Wednesday, September 24, 2025

Hatchet Job for Trump

I am in a large large ballroom at an opulent affair. I'm sitting in a table. Lots of people or several tables that surround me. See a young women giving away simple roses. I immediately step up into some difficulty make my way out of the crowded tables to get one to ask my wife to dance. I reach out if she gives me some flowers, but it's not a single Rose. It's a bouquet op of beautiful flowers.

I'm now standing up with full bouquet of flowers in my hand and I see an elderly woman almost sitting on the floor and I feel sorry for her. I've bend down to give her a flower. I tell her to save a dance for me later. She says no thank you and I see that she has several flowers and is all set for the evening. And now walking around with the flowers and I see a woman who is by herself. I may know her. She is likely married. I give her one of the flowers and tell her I would like to dance with her later. There is a romantic spark. I'm still walking around. Likely looking for my wife. A briefly see a female friend and a group of people. She catches my attention. I make my way through the crowd. She has a large bouquet as well. She starts asking me about the names of all of the flowers in the bouquet. I confess I do not know them.

As I continue to make my way through the crowds suddenly, President Trump reaches out and gets my attention by putting his hand on my shoulder. He asks me if I can procure a young woman for him. He says he's been keeping an eye out and hasn't found a good one. He says he has been keeping an eye out but hasn't found any. I tell him I don't know anyone but that I will keep a lookout

I continue to peruse all of the items that are sprinkled around the ballroom and displayed on tables. Instead of food, there are a variety of gifts intended for the taking. Some of them quite lavish. I see. A box of cutlery with formed impressions for the different pieces. They have been picked over but there is an extraordinary hatchet that I pick up and I think it would be a perfect sort of gag gift for the president. I take a piece of the boxing that the hatchet is form fitted to but now have a difficulty of finding box that it will look elegant in. I now pursue that quest. At some point something like cocktail sauce gets splashed over the hatchet. I go look for a way to clean it up. I see an open door to a woman's room and I'm about to enter to use the faucet to clean the hatchet. A woman in a beautiful gown slips ahead of me and into the restroom. Now looking at another table and there's a display with ice water in it. Whatever was in the display is gone but still it's fairly elegant on the table. I take the hatchet and dip it in the ice water to clean it and it makes a mess but it's very effective at cleaning the item. I soon see some sort of rapping that I can use and I am satisfied that if I put all the pieces together I will have a presentable package. I am now looking very closely at another display. It is obviously from England. It's a display of ties and associated paraphernalia that are elegant but somehow look cheap. I'm examining them closer and think I might be able to get one for Alex. I then see an extremely elegant, definitely expensive shirt. It's a knitted shirt that's made of the finest material I've ever seen. They're two or three of them and slightly different shades of a pastel purple. I pick one up to look at it and see that it's my size and XL. I am amazed at the quality and feel it must be made for royalty. I'm looking back at two others. Identical shirts slightly different shoes and I consider taking them all. The display is being torn apart as people realize the value and the gifts being proffered.

I awake, shocked and ashamed. And again amazed at the detail in my dream. Also the multiple dream signs that are available if I can just recognize them. It's 7:00 and instead of getting up I roll over and go back to sleep.

🕊️ Setting: The Grand Ballroom

A ballroom is the archetype of social interplay, courtship, and grace under observation. It’s a stage where we navigate relationships, attraction, and status. Being seated at a table but then rising to move among others mirrors your inner process of leaving passive observation to active engagement — a shift from containment to participation.

The opulence and crowding evoke a world of external values: elegance, hierarchy, power, temptation. Yet your behavior throughout suggests an inner test of discernment — of how to act nobly amidst glamour and distraction.

🌹 Flowers: Acts of Connection and Intention

The woman giving away roses serves as a messenger of love and grace. When you go to claim one for your wife, your action is pure and intentional — a wish to share beauty and affection within fidelity.
But instead of a single rose, you receive a bouquet — abundance, beauty, and responsibility. It symbolizes overflowing opportunity for affection, creativity, and generosity, but also the challenge of how to direct that abundance wisely.

Each subsequent offering — to the elderly woman, the solitary woman, the friend — reveals your evolving relationship with compassion, temptation, and social intimacy.

The elderly woman’s refusal shows discernment — not all compassion needs to be received.
The woman with a romantic spark hints at unspoken emotional possibility — curiosity about connection beyond the familiar.
The friend asking about the flower names mirrors a feminine aspect of yourself seeking understanding of emotional nuance — the intellectualization of feeling.

🪓 The Hatchet and the Gift Quest

When Trump appears asking you to “procure a young woman,” he embodies power misused — worldly dominance and indulgence. You decline to participate directly, showing integrity, yet your subsequent effort to find a “gift” for him (the hatchet) reflects a subtle psychological entanglement: you’re still trying to appease power through symbolic offering.

The hatchet is a potent image: it can build or destroy, symbolize justice or violence. Your attempt to clean and repackage it in elegance shows a desire to refine raw power, to make something potentially dangerous into something artful and acceptable.
This reflects an internal moral balancing act — reconciling instinctual energy with civilized presentation.

💧 Cleaning and Purification

When cocktail sauce stains the hatchet, and you seek to clean it, you enter into an act of ritual purification — scrubbing away contamination of indulgence or shame.
The fact that the only available water is from an ice-filled display — cold, elegant, but lifeless — suggests cleansing through intellect or detachment rather than warmth and emotional release.

👔 English Display, Ties, and Royal Shirts

Finally, the display from England represents tradition, identity, and refinement. The ties (connection, conformity) and shirts (personal presentation, skin of the persona) speak to your evolving sense of how you wish to appear — both to yourself and others.

The lavender shirts, soft and royal, symbolize spiritual refinement, wisdom, and the merging of masculine (blue) and feminine (pink) energies. That you consider taking them all shows both admiration and temptation — a yearning to embody grace and dignity that still feels aspirational or “borrowed.”

⚖️ Emotional Tone and Awakening

Waking “shocked and ashamed” signals that the dream held a moral mirror to your conflicts around desire, propriety, and self-image. But amazement at its detail shows that another part of you recognizes it as an elaborate teaching dream — an inner test of values.
You saw many dream signs — signals of lucidity, awareness of illusion, and choice — yet you remained just below full realization. This suggests your psyche is training you to stay conscious in morally or emotionally charged scenarios, both in dreams and waking life.

🌺 Core Message

You are being shown how to move through beauty, temptation, and abundance without losing integrity or awareness.
The flowers are gifts of the heart; the hatchet is power and discernment; the shirt is self-expression and identity.
Your task — symbolically and spiritually — is to unite heart, power, and grace under conscious intention.

Monday, September 22, 2025

Murder

I am running down the street in a dark sketchy part of town. I may have done something terrible and people are chasing me as a result. I'm in and out of buildings up and over obstacles but constantly looking back over my shoulder in fear. I now encounter two or three women who recognize me and are about to expose me. I grabbed them one at a time by their head and smash it into a upright parking barrier. Basically a column of concrete. Their heads are crushed. They die. I continue running and I wake up in fear and loathing.

Quick, plain-language interpretation

Running / being chased — classic symbol of avoidance and anxiety. You’re trying to escape something (a feeling, responsibility, or consequence) rather than face it.
Looking back over your shoulder — persistent fear of discovery or regret; the past or consequences are catching up.
Two–three women who recognize you — people who “see” the truth. Psychologically, they can also represent parts of yourself (feminine aspects, intuition, emotion, conscience) that expose what you’re hiding.
Grabbing their heads and smashing them on concrete — violent attempt to silence or destroy the part of reality (or of yourself) that threatens you. Heads often symbolize identity, thought, or truth; concrete/parking barrier suggests something rigid, unforgiving, and final. Killing them in the dream likely represents a desperate effort to stop shame, guilt, or exposure — not a literal wish to harm others.
Waking in fear and loathing — strong moral/emotional reaction after the “act,” suggesting remorse, horror, or self-disgust about either a real action or a part of yourself you recognize.

Short list of possible meanings (pick whichever fits best for you)

You feel guilty about something (big or small) and fear being found out.
You’re suppressing an emotional/feminine/intuitive part of yourself because it’s inconvenient or frightening.
You have anger or shame that you’re trying to “crush” instead of working through — the violence in the dream dramatizes how extreme that internal suppression feels.
The dream may be processing retribution or fear of consequences (real-world mistake, a secret, a relationship problem, or an identity clash).

Concrete steps to process the dream (do one now, another later)

Ground for 2–3 minutes: breathe slow, feet on floor, name 5 things you can see, 4 you can touch, 3 you can hear, 2 you can smell, 1 you can taste. This calms the aftershock.
Free-write for 8–10 minutes about these prompts (no editing):
- “Who in my life (or in me) do I fear will ‘expose’ me?”
- “What truth have I been avoiding?”
- “What part of myself do I feel ashamed of?”
Re-story the dream: rewrite the scene but this time instead of violence, have the women stop you and ask a question. What is their question? Answer it honestly in writing. This often reveals the real issue the dream points to.
Check for triggers: in the last week, what happened that could link — an argument, a secret kept, a failure, a moral dilemma, or stressful decision?
If it recurs or you feel unsafe emotionally, consider talking with a therapist. Repeated violent dreams can be a sign of unresolved trauma, rage, or overwhelming anxiety that benefits from professional processing.

A Jungian take (if that resonates)

The women could be anima / conscience / feeling-knowledge trying to bring unconscious material into awareness. Destroying them is an attempt to destroy what would force inner change. Jung would say the dream is pushing you toward integration — you must meet, not kill, the parts that know you best.

Gentle practical follow-up

If you want, I can:
- help you write that “re-storyed” version,
- generate a short guided grounding/meditation script tailored to this dream,
- or give journaling prompts to explore whether there’s a specific real-life person or event this maps onto.

Sunday, September 21, 2025

Single Existance

I am working on a new project in the house. Cuz I begin to do this I spill or I notice that I have a large quantity of clear sticky liquid on my pants when it's dripping down my pants under my shoes. Maybe lacquer maybe polyurethane? I'm not sure. The person I'm working with who I believe is a woman, asks me about it and I somewhat diminish its importance. However, I mentioned there's a very clear principle involved.

Later when I'm waking up, I cannot remember the second word of the phrase. When I go back to sleep, I re-injure the dream and the phrase very sharply comes to mind clear existence. I come to understand that this is a process where you vet a new project or idea. I came to understand that when you're trying something new, you go through a process to see if indeed it is a valid approach idea or concern. Because it popped into my mind. So clearly I endeavored to remember it when I woke up even though the whole episode was a bit confusing.

Quick symbolic reading

Working on a new project in the house — the house = self / life. A project inside your house points to an inner project or something you’re building from your personal resources (identity, time, energy).
Clear sticky liquid (lacquer/polyurethane) on your pants, dripping under your shoes — adhesive = what binds you to the project. It’s clear (transparent) but messy and hard to remove. On your pants = affecting your identity/appearance; creeping under your shoes = seeping into your footing, your everyday movement — the project is starting to affect how you stand in the world.
Not sure what it is — uncertainty about the consequences or the “cost” of this new thing.
A woman asks about it; you diminish it — either an external person (a colleague/partner) or an inner voice (intuition/anima) noticing the problem. Downplaying it suggests the part of you that wants to move forward without fully owning the mess or risk.
You mention a “very clear principle” and then can’t remember the second word on waking — there’s a kernel of clarity (a guiding principle or insight) but your conscious mind can’t hold it yet. The dream re-fires when you go back to sleep and the phrase sharpens — the unconscious is working to formulate and store that insight.
Phrase appears as “clear existence” on return (if that’s the phrase you recalled) — that wording is evocative: it suggests a principle of transparency + being (act of existing clearly), or the idea that a valid project must clearly exist in effect — i.e., be demonstrable, visible, testable.

Why the forget / reclaim moment matters

When a dream “drops” an insight and you can’t hold it on waking, it usually means the idea is still being integrated — half in unconscious, half in conscious. Falling back to sleep and re-entering the dream allows your deeper mind to consolidate the phrasing and meaning. That process is exactly how creativity and problem-solving often work: the unconscious incubates, then delivers a clearer rule or prototype when it’s ready.

Practical interpretations you can use

The dream is telling you that any new project you start will stick to you — it changes how you look and move. Don’t downplay that cost.
There’s a core principle or test for whether the idea is valid. The unconscious delivered a short phrase (something like “clear existence”) to help you remember the rule: make the idea plainly visible and testable.
You may be minimizing concerns in conversation to avoid slowing momentum. The dream suggests listening to that woman/voice and inspecting the mess rather than dismissing it.

A short, actionable vetting checklist (use this when a new project idea appears)

Clarity test — Can you state the idea in one sentence? (If your phrase is “clear existence,” this is literal: the idea must be clear.)
Existence test — Can you make a tiny, visible prototype or proof-of-concept in <72 hours?
Adhesion check — What does this project stick to you emotionally, financially, reputationally? (List 3 ways.)
Cost-to-remove — If you quit, what residue remains? Time? Money? Reputation? (Estimate effort to clean up.)
Witness check — Who will notice or judge it early (the woman in your dream)? Talk to one person and ask a blunt question: “What’s the downside you see?”
Repeatability — Is this approach repeatable or a one-off? Can it scale from a small prototype?
Gut-and-fact — Give it a gut score (1–10) and a fact score (1–10). If both ≥7, proceed cautiously; if gut < fact, pause and reassess.

Two quick exercises to deepen the dream insight

Re-story it (5–8 min) — Rewrite the dream ending: instead of diminishing, have the woman kneel and ask, “What would make this safe?” Answer in writing. This often reveals the missing second word or the specific test.
Dream incubation before sleep — Before bed, repeat a short prompt: “Tonight I will remember the full rule for vetting my projects.” Keep a pen beside the bed and write the first words you remember when you wake.

A short suggested interpretation of “clear existence”

If the recovered phrase really is clear existence, read it as a minimal rubric: a good project must clearly exist — you must be able to show evidence it works, even in tiny form. In other words: prefer testable clarity over cleverness or hypothetical charm.

Saturday, September 20, 2025

Kids of the Ultra Rich Joy Riding Small Jets in the Neighborhood

I may be observing instead of experiencing this scene first hand. A very rich kid is driving a small jet plane down a two-lane road in the countryside. The plane then goes vertical but only a couple of feet off the pavement. The sharp tip of the front of the plane is just over the treetops and is in danger of being Tangled in the overhead power lines. The skill of the pilot is so great that the plane stalls and flops back onto the pavement like a pancake. But just before it slams onto the pavement, the power is manipulated and it returns gently under control without a scratch.

It turns out the parents own the plane and the company that manage them has been renting the planes back to the kids who think they are out renting the planes from a third party. They're charging exorbitant amounts of money for this service. It's not clear if there's any criminal activity involved.

I go in and out of the dream and at one point the plane and the flames become abstracted to crispy bits on a breakfast plate. I wake amazed at the skill of these young self-taught pilots and at the vividness enjoy experienced in these experiences.

Key Dream Symbols

Rich kid flying a jet on a country road
A jet symbolizes power, speed, ambition, or advanced tools. A kid flying it down a small road shows mismatch: massive capability being squeezed into too small or unsuitable a path. It suggests youthful bravado, risk-taking, or using advanced tools/resources without fully respecting limits.
Plane going vertical, nearly tangling in power lines
Power lines = energy, connection, danger. The plane “just over the treetops” highlights flirting with disaster but skimming by through sheer skill. This can point to risky experimentation in your life, or admiration for others who pull off daring feats.
Stall, flop, gentle recovery
A controlled crash-landing transformed into a graceful save: it embodies resilience, improvisation, and skill under pressure. It might reflect your trust in instinct, or admiration of others’ ability to recover from failure.
Parents own the plane / renting back at exorbitant rates
This highlights systems of illusion, privilege, and hidden manipulation. The kids think they’re independent but are actually trapped in a scheme. Could symbolize disillusionment: what looks like freedom or opportunity may secretly be controlled by old power structures (family, society, institutions).
Plane turns into crispy bits on a breakfast plate
A surreal pivot: something immense and dangerous becomes trivial, digestible. It suggests perspective-shifting — what feels life-or-death in one frame can become just “food on a plate” in another. Humor and absurdity are the psyche’s way of deflating tension.
Your role: observing in awe
Not piloting yourself, but appreciating the skill, daring, and creativity of these “self-taught pilots.” You’re the witness, the learner, perhaps being reminded to admire and integrate their improvisational courage.

Possible Meanings

Admiration of risk-taking / creative improvisation
You may be observing parts of yourself (the “kids”) or others who dare to push limits, and marveling at their ability to get away with it.
Questioning systems of privilege and illusion
The scammy structure (parents renting to kids) may reflect your awareness that many “freedoms” are illusions — often controlled by hidden power or financial manipulation.
Transformation of fear into play
The dream dramatizes tension (near disaster) but then flips it into humor (crispy breakfast). This shows your psyche experimenting with turning anxiety into creative delight.

Practical Takeaways

Project / life vetting: Ask, “Am I flying jets on a two-lane road?” In other words, am I trying to force big ambitions into too small or mismatched frameworks?
Hidden costs: Consider where you might be “renting back” something you already own — paying energy, money, or time unnecessarily because of hidden structures.
Skill and recovery: Trust your ability (or the ability of allies/parts of yourself) to recover gracefully from stalls.
Humor and reframing: Remember that what feels like catastrophe can often, with a shift, turn into “crispy bits on a plate” — digestible, even amusing.

Jungian Layer

The plane = archetype of transcendence, higher aspiration.
The children pilots = youthful, spontaneous aspects of you experimenting with mastery.
The parents’ scheme = the shadow side of authority, revealing dependency and illusion of freedom.
The crispy breakfast = alchemical transformation: fire turns danger into nourishment.

✨ Overall: This dream celebrates skillful daring, resilience, and playful reframing — while cautioning you to notice hidden costs and mismatched runways.

Dream Life: David's Dream Journal

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