The Disappearing Car in Mystic Durham

Wednesday January 8, 2020 10:00 am

The Disappearing Car in Mystic Durham

I am with Mike in a car. I have been having some challenges driving. We are at the entrance to a cave the road runs through There is a stream running through it as well. . I get out to check out the situation. The car drifts down the road that circles the interior of the cave. When I get to the other side, I can not find the car. I look all over and recognize the cave as someplace we have been previously camping/fishing.

I am baffled at the disappearance (like when little things "disappear" around the house). Then a polar bear comes in and stands in a sandy spot close to there the cave drops down to another level. He lifts his feet up and down and rapidly sinks into the sand. (a fast version of what happens in the sand at the beach). He completely disappears. I look through some fissures in the rocks leading down and I see him. Slightly wet, but happily laying on his back a level below. I adjust my viewing angle, squat etc and see the car. It has slipped down as well. There are several down there.

I am on the lower level, I see what I think is the car, but it is another Toyota, although the details are a weird dream version of a truck. Now I don't my car (Cindy's) and wonder if after it slipped through the sand it was stolen.

I wander though the town. Very quaint, from another time. (when reviewing the dream for some reason it feels like another version of Durham). I see a sculpted colorful scene that has been installed on a very sloped and complex roof. When I try and find a better view I can't find the installation again.

I look through a window and see some workers building something. It has many strings attached, but it looks like they area making old wooden bowling balls. There is a cafe next door and I go in. It feels like an extension of the space next door. Some how the strings are part of the decor.

I am talking with some other folks who are walking around. I tell them the story of the sinking car. I go to demonstrate the sinking sand part and my feel immediately start to slip into the sand. The guy I am talking to has the same thing going on. We step of of the growing wholes and the sand fills them back in and all is well.

Notes: This dream was very vivid and detailed. I went back and forth into Mystic Durham a few times. Over all the feeling was whimsical. I want to go back. Overall friendly, mystical, quaint and beautiful.

What does the dream want? For me to be a more careful driver. (If I was rich I should get a chauffeur.).The disappearing and reappearing reflects I senior moment with small things around the house. Not sure if there is any advice here. "look in weird places?"

Strange Connections: Visceral Feelings of Power

Tuesday January 7, 2020 8:50 am

Strange Connections: Visceral Feelings of Power
(Multiple connected dream segments)

I am with a group of friends, walking in a line. Closest to me is a young woman (Sarah?) that I am very close to. We have come to realize that there is a power that is supporting us, but each separately, we must part. I am very saddened. The force becomes more evident as we walk. I can fell it viscerally. It is becoming stronger.

I am in a classroom. We are waiting for some sort of performance or lecture. A surprisingly young kid comes to the front to give a presentation. Boy genus type. He has a mechanical bug. It looks like a fly and may actually fly around. It is the size of a a pound of butter box. It is buzzing around us, but it is primarily just obnoxious.

I an bloody and washing masses of blood off my chest. I am not hurt. I am more concerned about not having a shirt. (no idea where blood came from)

We are preparing for the whole class to go out in boats. I am confused as to where to sit, am guided by someone and sit close to my friend that also say the mechanical fly demonstration.We assume they were an infection from the mechanical fly. I see worms moving under his skin on his face. I have them as well. We can pinch the skin and easily remove the worms. We are concerned but not panicked.

I am in a classroom or am just discussing the results of a class. I am handed a long list of expenses associated with a class project of mine. It is like a store receipt roll printout. Each line on the roll is an expense, possibly an individual real estate purchase. I assume the total expense is massive. The person handing it to me says my aunt took care of the expenses. I think they are not all legitimate but decide to let sleeping dogs lie.

I am in a seaside town and am talking to a man who lives there. He has a son who spends lots of time on the water and is just getting to know the place. The man discusses financing around a project I am considering. I make my finances sound better than they are. There is something strange an ominous about the sea.

I am in a park with many people, some from previous segments. It is raining money. Somehow the individual restrictions that were put on us by the mysterious force are now being compensated. There is money and sparkle, it is all floating down very slowly.

Psychon Log: Strange Seas

Notes: That's seven individual segments, may be a record. Emotionally I emerge from the dream with a seance of dread but am very excited about  how much detail I have retained. This is not new, but the physical (whats I call visceral) seance of emerging from a definite different physical dream world is strong as I awake. Several themes repeat themselves. The classroom. Poor performance in the classroom. Seaside, ocean, water. Getting help from others.

What does the dream want? For me to be encouraged about continuing with meditation (on day 3 of 24 for 24 minutes a session. For me to wake up and realize all the weirdness n the dreams...go lucid. The poser that demands The trade of intimacy for power is troubling. This is unique as far as I remember. I will watch for it to return.

Escaping the Rot, Horror by the Sea (Flag for Group)

Sunday January 5, 2020 (Recorded several days later)

Escaping the Rot,  Horror by the Sea

I am walking along a stretch of washed up debris by the sea. It is packed tight, entangled  and there is a sharp drop off from the tangled debris into the ocean, like after a severe storm. I spot a sea turtle trapped in the rubble, I may free it. I am looking for things of value or urgent need. I am happy I found the turtle.

Later (possibly after a brief awakening) I am back walking through the tangled mess, but things are much darker. As I walk there is rot attached to much of the tangled mess. It gets on me and I pluck off pieces. I am making my way back to safety but I can not find a way out.

The rotting mess has been isolated and blocked from the unaffected part of the beach. People are walking or lying down deformed by contact with rot. I hope I can escape undamaged. Making my way through the infected tangle is slow going. Every time I think I have escaped, it turns out to be a dead end.

I finally make it to a clearer area. There are large white structures (tanks?) that I am walking below. Everything seems much clearer and I am hopeful. But then I come to another barrier I can not cross. I am trapped and wake up terrified.

Notes: I had this dream several days ago, but the imagery and dread has stuck with me, so I wrote it down finally. I may have been reluctant to log it because I was afraid what it meant. (Flag this as well for the group to help interpret.

What does the dream want?  Slogging through is a common problem for me, but I have no idea what the infection is about.

Jumping Naked Seat to Seat (Flag for Group)

Sunday January 4th 2:45 a.m.

Jumping Naked Seat to Seat

I am in an old vintage theater with red velvet folding seats. The production is starting on the stage. At some point in the action I get out of my seat and run into the audience into the back of the theater. Many other audience members are doing the same thing.

I end up crouching in a dark nook very close to a young child who is also crouching in the back. Cindy comes looking for the child and I am just a few inches away in the dark. I'm like a frog in a pond with my eyes just above the water. I'm able to witness her interacting very sweetly with the child from just inches away undetected. Then the action breaks, everyone stands up and returns to their seats. I stand up naked and I'm about to jump from seat to seat. Cindy tosses me a towel and just as the audience is about to see me naked instead they see me with a small gym towel wrapped around my waist. I make some very high jumps from empty seat to empty seat and end up back in the front row just behind another child that is crouched next to his seat. I see that he's not actually sitting in the seat. He is  perched next to it and I consider taking one final tiny jump and landing on his seat. Instead I decide not to disturb him, stay put and watch the rest of the play.

Notes.  It is my first night in New York. I have driven countless hours over two days and arrived after dark at the Inn  with a light snow. I wake incredibly excited at remembering and naming the dream just before fully waking.  After transcribing the dream by voice command I am now going to listen to something for a few minutes and then take a supplement and go back to sleep.

What does the dream want?  It has something to do with my evolving and increasing intimacy with Cindy.  I'm not positive if this is actually a step forward but it feels good and it was an amazing dream. Flag this dream to take to group for interpretation.  

Snooze Porn

Thursday January 2, 2020 10:00 am

Snooze Porn

I am not in a physical location, just my imagination. I dial in a selection for a specific type of porn and begin to see vivid detailed action. Cindy's snooze alarm goes off, I wake briefly and return to the dream. This happens repeatedly 3-4-5 times? I realize the dream segments and ability to dial-ion a selection is synchronized to Cindy's alarm. I review and name the dream several times.

Notes: The dream was very vivid and colorful. While the content was XXX it was mostly about the mechanism and ability to selects a specific outsource. Prelucid somewhat.

What does the dream want? I was most impressed with he mechanical precision of the dream selection than the specific content. That was the exciting part and I think that's where the lesson is.

Comedy of Errors

Thursday December 19, 2019  12:45pm

Comedy of Errors

I am at high school and there is a serious computer malfunction. The tapes or system for backup are also corrupted. Someone has a fix, but is off campus and is on the way. Everything is in chaos. I leave and have multiple adventures when returning.

I get stopped by a teacher asking why I am not with the other students (apparently there is some sort of special activities going on). I start a lengthy explanation process, but it goes on so long I never finish.

This happens more than once. At one point a group listening to my explanation splits off and has there own discussions or activities. There are people dancing in the hallways. One couple is a pair of teachers. There is an explosion or flood of pee that they both get swept over in. It is apparently due in part to a change the male teacher made in secret or without knowledge of the female.

A maintenance  guy in my discussion takes me back to his shop. We are talking about the events while his assistant is making bizarre body noises and movements. Each time the guy gently reminds the assistant that that specific behavior is inappropriate.

The maintenance guy asks if I want to see something and takes me to his shop/hot house.I look closely under a grow light and there is a tiny swan like bird that has apparently grown out of the soil. I am most shocked by the tiny size and am relieved when I see the larger parent close by. The parent is only a couple of inches tall.

Might not be so happy if they knew it was pee!

Notes: The scene in the hot house was particularly colorful and vivid. The whole affair had a comic under pinning. I woke delighted that I could remember such a long detailed funny dream.

What does the dream want? For me to quick lying to Cindy about weir stuff I'm doing? For me to be more concise when I'm talking to people? Wait...when I woke the water was off in the back bathroom at the Inn. Was this a mundane prophetic  dream...I'll say yes. I only came to this conclusion when remembering one of the eight keys to dream interpretation.  Oops..Nine Keys..

1. Feelings 
2. Associations 
3. Reality Check 
4. Reentry 
5. Dialogue
6. Tracking Yourself 
7. Symbols
8. What Part of Me?
9. Enactment 

I need to review these.

Sales Meeting Awards

Saturday December 14, 2019  9:30 pm

Sales Meeting Awards

I had a series of dreams in the same location. (common theme) In one of the last scenes, I aw with a very attractive, professional voluptuous tall blonde. She may be my boss. She is discussing what type of award I should get. I am feeling good, but then she gets very emphatic and tries to explain something urgent and/or important to me. Somersetting she is not happy with. I can not understand her words. An accent? Not English?

I tell her I am distracted by the slight irregularity in her teeth, very sexy. Felt good about award, less good about borderline sexual harassment.  Maybe over the line.

Notes: Very bright and clear. Like on a supplements.

What does the dream want? For me to carry on fixing up the Inn but pay attention to what else is going on.