Gun Fight & The Sales Meeting

Sunday December 8, 2019 10:50am

Gun Fight
There are two of us. We have different weapons, guns. Mine is a Savage. My male opponent is
a colleague but we are trying to discover which weapon is superior. He has tried to kill me at least twice. I explain to him, we really don't need to kill one another to discover what we want. I am dispassionate.

The Sales Meeting
I am in a large group business gathering. I am the leader of a sales team in a larger organization. My group, 6-10 is gathered around a round table in a very small room. I am leaning in the doorway to talk with them. A young confident woman wants to speak and I tell her we are staying on topic for a bit. I am telling them the information we are sharing is based on research that is at least a few years old, at best. We need to be open to making our own discoveries and not depending on the second hand insights of others.

It is becoming apparent that our results are not good. I am in a large room with people sitting in different sections. My boss is sitting center of the room behind me. I walk over to chat. She asks how the other team members are doing. She can see them sitting to er left, two or three in a small team. I walk over to these guys, I can talk to them as they are in the front row of their section. They ask if the boss is freaking out. Everyone looks calm. I tell them I referred the boss to them.

The main talk is about to start. There are seats right up front in the first two rows. The seats are small leather backless stools perched together. I am behind someone who is about to enter the front rows are sees how close the seats are to the speaker. They immediately back out into me and go to sit further back. I go right to the front center. It is only inches from where the main speaker will be presenting.

I am buy a table where some of my team members are starting to react to the increasingly bad news. One man (red hair and a beard?) is under the table violently puking, now the dry heaves. I offer him a towel.

There is a character also associated with my team, but is independent. He is a dancer and dance teacher. It is very short, possibly a dwarf. He decided to get some of the group together and teach them some new moves. They are practicing in the halls and rooms. Several of my team members are following him around, smiling, dancing. I comment to someone standing next to me how smart he is to launch into these physical routines. At some point I sense  he is stressed himself, but carries on.

(Playing on Spotify while I am writing this..."simmer down please")

Notes: First dream was much earlier in the night. Did a good job of naming, reviewing and subsequently remembering.

What does the dream want? For me to relax in the face of stress and chaos. Seek and give advice. Take control, gently. Lead by communicating and by example.

Battle of the Alien Virus

Battle of the Alien Virus

Fight on the ice: There is a group on ice lightly covered in snow (like outside my door right now). We are not fighting but it is becoming apparent people are dropping, being killed by something.

Fight in the building: We are fighting, but it is not clear who or what we are fighting. We die and then return to the same scene. (Live Die Repeat: Edge of Tomorrow).

It is better each time we die: We return to the scene with increasing incremental clarity about how to react.

First fight with violence, then cunning and strategy. The winning strategy is not to fight harder or more violently. We need to step back slightly and finesse.

Realized the one I will love will not fall in love with me if I save everyone else: As I review the scene over and over and see a chance to intervene. There is a beautiful young woman who will not be part of my future if I save her now. I must sacrifice.

Nature of fighting..you die..eaten? zombie style: The deaths are violent and graphic.

Notes: This recounting was made by jotting down a few key ideas and them filling in a day or two later. Not perfect, but much better than just forgetting.

What does the dream want? Break it down. Focus on goal not details of my personal life. (Shit, that is big)

Throwing Chair at my Child, Could not be Denied

Saturday November 30, 2019.

Throwing chair at my son (not Alex)

I am in a house with others. I am angry and frustrated. There is a child, likely my son, that is crouching in a corner of the room. I do not recognized him in waking life. He is bald but is still smaller than an adult. I pick up a wooden chair. I examine the legs and then throw it at him. The legs come apart. I wake in horror, sadness and disgust.


Sundas December 1, 2019.

The man who could not be denied

I am standing in front of a massive ornate wall, a castle or a church. I am inside a thick black leather construction, not clothes, just a container. It is very stiff and has smooth metal studs at the end of evenly spaced little cones that cover the container that surrounds me. There is no articulation for arms or head, but I am standing.

There is no movement or activity. My mere presence demands a res ponce, allowing me to enter the castle. I wake rejoicing and happy.

Notes: There was an earlier third dream I failed to write down, about being very negative about my state of affairs, especially emotionally. Saturday evening I yelled at Cindy because she criticized my driving/parking. We talking briefly Sunday...her perception is that I am no better at blowing up than I have ever been. I am thinking the child was possibly me, no my son.

What do the dreams want? Learn to let anger go. I have a secret that will free me.

Dream Warriors

Monday November 25, 2019 11:15 am (regular supplements)

Dream Warriors

Scene one: The discovery
I am passing through the veil in the dream. I am coming back from another dimension or mental state. I am not moving, but have a new ability that I am trying to figure out. It is a special capacity that works in the other dimension.

Scene two: Traveling to gathering
I am with a small group, we are traveling, possibly by car. We are headed to a destination we are very focused on. There is discussion about these new abilities that we are all developing. We are also codifying our techniques enabling us to teach them to others.

Scene three: We are at the conclave waiting for the sessions to begin. 
I am in close quarters with a few others. We are standing in a tight space, like in storeroom with shelves or in a store in the isles. We know we need  to spread this knowledge and training to that others can be prepared. We are discussing how some individuals have been single out for discipline. They are the ones that we want to honor and engage with.

Notes: The dreams are significantly less vivid than usual with the supplements. I have smoked twice in the last two days, but none for the previous two weeks. The ability to go back into the dream and continue a plot is still working well.

What does the dream want? I am conflicted. I have spent a lot of time online looking at guns and hunting information. Trump is in the news continuously. I just read an article about the secretary of the Navy resigning because Trump intervened with the discipline of a Navy Seal that took pictures of himself with a corpse.

Interpretation one: The dream wants me to train for struggle in the next world. It will not be heaven, it will have conflict, just like this one. My fixation on arms is not about fighting on this plane, but about the next. Also, buy knowing about guns I will be interacting with many people that I currently perceive as enemies, but who should and could be my greatest allies.

Interpretation two: My subconscious has been overwhelmed with ideas about violence, dimension travel and conspiracy. Just playing it out in my dreams.

Earthquake Party

Tuesday November 19, 2019 2:30 pm (regular supplements)

Earthquake Party

I am at a house party. I am making my way through the folks mingling and hanging out. The house is in poor condition. The steps, the objects in the yard are all in disrepair. It is on a very steep hill and walking down into the yard is nearly as steep as walking down stairs or even a latter.

There is  young boy who says his name is John. He offered me an object I can not recall. As I make my way back up to the house the going is very difficult. I am climbing hand over foot when I realize the earth and objects in the yard are sliding down as I touch them. It is an earthquake! I am not particularity frightened, but more astonished.

Kiss and Grope Bar

I am meeting Cheryl (my 1st wife) at a bar/restaurant. She looks stunning and very sexy. It has been a while since we have seen each other. We quietly enjoy each others company for a good while. I then look into her eyes and we have a slow sensuous kiss.

I walk around the crowded multi-room club and encounter several women. They are more mature. I am talking very closely to one and am putting my knee between her legs as we talk. I may have done something similar to more than one woman.

Humphrey Bogart, Read me my Book

A beautiful woman (famous movie star?) and Humphrey Bogart are talking in a hole. It is a dark, wet and dirty rim of a deep hole, a well?. I descends down from a towering dark city of tall bleak buildings. They are discussing his writing. She tells him he is a great writer but he seems to only have a vague recollection. She offers or he asks for her to read some of his work. She begins reading to him.

Battle Bar

I am in a bar watching two young men very closely play a game. It is a live action battle between a tank and a soldier with a machine gun. They are each behind their weapon but only a couple of feet apart. They are firing repeatedly at each other. The projectiles are gooey small marshmallows. The one behind the tank seems very focused and determined. The one behind the machine gun seems indifferent, distracted, maybe drunk.

Steak on the Bar

I walk into a bar, possibly with Cheryl again. We walk up to the bar and there are a few pieces of steak neatly sitting in from of one of the seats. I consider eating them knowing it would be seen as weird. We sit down and get served by a female bartender. She gives Cheryl a drink that is very special. She lets me have a taste. It is caramel colored and is in a tumbler that is extremely thin.

Notes: I did a wake-back-to-bed and MILD  session. I woke at 8 am after about 4 hours of sleep. I did not wake up until 2:30 pm! 10 1/2 hours of sleep. I found it very easy to go in and out of the dream state, but no luck with lucidity, again!!!  I was very happy however, with thee ability to review, name and remember the dreams/segments. There were several very brief ones I forgot, but all-in-all, not bad.

What does the dream want? 4 our of 5 of the dreams where at a party or more specifically in a bar. I have spent way too much time in bars recently. Bur they do have something in common with bars. They are inhabited by people who seem familiar or in some way connected. The best time in bars or dreams is when I have conversations w/"strangers". Hummm...are the characters in my dreams and drunks in bars from a past life or separate dimension? When reviewing the dreams today I recalled other dreams that seem to have taken place in a similar location. Like part of a movie set or specific alternate reality location.

Dream Machine (nap)

Sunday November 17, 2019 5:25 pm

Dream Machine (nap)

I am coming in a out of the dream state. I am relieved because I can pick a particular type of dream by manipulating a machine. Like the bolt action on a rifle, I can slide a lever and get a result. When I actually awake I am disappointed, I was so sure it was true.

Notes: Want to become better at interesting dreaming during a nap.

What does the dream want? Maybe there is a dream machine? A way to almost mechanically decide what kind of dream to have. Humm...

Multiple + Mundane Prophetic

Saturday November 16th 10:15 a.m.

ADD Dating

There are four of us. Two young men and two young women. I'm one of the men. We're playing some kind of game. The goal is to remember all four of our names. I contemplate this as something very difficult. and then I just try to write down four names. I start with my own name very clearly written in script. I write David & but I can't remember the name of the woman that I am with. However I see how easy and immediate it is if I use a methodology.

There's a second part of the game I'm playing just with the same woman. I am trying to explain to her a concept and I say do you know how computers buffer information, what a computer buffer is? She says no. I realize my mind can do certain things very well that others can't do.

Military version of rolling over without waking up

I am between sleep and consciousness. I'm contemplating rolling over but do not want to come out of the dream state. Somehow I imagine it as a detailed military maneuver. I imagine detailed incremental pieces to the operation. The military aspect has to do with uniforms and machines possibly guns but it's all vague.

Mayhem in the house and field

I am in a class. It is a casual class we are on the floor. I have a yellow binder that I have been working in.. I finished one piece and edited it and handed it in. There's another piece that's handwritten and can barely be deciphered. I tell myself I will do it later. I think I refer back to it in another dream segment. In any case I just left it undone with the understanding that the binder has already been turned in that is too late. But also with the understanding that it probably doesn't carry much weight and will not be graded.

Cleaning the room while the water is still on. (Mundane prophetic)

I am trying to clean an amazingly messy room. Part of it is just clutter. But there is water that has been spilled or leaked on the floor and I'm trying to clean it up. I realize in the middle of the clean up that the sink is still running and there is a sheet that's in the sink is causing the water to leak out onto the floor while I am trying to clean it up. I turn off the sink and get back to cleaning up the room.

I go out to get a trash bag to start putting all the junk in from the room I am cleaning. I can't find them. I go to talk to someone, possibly the manager. He tells me there in a external closet and here's a key. When I go to open the closet the key is very complex. I have a very detailed few of the key mechanism. Has many moving parts and some surfaces that looks similar to the lock but I can't figure it out. I go and get help from the manager.

While I am cleaning the house I find a trapdoor and reach down into it. There are several neatly folded clothing items. They belong to Julia. I take some out to organize them. And leave others there thinking that she will get them later if she wants them.

I am outside trying to get some exercise by joining a game. Everyone in a large group is getting to play a game that they are wearing tennis shoes. I have no shoes and I contemplate getting hiking boots and how awkward that would be in playing the same game.

I am back cleaning the house and it is bizarre. There are all sorts of wild creatures, primarily. reptiles. Some of them look dangerous in their little nests they're crawling around. There's a small wildcat of some sort. I'm contemplating cleaning them all up with the rest of the debris and I realize that they may be pets. I think it might be Tom Lankford's pets up in my house or the house I'm living in.

I am feeling a time crunch in getting the house cleaned because there is an event that I want to go to. Some sort of performance possibly by a family member. I'm trying to calculate how long it's going to take to get there and how much time I have to clean the house. It gets very specific and I conclude that I have 2 hours until the performance. It will take an hour to get there. I have an hour to clean the house. I can possibly do it if I'm very precise.

Notes.  When I woke I was trying to be very organized about remembering my dreams while I was cleaning the room I was sleeping in. I knocked over a small thermos and spilled a small amount of water. I immediately recognized that this was a mundane prophetic dream about something that was going to happen or might happen. Got me very excited not because it was so important but because it was an example of Robert's mosses everyday prophetic dreams.

What does the dream want?

1. For me to be aware that I have specific skills. For me to know that I can do multiple things and to have a sense of urgency about getting things done.

2. To know but I can have prophetic dreams.

3. To strike a balance between time spent in the dreamworld in the waking world.