.  We'll see. Nothing huge so far today (Saturday 23rd @ 11:00am)

Flying to Romantic Visit+ (Galatamine & Choline)

Visit: I am on the street and start to fly with a rough bumpy start. I arive at a young woman's door and am invited in. We are romantically/physically interacting in her livving room. I am talking and smoching with her. Her physical details are like watching a movie in a theater. It is very vivid and detailed. I am now talking with her mother. 

Notes: As I come close to waking I am suprized she is not some one I recognize. They flying is very close to lucid, but no realization I am dreaming.

Big Ciry Deep Dive: I am visiting a sketchy neighborhood in a big city with friends. I tell them I know about a specific building we are looking at. I lead them into a secret entrance and start exploring the buildig. As I am exploring inside and outside of the building a notice a youngish woman multiple times. I find myself in an enclosed space, what I assume is her living space. I am attracted to her, but she lifts her skirt and a large volume of excrement comes out of an orifice and covers my leg. I am trying to clean up, but an still pursuring her and want more contact.

Notes: I wake facinated with level of detail, vividness and weirdness of the encounter. I also get a vibe, this may be more than a dream character, She seems to have definate intensions of her own. Drug induced??? Going to work on reality checks to reboot lucidity.

Healing in the Present (Take to group?}

 I am trying to sleep while in pain. I feel very protected and go in and out of the dream state.

Much later in the morning I am with a group. The leader, and older gentleman that is giving our group instruction on how do to a procedure while we are walking up hill. He says it is profound but fairly subtle. It has to do with the way we place our feet and pay attention

We are now in a room being given individual instruction on the technique. I am in a crouch in a very low open small room. The same teacher/doctor has placed two flat shoe silhouettes I am supposed to put my feet on. As I an slightly adjusting the alignment is asked me kind of startled, have you done someting to these? I say I have not done anything intentionall, but feel the difference. It is as if I have skipped ahead to the next step, that even he does not understand. I hear clearly or the name comes to me clearly when I try and name the dream, Healing in the Present. I awake excited and hopeful.

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Notes: I feel as if I am being instructed on how to heal myslt. I try and return to the dream, but am unable/

Not Military Material

I wake in my car in a parking lot and see that there is an amazing view right out my window, I get out and am in spiritual awe as the sun shines throug some rock formations/carvings in the morning mist, I realize I can't capture it in  a picture but want to see more,. I start walking toward the screne and realize I do not have pants and it is cold. I struggle fining  my things in the car.I

I walk into large storage room fulll of other solders all very busy organizing materials. I am trying to find something to write on and pick up a paper bag and other pices of paper, As I start to write on the bag I realize there are already lists of materials that are needed on the paper, It is difficult to sort out what needs to be procured from receipts of already procured items. I am working with someone.

I takee ake my two makeshift lists to town to buy things and get lunch. I realize I am lost just off base and dont have my commander's phone number and need to inform him of my actions.

I find my way back to him, he is very pleased anf has a method for taking care of everything but rattles it off so fast I can't comprehend it. He syas it will all work out and I will be promoted, I say I need to at least understand it first. I then tell him I need is phone number and I fumble to find something to write it on. As I am writing it down I realize I have forgotten his name. I watch myself write his address down wrong, but will fix it later.

Soldier with concerned look

Notes: I woke frustrated from the dream but happy I could remember so much and it was so vivid, I was in the ER last night (tic bite) and was telling a male nurse about being kicked out of nursing school. I tols him it was likely for the best due to my ADHD.

What does the dream want? For me to get organized dispite my physical condition.

Reality check: Sounds like my current condition.

Bumper sticker: Work through pain.

Blow it all up

I'm in a very large space with high ceilings, a large warehouse, with a group of people.. We are stacking furniture and boxes in a very organized manner. We are preparing to blow it all up. There's prolonged detailed preparation. Where we are planning and being in the room while we blow it up, but protected from the primary blast by crouching behind strategically placed heavy items.. Things are stacked and arranged very precisely. Someone is designated to set off the charge. I'm crouched down., waiting for the blast to occur. I wake up.

I go back into the dream when I return to sleep. Initially, things look messy like there is paint spattered on the screen of the camera I'm watching the dream through. But it rapidly becomes apparent that there was not an explosion. There was either a decision made or something altered the event. But now everybody is happy and is living through the benefits of being prepared to blow things up, but not actually doing it.

Notes: Waking up earlier (7:30a) and feeling good about it. Just remembered I got back my LUCID personalized plate.

What does the dream want?  Prepare for radical change?

Reality check:  I am always pushing hard for change, but not sure what I should or would want to blow up.

Bumper sticker: Blow it up, let it go.

Dream to action: Let go of the struggle to deprive myself with a "diet" and embrace and enjoy eating healthily.

Emotion Factory

I am in a large meeting room with a group of people who have all just been hired to start a new business venture. I am trying to learn what I am doing and struggling a bit. We are precisely defining what we are going to be producing. As well as how we're going to do it? We are creating a very rocess where people's emotions are precisely shaped.

I am now sitting right next to the company. leader, a man.. There is one woman that I am having a particularly difficult time communicating with. we seemed to be enemies. There is a piece of paper that I am handing to the President and she takes it out of my hand. I take it back from her and hand it back to the president. He confirms that this is the cottrct and overides her.

We are nowa lser focusingn on what we're going to be producing. Each element of the process have a precise outline, like a cookie cutter. Each line or a shape represents a nuance in a person's emotion.

The woman who I'm having difficulty with. has an idea. I compliment her and further state that this is a seminal or core idea that is important and isprecise. She begins to warm up to me.

The meeting is winding down and somehow I'm changing my clothes. I am in my underwear fishing my cloters out of a paper bag.  I am hurrying to get dressed because there's a new group of people coming in. They are investors or influencer VIPs. I finished quickly, just in time . As I walk out the door there is a long double line of people preparing to recieve the new visitors. I get to enjoy walking down this procession as if I'm someone being celebrated.

Notes: I came in and out of this dream several times over a long period of time. To me that meant it was very important.

What does the dream want? Or me to embrace all the changes that I'm making in my life prticularly the emotional ones,.

Reality check: Managing my emotions is critical to my success in. Marriage and in my life in general.

Bumper sticker: Feel what you want, not want what you feel.

Dream to action: When flooded with negative emotions, experience them as emotional flak from below (like a B-52 in WWII). Keep on target.

Reluctant Porn Star (Needs editing)

Can't Get to first base with a port star

I am flirting and trying to get physical with a scantily clothed young girl. Most of my attempts are rebuffed yet still encouraged. 

Now we are preparing to go to sleep. Single bend at right angles heard on the room corner. I think now this is happening, but it doesn't happen. The is another girl sitting up close by SD an observer and I am confused.

We are now standing on a circle with several people. A totally sleazy older guy comes in a grand her ties like they are his. He proceeds to take her top off. Her over sized boys are encased is hard clear plastic covers. He pulls one off and proceeds to roughly massage her exposed breast. The end of her breast has a large indentation in place of a nipple and appears to be caused by the shape of the plastic cover.

Stone Throwing at black kid

I am walking down a dirt road with a group of strangers. I see a young black kid join the walk from the right. The guy closest to him picks up a rock. The kid does as well. Rock's ate being thrown on both directions and two warring groups are formed with race being irrelevant.