The Invaders

Saturday June 23, 2018
9:47 am

The Invaders

I am part on an invading army.  It is not a bloody invasion, but a "civilized" over taking of a lrge population. I as tasked with coordinating the details of complete assimilation of a village. I have begun the effort but my commander, a woman, is not pleased. She says I am being to strict. They are resisting.

If I want to get all of the real information/secretes from them i need to be kinder and then they will open up. She demonstrates this to me on a fresh group. I feel frightened.

The invasion and manipulation theme persists through several awakenings over 2-3 hours.

Notes: The idea of Persistent Theme (PT)s occurred to me as I was waking, but I think I I had a different term.  I need to revisit my keynotes section to look for key themes or ideas.

What does the dream want? Not at all sure. Being kind for a deeper sinister purpose. I see this in politics but it does not seem particularly relevant to my life.

The Inspection

Wednesday June 21, 2018 5:04 am

The Inspection.

I am with some other fellow soldiers. We are on a large brand new military housing complex.  [common theme] out job is to inspect the facilities. As I walk up to the building I will be inspecting I understand only one soldier lives in this large building. He some how found himself isolated while following all the rules.

I am now inside large monochrome off white apartments. I am inspecting the kitchen. It is very sophisticated and somehow the whole part of the room I am in iri is an elevator.  I am trying to figure out the wall controls when I realize that you have to take the whole part of the room to the third floor before you can get to the second floor. I puzzle that while is is very innovative after a while it would be a major pain in the ass to slowly go the the third floor every time you wanted to go just one floor up.  This was so fundamental that I couldn't understand how this could have been built in the first place. I wonder if I should report it. I then ponder that the whole I election is not well organized. We only have a piece of paper no forms or formal procedures.

I am now in another building basically gaming an unguided tour. Another soldier says we need to return to our assigned building. I need to pee. There are toilets in a very open area.  A woman is working in the area and when I ask if I can use one she says no.  I am now rushed to get back but am uncertain bow to get there. I ask directions but need to draw on a class wall with an orange pen to get the big picture. I try and erase the drawing but it is permanent marker on brand new glass. I need to rich off an contemplate the likelihood of being found out later. In wake up needing to pee.

Notes: What does the dream want? I find myself in a large organization (American society) but am alone, unclear how to proceed, frustrated and need to pee.

Right Here Right Now

Sunday June 17, 2018
12:04 pm

Right Here Right Now

I am waiting outside to enter a game. Others are standing in line, it seems to me someone may be butting in line. Larry Jacobson, from High School. When I get in, there is a series of tasks I need to perform. I am almost done and realize my left hand is severely wounded.  There is a huge open gash that I examine very closely [hyper detail]. I can push small bones back into place. There is no pain and I don't know how I got in this condition. I consider completing the tasks, but realize I have completed all but one so I go outside for help.

I meet up with a couple of friends and we go to get medical  help. The medical people are far away and hard to find. We are told they are on an emergency. I scream "This is an emergency, right here, right now!" I wake.

Notes: Before I went to sleep I asked to get insight into how I can start good diet and exercise. As I was thinking about the dream the idea of Dream-T's came to me. The first one will be....

RHRN
Right Here Right Now

Red Letters (RHRN larger) on black T-Shirt. 

What does the dream want? For me to get healthy Right Here Right Now.

Newbie Guard

Saturday  Mat 24, 2018 6:45 am

Newbie Guard

I am a woman that is relatively new at her position. I am not fully trained and can only perform perfunctory duties. I am working with a few others. We are maintaining some kind of boarder.  Our work is very important.  It is not clear what we are keeping out.  The work is complex and potentially dangerous.

I partially wake and have plenty of time to reenter and review the dream, but is has been going  on for a long time and is difficult to discern what is going on. The setting is industrial.  There are dirt floors and simple American frontier furniture.

Notes: Day 4 of 30 consecutive journal entries.  Just took supplements and hoping to go lucid.  Working on "Who am I now" reality checks.  Being a woman was a major dream sign.

Denuded Angels

Monday May 21, 2018
12:36 pm

Denuded Angels

Two large dark winged figures are dynamically intertwined. With each touch the extraneous parts of their beings fall away. Their wings disappear, not torn off, just shed. They continue until each reaches a dark minimalist form.

A single dark man goes through a similar transformation. The details of  his outward appearance dissolve until he is left as a featureless form.

This pattern repeats many times through many cycles of consciousness and sleep.

Notes: Listed to Mysticism: A Study in the Nature and Development of Man's Spiritual Consciousness by Evelyn Underhill driving home from DC last night. The concept of getting to truth below our senses was central.

I woke briefly at 8:30 am and went in and out of sleep with these images persisting until 11:30 am.

What does the dream want? For me to get down to my essence.

Chased on the Base

Thursday May 19, 2018
10:34 am

Chased on the Base (Full circle fear)

I am with one or two others and running through some light cover in the dark. We are trying to avoid detection. We are on a military or security base. I may have been one of the agents but have switched sides and am being hunted.

The chase continues, but now I am on a motorcycle. We have sophisticated machines and are feeling pretty good

Many years have passed and I am traveling to a small town in a modest car. I am feeling relaxed and happy. I enter an upscale restaurant in a fancy standalone building. I see that this is the new and expanded version of a place I used to visit years ago. I want to say hello to some old friends but can only look at them and possible be recognized.  It is too risky to actually talk.

I am in the basement of a large office building. I am about to leave when I recognized a man that was one of the lead people searching for me years before. I try and leave without being spotted, but he ends up in the elevator with me, saying nothing with no eye contact.

Even though he is not following me directly, I feel trapped and afraid. It has all begun again. I see and feel the image of a dark entrance to a  cave or culvert.

Notes: I went dark to sleep several times and the dream persisted. I woke afraid and depressed.

What does the dream want?  For me to get unstuck, trapped, etc. On some level I may blame others for my need to be underground.

Shakori Shamanic Journeying

Saturday May 5, 2018
8:00 pm

Shakori Shamanic Journeying

I am doing my second round of a 15 minute shamanic drumming introduction. We are in the Healing Arts section of the Shakori Hills festival. I am skeptical, because even though I had a powerful initial experience with our guide, the music is so loud from two surrounding stages, I can barely hear hear him. I have already had the orientation earlier so I am content to go on.  Our drummer suggests we have an intention for each journey, mine is to meet a guide that will help me get back into this special state of consciousness at will. I am laying on a yoga mat in a circle with other travelers. Michael, our host, is in the center, our heads are all in the center of the circle as well, we are laying on our backs.  He offers a brief introduction and suggests we starting the journey with our active imaginations and see what happens...

I am paddling in open water toward the source of the lake I am on, a small stream that emerges from the deep woods. I paddle up stream into the dark forest with massive primitive trees on the shore. As the water gets too shallow to navigate, I pull the canoe to the shore and continue up stream through the woods. I see the stream emerge from a cave and I enter. I now see that I have been following a virgin spring to its source. I come to open cavern, the spring falling down in a small water fall into a natural stone pond.  I think to myself, I do not need to have anything else happen to me. I have ventured into the heart of the mystery of the world. I am content. The drum gets louder and I can feel the air pressure on my chest. The sound, vibration and pressure are mesmerizing. I then have an epiphany..".The Heart of the Mystery of the World is my Heart"

He brings us slowly back to the setting. I realize that I had completely tuned out the loud music during my shamanic journey. I am filled with joy.

Notes: I felt   strong sense of synchronicity as I am reading Robert Moss's book on soul retrieval through shamanic drumming. Quite the gift.

What does the dream want?  For me to know I have everything I need at all times. I can always literally listen and feel my heart as a way to be centered and connected. My heart beat is at the center of all things.