Clueless at School

Thursday May 30, 2019  1:15pm

Clueless at School

I am getting dressed and preparing to go to college classes. I am wearing  a coat, commo bottom and some sort of shirt. As I review each class I realize I have barely gone to class and am clueless as to what is going on. I imagine the teachers perspective and don't see a way they can pass me, even if they wanted to. I woke feeling sad.

Note: This is a repeating dream theme I have had many times.

What does the dream want?  For me to get organized and productive. I felt much better during the day as I made plans for being productive. So far, done some shopping for things to organize the house but no real progress.

Climbing Party Street

Wednesday May 15, 2019 10:25am

Climbing Party Street

I am on a night on the town with a female friend. We are pub crawling, but it is exptime. Every step we take is climbing stairs and pushing through bodies pressed together in a continuous crowd. I recognize that I have been here before (pre-lucid?). There is something dangerously mystical about the place.

I loose my friend in the crowd. I find myself following Cindy through the crowd. She takes some turns and steps up that are impossible to follow and I lose her as well. I wake excited about dreaming after another series of dreams.

Notes: Excited by details and familiarity of the dream scene.  Want to go back to previous lucid encounters in a similar space.

What does the dream want? Know that I am lost in my loneliness. Hope for future dreaming.

Miniature Dreaming Facilitator

Monday May 11, 2019 12:25 pm

Miniature Dreaming  Facilitator

I am talking with a friend and colleague. We are handling and discussing the new Dream Makers (made up name after the dream) I just completed. They are like the regular models, but tiny. They fit in your hand.  We are joking what would happen if you deployed them like a regular one. An example was what would happen if you put one under a car tire. The normal one would act like a friction mat, the new tiny one would be a tiny joke.

It was not clear if the tiny ones would actually work under some circumstances. We were just making jokes about how silly they would be in many deployments.

Notes: Until I went to write down the dream, it was not clear how dream logic based the whole idea was.  It made perfect sense in the dream and for a while afterwards. I was clueless as to the absurd nature of the devices.

What does the dream want?  For me to get my act together and learn to lucid dream.

Roofless Facility in the Woods, Multiple Scenes Drifting In and Out

Friday May 10, 2019 (Dreams form 6:30 to 11:00a m)

Roofless Facility in the Woods
Multiple Scenes Drifting In and Out

I am walking through a large multi-room facility. It is on a hill in the woods. The walls are 10+ feet made of concrete. The floor is grass and slopes with the hill. There is no roof or ceiling. There are many people walking around. I am not part of the group.

I try and engage a man to see what is going on. I stand right next to him briefly. He is naked. He does not respond to my presence.

I see a man only inches away from his face. I am startled by the clarity.

I see a woman, possibly naked, She is next to a second person that looks like her but has steel mechanics on the inside of he muth. I get the idea that this scene is about suicide and become afraid.

I am in a bed with Cindy. We she is trying to call her parents. The call is not going through and I realize she is using the base unit to one of the devices that are scattered about the facility. Another piece clicks on top and it acts like a handheld computer of some sort. This realization makes me fearful.

I am looking at the crystal clear scene of a woman talking. I am very close. I realize I can not here her voice. As I drink back and forth into the dream I can hear her voice very distinctly. (I can remember it even now).

I wake from the series of dreams very upbeat and energetic.

Notes: 500mg Choline x1, 4mg Galatimine x2.  I am taking the clarityj of some of the scenes and the going back into the dream and hearing a voice (after requesting it) a precusor to a lucid dream.  NEED TO MEDITATE!!!

What does the dream want? For me to become lucid.

Failing at Medical School

Friday May 10, 2019\ 6:45am

Failing at Medical School

I am in school with several other students but have a close relationship with one of them. It i s mslr who is exceptionally organized in his note taking and multiple binder organization. He has laid them out on the lawn and has others helping with the sorting and assembling. I look at his approach and see how poorly organized my study habits are. I am contemplating quitting but need to see the program head who is very intimidating.

The leader's persona is very militaristic, he is more like a strict general than an academic. I am questioning my progress and whether is was a good idea to begin studying the program to begin with. I ask myself if I would go to me as a doctor. I think the answer is no. As I am stressing over the talk with the program leader I wake.

Notes: Clear memory of dream after waking. Feel like a failure, sad etc. Since I can be multiple characters in the dream, the super organization may also be part of me.

What does the dream want?  For me to move on with a new direction in my life?