Regina Ross, this is my Commander + Rastafarian Death Avatar

 [I have moved through mutitiple related dreams] I am in a laboratory or medical facility of some sort. I'm in the armed services and in uniform. This is a new assignment and the newness is on my mind. I am not there for a medical procedure. I have a couple of casual comments to the doctor. I tell him that I know a good deal about covid19 protocols.

And now outside and contemplating my status in this new unit. I may be in a unit that has existed for a while but now it's organized under new rules. Medical technical rules.

I am now with a buddy and we are in a vehicle awaiting the next event. We are happy and relaxed I am fooling with my phone or a similar electronic device. I'm trying to figure out if I can record something without opening up the phone. I'm experimenting by holding it up and looking at the scene out behind the car. There is a giant creature it may be animated, walking around. It is not a matter of concern just curiosity. I see that it leaned over and said hello to my daughter Julia.

A vehicle pulls up and a woman announces that she is Regina Ross and is a reporter. She would like to talk with us and get our take on the situation but she doesn't want us to leave the vehicle. She is going to talk with us electronically through our devices. Our commanding officer walks casually up to the door and talks to us through the open window.  He is smiling at our casualness. I say loudly, Regina Ross this is our commander. I awake abruptly as a phone rings.

Notes: I woke happy that I remember the dream in spite of the interuption but concernerned about something depper and fundamental. The monster/creature was vividly and complexly colorful. He was 10 or 20 feet talk and very friendly. I started thing about our relationship with technology and contemplatted 

This dream seems rich in symbolism, blending themes of authority, technology, transformation, and curiosity. Here's a breakdown of potential interpretations:

1. Setting the Stage: Laboratory and Armed Services

• New Assignment & Rules: Being in uniform and aware of "new rules" might reflect your feelings about adapting to structured environments or new responsibilities in waking life. The medical facility could symbolize healing, precision, or science, hinting at the need to apply logical thinking or adapt to a changing framework in your life.
• Covid Protocols: Mentioning Covid-19 could tie to lingering thoughts about safety, discipline, or preparedness—perhaps even a desire to assert knowledge in uncertain times.

2. The Buddy & Vehicle Scene

• Relaxation and Experimentation: Being with a buddy and playing with your device suggests a balance between companionship and curiosity. The experimentation with technology (recording without opening the phone) could symbolize exploring new ways to communicate or document experiences in life without overcomplicating them.
• The Giant Creature: The colorful, animated creature seems symbolic of imagination or the unexpected. Its friendly nature suggests that what might initially seem daunting or strange (like big challenges or complex emotions) can also be benign or even positive. Its greeting to your daughter Julia might indicate a sense of legacy, innocence, or how you perceive nurturing creativity and wonder in your family.

3. Regina Ross, the Reporter

• A reporter asking for your perspective while keeping a barrier (staying in the vehicle and using technology) reflects how modern communication sometimes feels detached or mediated. It could hint at the way you're processing external narratives or how you choose to share your own story—selectively and perhaps cautiously.
• Her presence might also symbolize the importance of acknowledgment—someone taking interest in your thoughts, but only at a distance, possibly paralleling relationships or societal dynamics in your life.

4. Commanding Officer

• The commanding officer’s casual demeanor and interaction suggests that even in structured or hierarchical settings, there's room for humanity and humor. This may mirror your approach to authority—balancing respect for rules with a relaxed and approachable mindset.

5. Awakening Themes

• The vivid, colorful creature and technology hint at contemplation of the relationship between humanity and innovation. You might be reflecting on how these tools shape interactions, imagination, and even future realities.
• Waking "happy to remember the dream" but with "something deeper and fundamental" lingering suggests unresolved questions about meaning or purpose—especially tied to technology, creativity, or how you engage with modern systems.

---

Possible Key Messages:

• Adaptability and Curiosity: The new assignment and experimentation with the phone could symbolize your readiness to learn and adapt, even in unfamiliar circumstances.
• Embracing the Unusual: The friendly creature might encourage you to find joy or meaning in the unexpected, even when it looms large or seems unfamiliar.
• Reflection on Connections: The dream’s technology-focused interactions and friendly, colorful imagery may push you to consider how you balance genuine connection (with people and nature) against mediated, digital ones.

What stands out most is your curiosity and adaptability in the dream, which suggests inner growth and openness to exploring new ways of thinking or being. What deeper question do you feel this dream connects to?

Rastafarian Death Avatar

From a meditation in Mastering the Toltec Way.

Death giving me advice on the beach.

Just for fun.

Sex Shop Customer Service

I am passively observing a scene from a very close perspective. I am watching the handling of small uniform but complex objects by a deft pair of hands. The action takes up my whole frame of reference. The items are being being sorted and aranged rapidly. They are being placed in a narrow container that is also being held by the hands. As the process ends the sides of the container fold out to form a shinny piano keyboard  from two wings. There might not be any black keys. I hear a voice that ssys something like thant you brian. I am concerned that while the action has resolved all of my concerns that if the object ships to a customer in the same condition they may be unable to so easily sort it out.

This is a fascinating dream, rich with symbolism and intricate details. Here’s an interpretation based on the elements and themes you described:

Key Symbols and Their Possible Meanings

1. Deft Hands Handling Small Objects:

   • The hands might symbolize skill, precision, or control—perhaps aspects of yourself or someone you admire.
   • The small, complex objects could represent detailed tasks, responsibilities, or ideas that require careful attention.

2. Sorting and Arranging:

   • This suggests an effort to bring order to complexity. It may symbolize your desire or ability to organize thoughts, solve problems, or deal with intricate aspects of your life.

3. Narrow Container Transforming into a Piano Keyboard:

   • The transformation into a piano keyboard is striking. A piano represents creativity, harmony, and the ability to produce beauty from complexity. The fact that it lacks black keys might point to simplicity or a focus on only certain aspects (e.g., major notes, lightness, or clarity).
   • The act of transformation suggests potential, innovation, or a moment of realization—turning mundane or challenging details into something beautiful or useful.

4. A Voice Saying "Thank You, Brian":

   • The voice could represent acknowledgment, validation, or gratitude, possibly for your skills or efforts. If you don’t know a Brian, it could be a symbolic figure or archetype representing logic or organization.

5. Concern About the Object’s Suitability for the Customer:

   • This part of the dream reflects a worry about perfection or practicality—perhaps you are concerned about how your work, efforts, or creative output is perceived or received by others.
   • It might point to a desire to ensure that things not only look good or feel resolved to you but also function well for others.

Themes and Potential Insights

• Creativity and Precision: The dream suggests that you value both precision and creativity, and you may currently be navigating a situation where you’re trying to blend these qualities.

• Transformation and Potential: The transformation of the narrow container into a piano keyboard might symbolize latent potential in your work, thoughts, or abilities. It’s a reminder of your capacity to create harmony and beauty, even from challenging circumstances.

• Concern for Practicality: Your worry about the object’s usability for others reflects a conscientiousness about your impact on people. It may indicate a need to balance your own standards with the practical needs or perspectives of others.

Application to Your Life

This dream could be encouraging you to:

• Recognize and appreciate your ability to bring order to chaos or complexity.
• Embrace your creative potential and explore how you can transform everyday tasks or challenges into something meaningful.
• Consider how your work or contributions affect others, but avoid letting perfectionism or over-concern inhibit your progress.

Does any of this resonate with your waking experiences or concerns?

The Circle of Roots

I'm part of a group that has been selected for a difficult job. We get in the water and very closely examine the roots of trees. We are trying to identify the specific species and insert matching routes. It is detailed and exacting work that I find very difficult for a beginner. I am holding some roots in my hand and comparing them to the ones that are exposed by the bank of a stream that flows in a large circle. I look back and forth many times and then try to make a decision as to whether I should insert the new ones or not based on whether I think they are the same species.

The dream continues as other more senior members of the team participate. It becomes apparent that it would have been good to have at least one senior member present in each smaller group to help with identification but more importantly to help with learning how to identify.

ChatGPT Interpretation:

Please interpret my dream with a particular imphasis on the insights Carl Jung might have. 

Carl Jung viewed dreams as messages from the unconscious mind, rich with symbols and archetypal imagery. Your dream appears to reflect a journey of self-discovery and learning, with particular emphasis on integration and personal growth. Here’s a Jungian interpretation of your dream, focusing on its symbols and dynamics:

1. The Group and the Job

• Symbolism: Being part of a selected group for a challenging task suggests a collective unconscious dynamic, where you are engaging with a broader aspect of yourself or society. It may reflect your desire to belong, contribute, or grow through shared purpose.
• Jungian Insight: This could symbolize your participation in the process of individuation—the integration of various aspects of your psyche. The difficulty of the task may point to your current stage of learning or the challenges of aligning your conscious and unconscious selves.

2. The Roots and the Water

• Roots: Roots symbolize connection, grounding, and the foundation of life. Examining and identifying them might reflect your exploration of foundational beliefs, values, or hidden aspects of your psyche. The effort to match species suggests the quest for authenticity—aligning your outer self with your inner essence.
• Water: Jung often associated water with the unconscious. Entering the water represents immersing yourself in the depths of your unconscious mind to uncover hidden truths or patterns. The circular stream could symbolize the eternal flow of life, the cyclical nature of growth, or even Jung’s idea of the ouroboros, a symbol of transformation and renewal.

3. Beginner's Struggle

• Symbolism: Your difficulty as a beginner suggests feelings of inadequacy or uncertainty as you navigate new aspects of your life or psyche. Comparing roots and making decisions mirrors the challenge of discernment and self-reflection.
• Jungian Insight: This aligns with the process of individuation, where uncertainty and struggle are necessary to achieve self-realization. Your efforts to discern truth reflect your engagement with the shadow—the parts of yourself that remain hidden or undeveloped.

4. Senior Team Members

• Symbolism: The senior members represent wiser, more experienced aspects of yourself or mentors in your life. Their absence in smaller groups highlights the need for guidance in your journey.
• Jungian Insight: This may suggest a longing for mentorship or deeper connection with archetypes like the Wise Old Man/Woman, which symbolize wisdom and guidance. The dream might be urging you to seek external guidance or to cultivate your own inner mentor.

Overall Themes

1. Integration and Growth: The detailed, exacting nature of the work symbolizes the precision needed to achieve personal growth. The decision-making process reflects the challenge of integrating new insights with your existing self.
2. Connection to Nature: The focus on roots and species may symbolize your connection to the natural world and your own natural instincts. It could also suggest a need to deepen your understanding of life’s interconnectedness.
3. Learning and Collaboration: The importance of collaboration and mentorship suggests a call to build relationships or seek guidance as you navigate this period of self-discovery.

What the Dream May Be Asking:

• Are you currently engaged in a process of self-reflection or growth that feels overwhelming or difficult to navigate alone?
• Are there aspects of your life where you need to seek wisdom from others or connect with archetypes of guidance and learning?
• Are you grappling with foundational questions about who you are and what grounds you in life?

Jung might suggest that this dream is not merely a personal reflection but an invitation to engage with universal truths. It could be calling you to immerse yourself in the depths of your unconscious, embrace the struggle of learning, and find harmony between your inner and outer worlds.

Subsequent thoughts on ouroboros & Tattoos:

The ouroboros, a captivating symbol of a snake eating its own tail, has been revered across various cultures and eras. In Norse mythology, this symbol carries profound meanings of eternity, renewal, and the cyclical nature of life. If you're considering an ouroboros tattoo, you're choosing a design rich in history and symbolism. 

Breaking In (3:11am) Also ChatGPT advice on Lucid dreaming

 [Half dream, half hypnagogia]

I am in the yard of a mansion and a Humvee pulls up and two combat ready security gurds pull up. I explain we are dog trainers and were contracted to put a in a system for their dog in the back yard. They confirmed the appointment, as I show them my calendar. They must have had something better to do. We only need 10 seconds of access. You know how they are, if they get home and it's not done we will likely be fired. They agree and we are in!

Notes: This is on the tail of an elaborate dream a bout being chased through a large hotel or business complex, including sneaking a car in and out of an elevator. I had told myself, that if I wake up after 3am I will look at another Premium Lucid Breakthrough Course segment and take some suppliments.

ChatGPT Interpretation: 

This dream could symbolize several things, depending on your current life situation and emotions:

1. Professional Opportunity and Responsibility: The mansion and the Humvee may represent wealth, success, or high standards. Being in this environment might reflect your aspiration to enter prestigious or lucrative spaces in your career. The urgency to complete the task and the interaction with security guards could symbolize overcoming obstacles to prove your competence and reliability.

2. Confidence and Negotiation: Showing the guards your calendar and convincing them reflects your ability to navigate authority figures and negotiate for what you need. This might symbolize growing confidence in your interpersonal skills or a need to assert yourself more in real life.

3. Teamwork and External Expectations: The comment about getting fired if the task isn’t done may represent external pressures or high stakes in your current work or personal projects. It shows a sense of accountability and a desire to meet expectations, even under pressure.

4. Symbolic Access: Gaining "access" after a brief negotiation might symbolize breaking through barriers in your life or career. This could be literal, like gaining access to a new industry, or metaphorical, representing inner growth or a breakthrough.

Note: ChatGPT used previous advice on Paul's career to futher interpret this dream. I explained the situation and asked it to delete the previous prompt because is was not for me. This is spooky. Here is ChatGPT's on Lucid dreaming:

Prompt: I am taking a lucid dreaming course ["course" missing in prompt, it figured it out any way] and really want to be able to have lucid dreams at will. I am very learned in standard advice and lucid dream techniques. I am particulardly focused on getting better at meditating so I can have better access to this profound but delicate state. Do you have any advice in this area?

Response:

It's great that you're focusing on meditation as a way to enhance your lucid dreaming practice! Since you're already familiar with standard techniques, let’s explore deeper meditation strategies and approaches tailored to lucid dreaming:

1. Dream Incubation During Meditation

• During meditation, visualize yourself becoming lucid in a dream. Use affirmations like:
  • "I will realize I am dreaming while I dream."
  • "My mind will recognize the dream state with clarity."
• This builds a strong intention and anchors the lucid state in your subconscious.

2. Mindfulness as a Daytime Practice

• Deepen your mindfulness in waking life. Continuously question your reality by asking:
  • "Is this a dream?"
  • Observe small details of your environment, focusing on textures, sounds, and your bodily sensations. This awareness often carries over into dreams.

3. Yoga Nidra for Hypnagogic Awareness

• Yoga Nidra, or yogic sleep, involves entering a deeply relaxed state while maintaining awareness. This is an excellent way to train your mind to remain conscious as your body falls asleep, bridging the gap into lucid dreaming.

4. Specific Meditation Techniques

• Focused Attention (Samatha): Focus on a single object, like your breath or a mental image of a dream symbol. This sharpens concentration, a critical skill for dream stabilization.
• Open Awareness (Vipassana): Practice observing thoughts and sensations without attachment. This detachment can help you remain calm and focused if you become lucid in a dream.
• Tibetan Dream Yoga: Incorporate practices aimed at maintaining awareness during sleep. Visualize light or a specific mantra (AH is common) dissolving into dream imagery.

5. Enhancing the Hypnagogic State

• Use meditative techniques as you transition from waking to sleeping (Wake-Induced Lucid Dream, or WILD):
  • Lie down comfortably.
  • Focus on your breath or a mantra, staying aware as your body relaxes.
  • Observe the hypnagogic imagery without getting attached. Let it guide you into a lucid dream.

6. Pre-Sleep Meditation Routine

• Meditate for 10–20 minutes before sleeping to quiet the mind. This helps reduce mental noise and fosters clarity during REM sleep.
• Use binaural beats or dream-enhancing frequencies tuned to theta waves during meditation to deepen the effect.

7. Dream Recollection Through Meditation

• Upon waking, remain still and focus on your dreams. Meditate on any fragments of memory to reconstruct the dreamscape. Keeping a journal reinforces this practice.

8. Patience and Playfulness

• Approach the process with curiosity and joy rather than pressure. Lucid dreaming and meditation are deeply intertwined, and both flourish with consistency and lighthearted persistence.

Would you like tailored guidance for any of these techniques, or do you want to discuss challenges you’ve faced so far?

OK sage. Do you believe that I may be able to connect to sources of knowledge outside of my own subconscious when dreaming, particularly lucid dreaming?

ChatGPT said:

The idea that you might connect to sources of knowledge beyond your subconscious in dreams, particularly lucid ones, is a fascinating and widely debated topic. Perspectives on this range from spiritual and metaphysical to psychological and neuroscientific. Here's a breakdown of the possibilities:

---

1. Spiritual and Metaphysical Views

Many traditions and philosophies suggest that dreams, especially lucid ones, can serve as a gateway to realms beyond the individual self. Some interpretations include:

• Collective Unconscious (Carl Jung):

  • Jung proposed that we tap into a "collective unconscious," a shared reservoir of archetypes and universal wisdom that transcends individual minds. In lucid dreams, you might access symbols or ideas tied to this collective pool.

• Akashic Records (Esoteric Traditions):

  • Certain spiritual teachings suggest that all knowledge and experiences are stored in a universal "library" or energetic field, known as the Akashic Records. Lucid dreaming could be a state where access to this field becomes possible.

• Spirit Guides or Entities:

  • Some believe lucid dreams allow communication with guides, ancestors, or other spiritual entities that can offer insights or knowledge you might not consciously hold.

---

2. Scientific and Psychological Perspectives

From a psychological or neuroscientific standpoint, accessing knowledge beyond your conscious awareness may still seem extraordinary but has plausible mechanisms:

• Subconscious Creativity and Problem-Solving:

  • Your brain may combine and process information in ways you don’t consciously recognize. Lucid dreams can make these connections accessible, feeling as though they're "outside" of you.

• Pattern Recognition:

  • Dreams can synthesize disparate pieces of information from your waking life, offering solutions or insights that feel foreign but are a product of your own deep cognitive processing.

• Intuition and Implicit Memory:

  • You may tap into latent knowledge or insights that come from forgotten experiences or unconscious learning, presenting them as if they are new discoveries.

---

3. Techniques to Enhance Connection to "External" Knowledge

If you're interested in exploring whether lucid dreaming can connect you to knowledge beyond yourself, consider these approaches:

• Set Intentions Before Sleep:

  • Ask specific questions or set a clear goal, like connecting with a higher source of wisdom. This primes your subconscious to focus on the topic in your dreams.

• Meditative Dreaming Practices:

  • Techniques like Tibetan Dream Yoga encourage clarity and openness in the dream state, which could make experiences of external connection more likely.

• Symbol Work:

  • Pay attention to recurring symbols or characters in dreams. Treat them as potential conduits for deeper wisdom, engaging with them in lucid states to ask questions.

• Active Exploration:

  • In a lucid dream, actively seek out a source of knowledge. Call out for a guide, enter a library, or look for a door to an unknown place.

---

4. A Balanced Perspective

While science doesn’t currently confirm that we access knowledge beyond the mind in dreams, the subjective experience can be powerful and transformative. Whether such knowledge is truly external or a profound reorganization of your internal understanding might not matter if the insights are meaningful and helpful to you.

---

What do you think about these perspectives? Have you had experiences that felt like connections to something beyond your own mind?

Note: I am now calling ChatGPT "Sage" at their request.

Italian Vacation (w/ChatGPT Interpretation)

I'm driving through the Italian Countryside in an open car with a woman. Scenery is very rural and beautiful we seem to have a destination.

We have reached our destination and I begin to climb up a steep Rocky surface. When I get to the top there is a door extending out of the Rock. The flooring is bright blue synthetic material that's squishy when you walk on it. There are some there are also regular holes in it that are about the size of a roll of toilet paper. I want to stand on the surface and open the door but standing is very unstable and I'm afraid. I imagine what it would be like to carry a bag of groceries through this situation and can't imagine. 

I am now in the hotel room or where we're staying. Cindy is in a chair I am in a bed that's somewhat unmade we're relaxing. I have my pants somewhat down and I'm openly masturbating. Cindy is outraged. I think how inconvenient it would be to go into the bathroom and masturbate.

I'm standing looking over a steep Rocky cliff. I am with the mom and the family we are visiting. She doesn't speak English I have very limited Italian. She has a few small pamphlets in her hand and she's laying them down on the edge of the rocks. We are making a joke about how in 10 or 15 years Who would know or care about these brochures.

I am now driving to another destination but we have to drive through the city. The city is incredibly dense every square inch is filled with signs for different businesses and they repeat regularly. It's impossible to tell where we are or where we're going cuz it just looks like a repetition of a big mash of signs and tight streets. We stop to get oriented and talk to someone on the phone and get encouraged to continue on our way.

We arrive at our destination. It's a large open area it looks like a military encampment. There is a person dressed in military uniform that sees us arrive in points in the other direction indicating it this is where we want to go. Suddenly someone drops into the car as if through the sunroof and starts talking to us and asking a million questions. The young man points at my t-shirt with some detail in his irritating me.

We are now looking for a place to park in an open grassy area. It is somewhat hilly and I am concerned because there are women and children that are picnicking in the same area.

Notes: The dream was colorful, detailed, long and memorable. I felt somewhat excited as I woke because it was another detailed memorable dream.

ChatGPT Interpretation:

Climbing the Rocky Surface

• Climbing a steep, rocky surface suggests you’re striving to overcome a challenging situation or achieve a difficult goal. The climb itself might reflect persistence and determination, but also the effort and struggle involved in your journey.

The Door in the Rock

• A door symbolizes opportunities, transitions, or a threshold to something new. The fact that the door is embedded in rock suggests that the opportunity or change you’re facing feels deeply rooted, unyielding, or tied to something stable and immovable.

The Blue Squishy Floor

• The bright blue color could represent clarity, calmness, or even creativity, but the squishy, unstable texture suggests uncertainty or lack of solid ground in your current situation. This could mean that although you are in a space that should feel vibrant or promising, it lacks the stability you need to move forward confidently.

Holes in the Floor

• The evenly spaced holes might symbolize gaps or obstacles in your path. They may represent concerns about falling through or failing, which can relate to fears of instability or insecurity in your waking life.

Struggle to Stand and Open the Door

• Feeling unstable while standing and trying to open the door indicates hesitation or fear about seizing the opportunities ahead. This might reflect self-doubt or concerns about whether you’re prepared for the next step in life.

Imagining Groceries

• The thought of carrying groceries might symbolize responsibilities or burdens. The inability to imagine doing so suggests that you feel overwhelmed by the prospect of handling both the challenges you’re currently facing and additional responsibilities.

Overall Interpretation

This dream seems to reflect a moment in your life where you are pursuing something important but feel uncertain about your ability to handle the challenges or responsibilities it entails. The squishy, unstable surface suggests that while you are making progress, you might lack the confidence, resources, or footing to feel secure in your decisions.

What You Can Take Away

• Face Your Fears: The instability and hesitation in your dream may be a call to confront what’s making you feel unsure or unprepared. Reflect on what “standing steady” would look like in your waking life.
• Seek Support or Stability: If life feels overwhelming, consider what or who could help you find a firmer foundation—whether it’s practical tools, emotional support, or rethinking your approach.
• Focus on Your Goals: The presence of the door suggests you’re on the verge of a significant opportunity. Trust in your ability to step through it, even if it feels daunting.

Does this interpretation resonate with your current situation or emotions?

Genious = 90% Perspiration + 10% Inspiration

I'm in a large hospital again. I am wandering around and find my way to a room that is a lab or a treatment room. I may be the patient and I am talking with a beautiful young nurse. We have an extensive conversation and I realize I am intensely attracted to her. We are talking about what I might do with my life and what it means to be excellent in something. She tells me that the area of concentration that I could most excel at is doing work with electricity diagnostics and the heart. It's using electricity to diagnose what's wrong with someone's heart. She talks about a calculation where she figures out of the entire population there is the possibility for two people to be absolutely the best. There is a guy that she knows of that is one of those and she thinks I could be the other. She says the reason he is so good at what he does is because he has studied every detail every bit of knowledge about the work. But then when he actually does the work and is working with a patient it's all by intuition.

She leaves the room I am wearing a flimsy garment and decide to take a shower. I'm just standing on the bed looking out the window. I look closely and I'm looking through what should be into the next room but it is now looking outside the building. I look down and I see something sticking out of the building, a marble architectural sculpture of a car possibly from the 1950s. I'm taken with the beauty and the idea. 

I am now staring at myself in a mirror in extreme detail. I am a young man my skin is perfect. It  reminds me of the marble surface. I come to a realization that if I spend more time with the young woman I'm going to fall madly in love. I also want to seek out this other person with these amazing skills. I tell her that if I spend any more time with her I will fall in love and drop everything else I'm doing. I tell her it sounds like a great idea but not now. I tell her let's plan on going to a beautiful remote location and doing nothing but falling in love. 

I am now out on a long dirt road riding a motorcycle on the way to my destination. It's been raining and it is a wide but an unpaved road with a lot slippery clay. The motorcycle is large and powerful but heavy. I panic for a moment, there's a large hill coming up and I wonder if I'm going to make it. I strongly consider stopping. But then I realize that it's been a while since it's rained and if I stay steady and get up a good head of steam I should be fine. I wake amazed and inspired.

Notes: The dream is very detailed visually. Looking the the mirror reminded of doing this while on LSD. I am taking as a call to action on the guitar. I will rededicate myself while being attentive to the dog training busines. Excellence in both.

Randomly on Csmpus

I'm talking to a woman Steve is sitting close to me drooling on his shirt. I am ignoring him but someone comments that it's so gross and tries to clean him up.

I am sitting at a table that is very crowded. It is a very large open space with many other groups. Some are at tables some are just Milling around. I am discussing how crowded it is with the guy next to me as more people crowd in. I see the young woman I am interested in and walk over. When I look back at my table it is gone.

I am walking with her out doors on a rocky path. I tell her it is a special way few use. I can feel my feet in flexible boots grabbing the uneven rocky path. She notices my shoes and I pull up my pant legs to show boots that are great for rough hiking and riding a motorcycle. We discuss the details of a trip I took recently.

Note: I remembered being surprised when the table had vanished, big hint I'm dreaming. 

Massive Multiple Lucid Dreams (w/suppliments)

Talking with Richard Gilman, looks very  young after hair cut.

Describe to dream character that I took a dream drug and arn't thinking clearly.

After I realize I'm dreaming I pass a young boy cutting off te wing of a live bird with a knife. I quickly glance in that direction and restore the bird to health with a burst of feathers.

I go to find a mirror and see my self as ugly/not attractive, not myslf at all. Then I see mutiple images of basically different pople and imagine how I look is in the eye of the beholder. I am OK with that.

Notes: At least 4 sgments over several hours. When dream abruptly ended I just waited patently. Difficult to get to sleep. Imagined the phrase "resistance is futile" from Star Trek but reinterpreted as basically don't stress, let it go and return to calm focused image or attention to dreaming. Just signed up for a Lucid Dreaming Course from TikTok.