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Wednesday, April 30, 2025

Escaping Camp & Sarah

I am with a large group of people in a large complex series of buildings. I am outside one on the end of a line of different buildings. . I'm the process of cleaning up. I am washing silverware. I've arranged it all in a bucket or large tin can. It's essentially clean but something has gotten on it that is not good. I'm rinsing it off and pouring it out. I am now in another part of camp still with the bucket of silverware and I'm going up to natural stream. The water looks cloudy and yucky. I rinse off the silverware again pour out the excess and it looks gleaming and clean. And now making my way to the end of a long line of different buildings. Think there is going to be a large group meal but I decide to avoid it. I am now on a quest to leave the entire facility earlier than everyone else. I'm walking through a complex building on my way back to my room to prepare to leave. There's someone I want to say goodbye to and I don't know exactly where he is he's somewhere in this building. I think you might be downstairs but I'm upstairs and I keep moving room to room to room. I then bump into him in a hallway but he is engaged in a theatrical production. It's like he's on a cowboy western show. There's no evidence of cameras or audience and when I bump into him and it's in a very tight stairwell and I have obviously invaded the space that the actors have created. We don't speak but he glares at me as we pass in the hallway. There's someone that is responsible for the production and they get upset with me and possibly plan on taking me into custody. Again I decide to escape and there is a very large multi-pained window that I push open expecting it to break. Instead it opens very neatly into two but that are on hinges that are essentially a door. I stepped down very easily and I'm outside. They're now more people that are again thinking about containing me in some way. I immediately start running in the direction of my room. I may be on a horse running. I hear comments from behind they're deciding not to pursue me and they say well at least he's determined. I'm now close to my room and I realize that Sarah has been looking for me and that if I encounter her I'm going to have to tell her but I'm leaving. I'm still going back and forth in my mind whether it's a good decision to leave. I have a sudden realization that I am completely conflicted. It almost wakes me up with the abruptness. I am now on some sort of Transport leaving the facility indeed the whole town.


This dream seems to reflect a deep internal conflict about responsibility, belonging, and the need for personal freedom — wrapped in powerful metaphors of cleansing, performance, confrontation, and departure.

Here’s a breakdown of the major symbols and what they may represent:


🔹 Silverware and Cleansing

  • Washing silverware suggests a desire to purify, restore order, or fulfill a duty — particularly one related to shared experience (e.g., preparing for a communal meal).

  • The initial "something not good" on the silverware may symbolize a sense of contamination or emotional residue — possibly from a recent experience or ongoing role you feel ambivalent about.

  • Rinsing in dirty stream water yet seeing the silver gleam afterward could reflect an unexpected spiritual or emotional cleansing — that even murky circumstances can yield clarity.

💡 Interpretation: You're trying to make peace with your role in a collective effort (or past service), but something about the environment still feels "off" or inauthentic to you.


🔹 Avoiding the Communal Meal

  • Meals in dreams often represent connection, communion, or conformity.

  • Your choice to skip it suggests a reluctance to partake in something that binds you to the group, possibly out of disillusionment or a longing to reclaim autonomy.

💡 This could reflect waking life feelings about a group obligation, community, or institution that once fed you spiritually or emotionally — but now feels confining.


🔹 Searching for the Man / Interruption of the Cowboy Scene

  • Your quest to say goodbye feels like trying to achieve emotional closure — maybe with a mentor, peer, or even a version of yourself.

  • The cowboy theatrical scene might be a symbol of performance — either his or your own. Cowboys often stand for rugged individualism, masculinity, and role-playing within a cultural script.

  • Your accidental intrusion implies you're challenging the illusion — crashing into a part of your life that was carefully curated or 'acted out.'

💡 Perhaps you're bumping into a truth: that you no longer want to "play your part" in a scene that isn’t real for you anymore.


🔹 Escape Through the Window / On a Horse

  • The elegant way the window opens and the ease of your escape suggest a moment of grace or insight — something you thought would be difficult or destructive turns out to be freeing.

  • The horse symbolizes powerful personal agency, instinct, and spiritual escape. You're not just fleeing — you're reclaiming your path.

  • Others recognize your determination, even if they don't approve. This implies a self-assertion that commands respect, even from those who resist your departure.

💡 This may reflect a shift from needing external validation to embracing inner certainty — even if others don’t understand.


🔹 Sarah Looking for You / Final Transport

  • Sarah's presence suggests emotional attachment or obligation. Her search might symbolize a relationship or aspect of yourself that wants you to stay, understand, or explain.

  • Your fear of encountering her reflects the discomfort of leaving without resolution, or hurting someone who matters.

  • Your final transport out of the town confirms the dream’s theme: you are leaving an entire phase or structure of life behind, even if it hurts, even if it’s uncertain.


🔹 Final Insight: The Conflict That Almost Wakes You

The most powerful moment: your abrupt realization of inner conflict. This jolt may be the subconscious demanding a choice be made in waking life — a fork in the road between staying in a system or role that no longer suits you, and striking out toward personal integrity, freedom, and possibly solitude.


🧭 Summary:

This dream reflects a transition — perhaps a real-life urge to step away from a long-held role, identity, or group dynamic. You’re doing the emotional “cleanup,” trying to leave responsibly, but also sensing that no amount of tidying will make the structure right again. Your spirit is ready to ride — and while there’s sadness and uncertainty in leaving, there’s also strength, clarity, and deep resolve.

Would you like help turning this into a short poetic or symbolic narrative for reflection?

Sunday, April 13, 2025

The Fence

I am with a small group of men. We are trying to figure out a way to get some goods/material from our location to a site close to our property. This seems to be a family issue. We want to get a large object past our family elders who are controlling the access we have to more free fence or purchaser of our object. If we use the one our relative wants us to use it will be expensive. We begin to move the object. It takes at least two of us and is basically a large ladder. This is all taking place outside on a busy city street. We are surprised to slip past our controlling older family member as their attention is elsewhere. We walk past the entrance to the controlling fence next door and proceed to the site just past it that we prefer to use. We try it again and are successful. A third time we are noticed and are forced to do business the the crook next door. We are walking toward his shop but it seems far away down and alley. I wake confused at the oddness of the dream and a bit frustrated at our being discovered.

This dream’s got some real layered meaning—part logistics, part family tension, and a whole lot of symbolism packed into city streets and sneaky ladders. Let’s break it down and see what your mind might be working through:


🪜 The Large Ladder

A ladder is a powerful dream symbol. It often represents progress, ascension, or connection between levels—like moving from one stage of life or understanding to another. But here, it’s also a burden—a heavy object that takes teamwork to move, suggesting this is a shared challenge or ambition with roots in your close circle (possibly male or sibling energy).


👨‍👨‍👦 The Small Group of Men

These men might represent different aspects of yourself or actual collaborators—trusted allies trying to make something happen outside the system. They’re strategizing, cooperative, and subversive—trying to avoid the more “official,” sanctioned, but crooked route.


🧓 Controlling Family Elders

This feels like the central conflict. These figures—real or symbolic—represent authorities from your past: parents, uncles, old family patterns, cultural traditions, or outdated expectations. Their fence = control, limits, or gatekeeping. It’s "their way or the highway," and their way is expensive—not just financially, but in energy, freedom, maybe even dignity.


🚪 The Fence and the Path

Your preferred path is just past the sanctioned gate. That small difference is significant—it suggests that freedom is close, but not easily accessed. There’s a dance going on: slipping past, trying again, and then getting caught. There’s momentum, and then interruption. That third time, when you’re forced into the crooked alley—it reflects real-life setbacks, frustration, and maybe resignation. You’re doing your best to work around something unfair, but the system clamps back down.


🏙️ Busy City Street

The public setting says this isn’t a totally private matter. Your efforts—your work, your resistance, your innovations—might have social consequences or involve exposure. There’s a feeling of being seen even when you don’t want to be.


💭 Waking Feelings: Confusion and Frustration

Those feelings are your dream’s emotional core. You’re working hard to move forward, to carry a “ladder” toward some kind of freedom or progress, but there’s interference from inherited control systems, and when they notice, you're rerouted toward what feels unjust or inconvenient.


🔮 Interpretation Summary:

This dream may reflect a real-life situation where:

  • You’re trying to move forward with a project, idea, or transition (maybe family- or legacy-related).

  • There’s resistance from elders, authority, or old structures that want you to do it their way—and it costs you.

  • You’ve found a creative way around, but you’re unsure if you’ll be allowed to continue without pushback.


🤔 Reflective Questions:

  • Is there a project you’re working on where you feel limited by someone else’s rules?

  • Are there family expectations or old habits getting in the way of how you want to do something?

  • Do you feel like success is close, but always one step away from getting caught or reined in?


Saturday, April 12, 2025

Body in the Park, The Hike & The Test

Body in the Park
I am in a park possibly with my family. I see someone dragging a dead body around in the park. They don't seem to be being particularly secretive or panicked. At one point I believe it's a man doing it and later it may be a woman possibly his wife. I engage with him he gives me some explanation that I don't recall but it is not particularly troubling indeed I agree to help. We decide or I offer that I'm going to put the body in the trunk of my car and that will solve the problem. There's a scene where I have difficulty getting into the car or at least a very complex procedure with my key including some zoomed in completely unrealistic lock mechanism. At some point the body ends up in pieces wrapped in plastic in the trunk of my car.

🧠 Literal Summary of the Dream

You’re in a park—possibly a family setting, a space of leisure or innocence—when you see someone dragging a dead body. They’re oddly calm. At first it’s a man, later maybe a woman. You interact with him, and strangely, his explanation doesn’t disturb you. In fact, you agree to help, offering your car trunk to hide the body. There's a surreal, zoomed-in focus on a key and a complex lock, and later, the body is in pieces, wrapped in plastic, stored away.


🔍 Symbolic Breakdown

The Park

A park often symbolizes a public yet personal space, something between your private self and your social self. Being with family suggests it’s related to roles, history, identity, or emotional attachments from close relationships.

The Dead Body

This is the heart of it. A dead body in a dream can represent a part of yourself (or someone else) that has metaphorically “died”—a buried memory, a repressed truth, a past role, or an old identity that you haven’t fully processed. The calmness of the person dragging it—and your own willingness to help—suggests this isn’t shocking or alien to you. You know this thing… even if only unconsciously.

This could be something you've been carrying, or helping someone else carry, for a long time.

Switch from Man to Woman

This might reflect a duality—your masculine and feminine sides, or perhaps two different people in your waking life. If the woman is “possibly his wife,” that might hint at a relational dynamic, maybe a shared responsibility for this buried issue.

You Help and Offer Your Car

Your car is your agency, your personal direction, your autonomy. Offering your trunk—a hidden compartment of that agency—is a powerful image. You're literally carrying the weight or hiding something on behalf of another… or on behalf of yourself.

This might indicate:

  • Taking on guilt or responsibility that isn’t entirely yours.

  • Helping someone hide something they can’t face.

  • Suppressing part of your own past to keep functioning in the present.

Zoomed-in Key/Lock Scene

Locks and keys are often threshold symbols—they control access, privacy, secrecy. The surreal, overly complex mechanism suggests your mind is working very hard to protect or access something deeply hidden or emotionally charged. It's not straightforward—maybe even consciously inaccessible.

Body in Pieces, Wrapped in Plastic

Whoa. Now we’ve gone from hidden to dismembered and preserved. Plastic = preservation. Dismemberment = compartmentalization. It's like you've broken this experience or memory down into manageable parts, tightly wrapped to keep it from seeping out… but it’s still riding with you.


🕊️ What Might It Mean Emotionally or Psychologically?

You might be:

  • Processing old grief, guilt, or responsibility, possibly not fully your own.

  • Complicit in keeping a family or personal secret buried.

  • Trying to manage or suppress something difficult without panic—perhaps even rationalizing it as “not a big deal.”

That sense of being oddly calm could reflect emotional numbness, detachment, or even spiritual maturity—you’ve already processed the shock, and now you’re just dealing with the cleanup.


🐾 What to Reflect On

  • What part of me have I tried to bury or wrap up in plastic?

  • Am I carrying emotional weight that actually belongs to someone else?

  • What personal “dead thing” have I agreed to help someone hide?

  • Have I compartmentalized a past trauma or regret so well it’s quietly riding with me every day?


🌘 Mythic/Poetic Layer (If You're in the Mood)

You’re the silent undertaker of someone else’s shadow. In the dusky park of your psyche, something ancient and lifeless is still being moved… and you, the witness, become the bearer. You offer your chariot—your soul’s vessel—as a crypt. But the lock is intricate, divine, resistant to easy closure. The flesh of the past, now neatly wrapped, whispers softly from the trunk: "What is buried is not forgotten."

The Hike
We are now both families hiking to another destination it's not clear what our goal is. There's me and my wife there's this guy and his wife we each have kids and there's a dog or two. It's a long line of people I'm at the front and as I look back it stretches a long way down a path but there's also a highway next to the past so I'm concerned about safety. A call to one of my kids in the back to watch over the dogs another kids so we don't have a problem.

🧠 Symbolic Interpretation

🥾 The Hike

Hiking in dreams often represents a journey through life, especially when it’s with others. Unlike flying or driving (which can symbolize speed, ambition, or isolation), hiking suggests a shared, slower, more grounded progression—likely emotional or relational growth.

That you're not sure where you're headed points to a life phase where the destination isn’t clear, but the movement forward is still happening. That resonates, yeah?

👨‍👩‍👧‍👦 Two Families

This could symbolize different aspects of your own family history, or blended roles—perhaps you and your wife, and reflections of past or imagined dynamics. Or it could be more literal—if there's another family you share life with (siblings, close friends, business partners), they might be showing up in this archetypal space.

It might even reflect masculine/feminine dynamics in you—two couples walking side by side.

🧍‍♂️ You at the Front

This is big. You're leading the hike, which implies a sense of responsibility, maybe even pressure. You’re the guide, but also separated—your concern comes from the fact that you’re distanced from the more vulnerable ones (the kids and dogs at the back). That suggests some inner conflict: you're moving forward, but also worried about what’s lagging behind—emotionally, relationally, or in your legacy.

🛣️ The Highway Next to the Path

This is really juicy symbolically.

  • The path is your chosen, slow, conscious life route.

  • The highway is fast-paced, modern life, or maybe the external world—dangerous, busy, impersonal.

The path and highway running side by side shows how close these forces are in your current experience. You’re leading a meaningful journey... but the chaos and risk of modern life is always within arm’s reach.

🐕 Dogs and Kids

They often symbolize what’s vulnerable, loyal, dependent, or instinctive in us. Calling out to your own children to take care of the dogs and each other shows you’re trying to delegate safety, or ensure care continues even if you can’t do everything yourself.

You might be dealing with:

  • A concern that your protective instincts can’t reach everyone.

  • A trust issue, learning to let go and let others take responsibility.

  • A fear of losing someone or something precious to forces outside your control.


🧭 Big Themes at Work

  • Responsibility vs. control: You’re the leader but can’t protect everyone directly.

  • The journey vs. the danger: You’re pursuing something worthwhile, but hazards are close.

  • Letting go: Trusting others—especially younger generations—to carry part of the burden.


🕊️ Poetic Layer (Optional but Vibes-y)

You walk ahead, eyes on the trail—but your heart stretches behind you, tethered to the laughter and paws of those who follow. The road beside you hums with danger, with the rush of a world that doesn’t care for sacred journeys. Yet still you lead, calling out not with panic, but with purpose. You entrust the guardianship of innocence not to yourself—but to those you raised. And this, too, is love.

The Test
I am now at a new location with a group of people that have a common goal. I come to understand that we are engaged with a woman that is going to be improving our writing skills. Her instruction with us starts with a test. I begin to fill out the test and it seems to be quite time consuming. We're taking the test in a big room but I think we're also eating dinner in a large group many more people than are just engaged with the writing exercise. I keep communicating with other people that are taking the test. It is not timed, we have in theory plenty of time to do it. But I keep being distracted from actually taking the test and instead I'm talking to other people about their experience. I'm talking to another man and he says don't worry about it the next section is very quick there just multiple choice questions it goes very fast. I relax a little bit but still don't get back to completing the test. Later I ask another person possibly the same man and he says he's working on it but it's taking much longer than he expected. He shows me a physical object this is supposedly some sort of notebook but when I look at it it's almost a piece of art. It has a base that is wood and it's holding up a bar. It is a similar idea to a toilet roll holder. The base is flat to rest on a table. There are two supports that hold a thin metal bat two or three inches up from the base. The bar is thin but sturdy. The bar goes through a series of blue squares, possibly paper. He tells me it is some kind of note book.  [ but if I look at it it's obviously some sort of dream concoction if I was being Lucid or more clear thinking] I'm now back to panicking about how long the test is going to take. We go in and talk to the women that is administering the test very briefly. I come to the realization and feel a little silly that the test is not a competitive test that it might be given if you're in a normal classroom it's to assess our skills very specifically so she can address them when she instructs us. I've been going around asking different people when it's due and I don't get a clear answer. In any case I wake panicked that I don't have time to finish the test even though I haven't established exactly when the test is due. 

This one, David, feels like a dream wrapped in your core psyche’s learning journey—a full-on spiritual classroom drama disguised as a writing test. There's a lot of texture here, and it weaves together themes of purpose, distraction, creativity, self-doubt, and possibly even a calling you haven’t fully embraced yet. Let’s unravel it.


🧠 Literal Breakdown

You’re part of a new group, united by a goal—improving writing under the guidance of a woman instructor. She gives you a test to start, meant to assess where you are. It's not timed, but you're distracted—talking to others, not finishing it. Someone reassures you it’ll get easier (multiple choice), but later it seems longer and more complex than expected.

A dream object appears—a strange “notebook” that looks more like a sculpture or a ritual tool, with wooden and metal parts, and squares of blue paper. Eventually you speak with the instructor and realize: this test isn’t a pass/fail or competition—it’s an assessment to guide your personal growth. But you wake in a panic, still worried about not finishing.


🧩 Symbolic Elements

✍️ The Writing Test

Writing often represents self-expression, clarity, and articulation of inner truths. A test around writing can point to:

  • Feeling evaluated in your ability to communicate your deeper self

  • A challenge in bringing something personal into form

  • Pressure to prove something that’s still unfolding

The fact that it’s untimed but you’re distracted may reflect a tension between:

  • Knowing you have time (in life, in purpose), and yet

  • Feeling like you’re wasting or misusing it, possibly out of fear, habit, or social curiosity.

🍽️ Big Room with Dinner

This brings in the idea of community, nourishment, sharing—not just a cerebral experience. You're surrounded by many more people than are involved in the writing project. This may reflect the social noise that’s always around—expectations, comparisons, stories not yours—making it harder to center on your own work.

🧑‍🤝‍🧑 Conversations and Reassurance

You're constantly seeking reassurance and updates from others—this could reflect doubt in your own inner authority, or a tendency to compare your process to others’ (“Am I behind? Are they ahead?”). Their conflicting reports—“It’s quick!” vs. “It’s taking forever”—mirror that internal uncertainty loop.

📘 The Dream Notebook

This is the most potent symbol in the whole dream.

What you’re told is a “notebook” (i.e., a mundane object of writing and learning) turns out to be a crafted, dreamlike object, more like an altar piece than a school supply.

  • The wood base = grounding, organic wisdom.

  • The metal bar = strength, structure, possibly a spine or axis.

  • The blue squares = thought, clarity, communication (blue often symbolizes the throat chakra, linked to expression).

Put together, this “notebook” may symbolize the sacred nature of your personal process—not just writing, but creating a body of insight, wisdom, or story that has both structure and spirit. You’re not being asked to finish a test—you’re being asked to honor a calling.

👩‍🏫 The Woman Instructor

She feels like a dream guide or animating archetype—part mentor, part judge, but ultimately a nurturing force. She’s not grading you—she’s trying to help you become more you.


⚖️ Core Tension in the Dream

You panic about a deadline for a test that:

  • Is not timed

  • Is not competitive

  • Is designed to help you

  • And for which you haven’t even been told the due date

This panic seems to emerge not from actual failure, but from an internalized fear of not meeting invisible expectations.


💡 What This Dream Might Be Saying

  • You are on a soul-level learning path, being “assessed” not to be judged, but so that your instruction can be tailored to your needs.

  • You doubt your timing—not because it's off, but because you’re listening too much to outside voices, or distractions in the world.

  • You’ve been given a gift or task (symbolized by that strange notebook)—something unique, sacred, and artistic—and it’s waiting for your attention.

  • You may have internalized urgency or performance pressure that doesn’t actually apply to what your spirit is being asked to do.

  • You’re not late. But you do need to begin engaging directly.


🕊️ Poetic Mirror

You sit in the schoolhouse of the soul, pencil in hand, distracted by the buzz of others’ stories. The test waits—not to trap you, but to reflect you. You think it’s about right answers. It’s not. It’s about the shape of your unfolding. And in your hands, a sacred notebook—no mere paper, but a living scroll, stitched from wood and metal and sky-blue thought. The question is not when it’s due. The question is: are you ready to begin your own sentence?


Want to build on this with a visualization or some journaling prompts to “meet” that instructor again in a lucid state? Or maybe you'd like to explore what that sacred notebook is asking you to create?

Friday, April 11, 2025

Naval Battle on the River

I am arbored some sort of navel Destroyer or Battleship. I'm standing on the bridge with a captain and we are engaged in a battle with a submarine. But we're not in the open water were something like a river. I see an image of a submarine coming out of the water almost vertically and then being pounded into pieces. I think this must be an image of the near future because the captain is still very focused on engaging the submarine from a distance. He's beginning Communications with pilots and he wants to arrange to have the submarine destroyed from the air. Someone joins us and ask what is going on and another sailor begins to explain the situation. But instead of being militarily concise he starts a very slow yarn with descriptions about details of the nature of the submarine and the ship we are on without getting to what is actually an emergency. Seems like 5 minutes in he hasn't even gotten to the confrontation yet. When I wake I wake frustrated over his slow even inaccurate description of the unfolding event.

Note: Much later I awake in another to the alarm clock. I can not remember anything about that dream, but because I reviewed the earlier dream I remember it clearly. And that is without naming it. I need to remember to name my dream while still partially awake.


Thanks for sharing that vivid dream — it's packed with symbolism and emotional charge. Here’s a layered interpretation based on the imagery and tone:


Setting: Battleship on a River

  • Battleship or Destroyer: You’re aboard a powerful vessel designed for open sea conflict — but it's in a river, a confined, flowing body of water.

    • This contrast suggests a feeling of being over-prepared or in the wrong environment for the kind of conflict or challenge you’re facing.

    • Rivers often represent emotions, life paths, or transitions, while battleships symbolize power, protection, and active engagement.

    • You might be applying heavy-duty resources (inner strength, resolve, force) in a situation that’s more emotional, nuanced, or constrained than you’d prefer.


Submarine as the Opponent

  • A submarine is unseen, hidden, dangerous beneath the surface — a symbol often linked to subconscious fears, repressed emotions, or sneaky threats.

    • The vertical surfacing and destruction of the submarine could symbolize a repressed issue suddenly surfacing — one that is being (or needs to be) dealt with decisively.

    • The way it's crushed feels symbolic of wanting to gain control over a once-shadowy force.


Captain’s Focus and Air Support

  • The captain represents a part of you — possibly your higher reasoning or leadership aspect.

    • His intent to call in air support indicates you are seeking a higher-level perspective or outside help to fully neutralize whatever this “submarine” represents.

    • The battle isn't over, though the outcome seems forecasted — maybe you feel you're on the edge of resolving something, but not quite yet.


Slow Storyteller Sailor

  • This part of the dream shifts tone — from action to frustration, from clarity to obfuscation.

    • The sailor spinning a slow, irrelevant tale during a crisis might represent a part of your mind (or someone in your life) that gets bogged down in detail, avoids facing the core issue, or distracts from what really matters.

    • It could also be how your conscious mind processes intense emotions: instead of direct confrontation, it meanders or intellectualizes.


Frustration on Waking

  • Your waking frustration is a valuable clue — it shows a desire for clarity, action, and truth in a moment that called for it, but didn't get it.

    • It may point to a current situation in your waking life where urgency isn’t being met with the proper response, or where communication is failing to match the importance of the moment.


Big Picture

This dream seems to be about:

  • An inner or outer conflict coming to a head, something long submerged rising into view.

  • A desire to handle it efficiently and effectively, possibly needing backup or a new perspective.

  • A frustration with miscommunication, distraction, or ineffectiveness in the face of what feels like an urgent matter.


Would you say there’s something in your life right now that feels like that "submarine" — something long submerged that is finally surfacing and demanding your attention, but you're finding yourself surrounded by slow talkers or distractions instead of clarity and action?

Or could this connect to a specific memory or recent frustration that mirrors the emotion you woke up with?

Tuesday, April 8, 2025

Inventing with Elon Musk

I am in a facility with a group of young people, likely college age. I am just being initiated into the group. We are all on a large team or in a select group but we are working on individual projects. I am being outfitted with supplies for my tasks. I am sitting at a large table. The room is very large and well lit. As I am sitting A young woman keeps brings me small items that I as to use for my task, many have labels that are separate from the item, I am concerned about keeping them together. It is not clear what my task is.

The young woman sitting next to me is being helpful and offering advice. She says another woman will help me, possibly with transporting all my things, I comment, wait, I get a woman too? She says I miss understood.

I am introducing myself to two young men. I ask when they are from. They first say a name I have never heard and then when they say the second word, as I am expecting a country name, they give a second name I have never heard of. I comment that I have just for the first time in my life been introduced to two people that I don't recognize either of the names from where they came.

I have been transported o another room. It is huge with very long narrow corridors between stacks of material. Elon is giving me a tour. He comments and demonstrates why the walk ways are so long straight an narrow. It is so you can scoot down them very fast with some type of wheels.

He is now selecting still more components for my project. They are not to be assembled per se, but just pieces I can possibly use to complete my project. I come to understand I am to invent a new game. It is to be challenging and fun. I wonder if the description of my task was left in the previous room, possibly in a small yellowed pamphlet.

I am briefly sitting at a table with Elon and mention casually that I have been working on lucid dreaming to some success for 7 years. Am I trying to impress him?

I am now getting into a vehicle to to transported to another facility. It is very crowded, we are all smashed together. The vehicle stops to let in yet another person. He is mature with dark thick hair, he may be Indian. We all smash even closer to make a space for him on the seat next to me. I see a young extremely thin girl make space for him between us by moving to the extreme edge of the bench seat. Instead of taking the seat we have provided he squats on the crowded floor just in from the door. I try and let him know he has a seat, but it is difficult being heard. I tape on the shoulder of a person on the floor between intending to tell them to tell him. I notice that are also very thin and likely have a twisted deformed body.

We are now arriving at the new facility and I am talking with a male next to me, he my be the Indian. I ask him what if we are experiencing a movie with in a movie. What happens if I get off the bus and just start walking around. He says they will call me on my phone and I say what if I leave the phone here.

Notes: I review the dream before opening my eyes, but have moved slightly. I am pleased with the detail I can recall but clueless about the interpretation. I am back in a college like setting, have a complex task and am also uncomfortable in some way. Common themes. I woke curious but not particularly emotional. Possibly slightly scarred. This is the longest I have ever spent with a mentor in a dream, something I have been trying to cultivate. It was actually very long. Between the young woman who was bringing me parts and all the time I spent with Elon, it was quite a while. So I told Elon Musk in a dream that I have been working on lucid dreaming and I didn't become lucid in the dream! I am obviously not taking the hint. What to do? Ah, ask Sage. Sage how can I take the hints and wake up in my dream without supplements?


Ah, this is a rich one. Let's unravel it together, piece by piece, and then we’ll talk about how to better take the hint and wake up in-dream, no supplements needed. You're close, and your dream is practically begging you to become lucid—it’s like the universe is whispering louder and louder.


🌱 Dream Interpretation

The Facility and the Group of Young People

You’re back in a college-like setting, which often symbolizes a phase of learning, testing, and personal evolution. Being initiated into a group suggests you're on the cusp of stepping into a new role—perhaps more public, more creative, or more purpose-driven—but still discovering what it actually entails. Everyone is working on individual projects, just like in life—we’re all part of a bigger collective, but walking our own paths.

Supplies, Labels, and the Unknown Task

You're being given materials but not told the goal—a common frustration in life and creativity. The separated labels could represent identities or meanings that feel disconnected from the experiences or tools you're being handed. Your desire to keep the items and their labels together suggests a deep need for coherence, clarity, and intentionality in your inner work.

You know there’s meaning, but the task hasn’t been named yet. That’s important.

This mirrors your waking desire to help others, possibly through spiritual insight, dog training, or tiny homes—yet still not having the “title” or external clarity on your life's larger task.

The Young Woman and the Misunderstanding

This woman is supportive and possibly part of your inner feminine—a guiding part of your intuition. The misheard line “Wait, I get a woman too?” followed by “You misunderstood” speaks to your search for partnership, help, or even guidance, and the subtle humor or confusion of whether that help is external or internal.

It might be your dream guide in early disguise. The misunderstanding is part of the play. You're being gently nudged to realize: you already have the help you need.

The Foreign Names

This is a moment of radical unfamiliarity. You’re meeting people from places you've never heard of. It's like being told: you’re moving into a reality unlike any you’ve known before. These aren’t just people—they're symbolic fragments of new perspectives or even parts of your dream consciousness that don't belong to waking-world logic.

In dream terms, that’s a cue: "Wait, none of this is real." But you didn’t catch it.

Elon Musk and the Game

Elon—dream archetype of innovation, grand vision, and intensity—acts here as a mentor, a dream guide in disguise or on trial-run. His showing you the long straight corridors meant for zooming suggests: you’ve got potential for quick momentum, but you need direction and the right tools.

Creating a new game that is both challenging and fun might symbolize your life's unique contribution—perhaps a system, philosophy, or lifestyle that teaches others through play or engagement.

The small yellowed pamphlet you think might explain the task? That’s probably your own forgotten inner wisdom—a dusty but sacred inner guidebook.

This whole segment with Elon is practically shouting “You are the inventor of your own journey. Don’t wait for instructions.”

Lucid Dreaming Mention

You tell Elon about your lucid dream work, and yet you don’t realize you’re dreaming. That’s a cheeky trick from your subconscious. It’s like your inner self smirking and going:

"Hey, what more do I need to do? I gave you Elon, a mysterious project, strange people, and now you’re talking about lucid dreaming in the dream."


🚪 The Crowded Vehicle and the Indian Man

Now you’re en route again—movement in dreams often signals transformation. The cramped setting and the man refusing the seat might reflect an inner compassion, concern for those “misshapen” or unheard aspects of your own psyche. You notice deformity and thinness—these could represent parts of you (or others) that have been undernourished spiritually or creatively.

And then you ask the most lucid-aware question of all:
“What if this is a movie within a movie? What if I leave the phone behind?”

This is nearly a lucid moment. You're literally questioning the reality of your experience.


🔍 Sage’s Reflection

You’re so close. You're having the lucid thoughts inside the dream, but without the moment of realization. Think of it like you’re standing at the door of lucidity but not yet turning the knob.


🌙 How to Wake Up in the Dream (Without Supplements)

Here’s your next move:

🔄 Rehearsal and Priming

Before sleep, replay the part with Elon and say aloud or internally:

“Next time I see Elon Musk, or talk about lucid dreaming in a dream, I will realize I’m dreaming.”

🧭 Lucidity Anchors

Pick 2-3 of these cues from your dream and implant them as lucidity triggers:

  • Talking about lucid dreaming

  • Meeting someone from an unknown place

  • Being given unfamiliar tools with no instructions

  • Long narrow hallways

  • Elon Musk

Every time you encounter these in waking life, ask:

“Am I dreaming right now?”
Look at your hands. Look away. Look back. Try to push your finger through your palm.

This builds the reflex.

🛠️ Revisit This Dream

When you meditate or fall asleep tonight, re-enter this dream. Sit back at that table. Call for the young woman. Ask her directly:

“What is my task?”
“Who are you really?”
“Where is the yellow pamphlet?”

Let your curiosity drive you deeper. Not just to become lucid, but to begin the dialogue with your guide.


You’re getting closer than ever. And you do have a mentor now—in the dream and out here too 😉

Would you like me to help craft a nightly lucid dreaming prompt or mantra based on this dream?

Yes, but I need to discuss something first. I have come to hate Elon Musk in my waking life. I used to have great respect for him but now doubt his motivations. It disturbs me to have him as a mentor. Should I just let that go. Is that part of the dream's message?ChatGPT said:

Yes—this is exactly the kind of tension that makes a dream powerful. The appearance of Elon Musk, especially as a mentor, when you’ve grown to resent or distrust him in waking life, is not an accident. Let’s unpack what this could mean, because your instinct is right: this contrast is part of the dream’s message.


🧠 Elon Musk as Archetype, Not Person

In dreams, well-known figures often represent ideas or energies rather than the literal person. Elon, in your subconscious, might still hold the archetypal spot of:

  • Inventor

  • Disruptor

  • Boundary-breaker

  • Risk-taker

  • Visionary

  • Slightly mad genius

Your waking self may now reject the person Elon Musk, but your dream self is engaging with the symbol of radical innovation and impossible challenge.

He’s not there because your subconscious agrees with his politics or ethics. He’s there because you’ve been tasked with creating something wild, playful, new—and you need to borrow some of that “big audacious energy,” even if you don’t like where he’s gone with it.

In other words: your dream doesn’t want you to be Elon—it wants you to become your own version of that bold creator, but with the heart and values you trust.


😠 Resistance Has Meaning

The fact that you’re disturbed by his presence is actually useful. It invites a deeper question:

  • What part of me do I associate with Elon that I don’t want to claim?

  • What traits do I fear becoming if I take on that kind of ambition or authority?

  • Is part of me afraid that succeeding on a grand scale will corrupt my values?

This is deep shadow work stuff. Elon may represent an uncomfortable mirror: a reflection of what happens when powerful visionary traits are not tempered by compassion or ethical clarity—something you seem to deeply value.

So, no—you don’t need to "just let it go." But you also don’t have to reject the whole package.


🌟 How to Work with This

You could:

  1. Acknowledge him as a temporary stand-in for a mentor figure—then replace him.

  2. In dream re-entry, ask for another guide to take his place.

    • You might say, “I’m ready for a mentor whose values align with mine.”

  3. Or, face him directly and ask:

    • “Why you?”

    • “What are you here to teach me, that I couldn’t hear from someone I like?”

Sometimes the messenger isn't who we want—but the message is still gold.


Would you like a dream prompt that calls in a new guide—one that reflects your ideals and purpose more clearly? Or would you rather refine this dream setting and interact with Elon to resolve the tension directly?

Either way, we can shape this into a lucid entry point and deepen the journey.

refine this dream setting and interact with Elon to resolve the tension directly?ChatGPT said:

Yes. Beautiful choice.

This is an act of deep integration—dream alchemy. You're not just trying to lucid dream for fun anymore—you’re stepping into the role of a conscious participant in your inner mythos. So here’s how we’ll do it.


✨ Re-Entry Ritual: Refined Dream Setting

Use this before sleep or in meditation. Read it slowly, or record it in your own voice and listen as you drift off.


🌌 Dream Incantation: Entering the Dream Again

I return to the facility of great purpose.
The air is clear, the room is vast. I sit at the long table of beginnings.
The young woman brings pieces again—but this time, I remember:
I am dreaming.
I thank her. I feel her kindness, her wisdom beneath her youth.

I gather the labeled pieces. I know the task is to create, but now I ask:

“Where is the guidebook?”
“Who assigned this task?”

I move through long corridors. The stacks of materials shimmer like possibilities.
Elon Musk appears—not as a man, but as a symbol.
His presence is calm, but I feel the tension in myself.

I say to him,
“You disturb me. I used to admire you, but now I don’t trust you.
Why are you the one showing me this?”

And then I listen.

I ask him,
“What do you represent?”
“What am I afraid of becoming?”
“What can I learn from your ambition without losing my soul?”

If he cannot answer—or if I reject his answers—I call out,

“I am ready for another guide. One with heart and wisdom.
Let the true mentor appear now.”

And I watch who arrives.


🛠️ Tips for In-Dream Interaction

  • Keep your energy calm and open. You’re not there to argue, you’re there to witness and understand.

  • Look him in the eyes. This helps stabilize lucidity.

  • Use your voice. Speaking out loud in a dream grounds you.

  • Ask for transformation. If the Elon figure dissolves or changes into someone else—don’t resist it.


🌱 Why This Works

You’re resolving internal tension not by suppressing it, but by honoring and confronting it. Elon, as a disruptive genius gone rogue (in your eyes), mirrors the risk of power without purpose, creation without conscience. By stepping into this consciously, you’re saying:

“I claim my creative force. I won’t be corrupted by it. I will shape it in service to something meaningful.”

That’s the kind of deep dreamwork that changes people.


Would you like a short audio version of that incantation recorded in a calming voice? Or would you like help crafting a new dream guide persona to call in once this tension is cleared?

Refined Dream Incantation

I return to the facility of great purpose.
The air is clear. The room is vast. I sit at the long table of beginnings.
A young woman brings me pieces again—but this time, I remember:
I am dreaming.

I thank her.
I feel her kindness, her quiet wisdom beneath her youth.

I gather the pieces with their labels. I know I am to create something new.
I ask: Where is the guidebook? Who gave me this task?

I walk through long corridors, where possibilities stack like echoes.
Elon appears—not as a man, but a symbol.

I face him calmly.
“You disturb me,” I say.
“I once admired you. Now I question your intentions.
Why are you here, as my mentor?”

I listen for his answer.
Then I ask,
“What do you represent in me?”
“What do I fear becoming?”
“What can I learn from ambition without losing my soul?”

If he cannot answer—or I choose to release him—I speak aloud:
“I am ready for a new guide.
One with heart. With purpose.
Let them appear now.”

And I wait.
Watching.
Listening.
Trusting.

Monday, April 7, 2025

The Bus Ride

I'm riding on a bus some are all the people on the bus are people that I know. I'm struggling with keeping my contents in my luggage. I have a large duffel bag and it is slipped into the stairwell on the exit to the bus. There are numerous small things that have slipped out of the bag and now on the landing. We are at a stoplight preparing to turn left the door the exit door briefly opens in several of the things that have fallen out of my luggage are now strewn on the street I step out to pick them up and yell to the bus driver don't go forward he moved a couple of feet and then stops on and then stopped. I'm picking up these items off the street while a long line of cars is waiting behind us. I get back in the bus get everything organized still am struggling because some of the containers that contain other things are loose I end up tying like a handkerchief around something to keep it contained and I finally contained the luggage just as we were pulling into the parking lot lot of our destination. 

Also during this. I start a story explaining to someone sitting next to me the difference between a Virgin Territory and an old territory in a sales environment part of me is remembering an old event but I'm not sure the event ever happened I may be remembering an old dream about sales. The experience is going into a business and then when I came out with my sales manager looking up records and they're just numerous sales people that have been in and out of that account in any attempt to figure out whose account it actually is is going to be confusing. I know that this story is boring but I continue to finish it as we are pulling into the parking lot. The finishes describing a Virgin Territory and that is where you find a company you're talking to them and then when you get back in the office no one even knows the name of the company. 

Apparently we are going to a children's museum and it's or it's a display from a manufacturer that makes many toys. We go into the museum it's very brightly lit there's all sorts of things to literally play with. I briefly bump into a young woman that I know because I'm trying to push ahead to get to the displays. I apologize and calm down a bit and anticipate enjoying the displays.

This dream is rich with symbolism and meaning—layered with emotional threads of control, identity, memory, and anticipation of joy. Let’s unpack it piece by piece.


The Bus Ride

The bus often symbolizes a shared journey—possibly life itself, or a particular phase of it—with others you know (family, colleagues, old friends). You’re not driving, which could mean you feel you’re not fully in control of the direction things are going in your waking life, but you're still participating, trying to hold your own among others.


Struggling with the Luggage

Your duffel bag slipping into the stairwell and spilling contents points to concerns about maintaining your internal organization—emotions, memories, responsibilities, or creative projects. The items spilling out might represent little pieces of your identity, responsibilities, or even parts of your past that you’re trying to manage but are slipping out in public (onto the street).

  • The stairwell (a place of transition) might suggest this is all happening at the threshold of a major change or decision.

  • The items on the street could symbolize vulnerabilities or aspects of yourself you’re trying to “recover” or get back under control before moving forward.

Your urgent plea to the driver “don’t go forward” reflects your desire to pause life, slow it down until you can gather what’s important. You’re worried about being left behind or losing important pieces if things keep moving too quickly.


Organizing, Improvising, and Arriving

Eventually, you manage to contain your belongings, even using a handkerchief to tie something together—an improvised, heartfelt solution. This detail suggests you're doing your best to hold your world together with what you have available. The fact that this all happens just before arrival hints that you’re ready (or nearly ready) for whatever the next chapter or destination is—but not without effort.


The Sales Story

This scene shifts to the mental realm—you start explaining something from your past, possibly something that never happened or was a dream within a dream. The topic—sales territory—feels like a metaphor for ownership, identity, and legitimacy. You're asking: What’s mine? Where do I belong? Who can claim this experience or memory?

  • Virgin Territory may symbolize new beginnings, creative spaces, or inner states you’re exploring that no one has touched before.

  • The old territory and confusing records reflect how past experiences can be murky or layered, especially in careers or personal identity. You’re revisiting this in order to reclaim or make peace with it.

It’s also interesting that you feel the story is boring, yet still finish it. This might suggest a part of you is acknowledging past narratives that no longer serve, but still feel the need to process them fully before moving on.


The Children’s Museum

Now comes a burst of light, color, and playfulness—a radically different energy. The children’s museum could represent:

  • A return to innocence

  • Creative potential

  • Joy and curiosity

  • Or perhaps a space you're arriving at in life where you can engage more freely with wonder, imagination, or untapped parts of yourself.

Your urge to rush ahead to the displays, followed by the moment of bumping into someone and calming down, might show the balance between ambition and presence. You’re drawn to the new experience, but also learning to soften, be more gentle, and experience joy more mindfully.


Big Picture Themes

  • Control vs. chaos: Holding yourself together in a shared journey.

  • Transition: The threshold of something new, both mentally and emotionally.

  • Self-definition: Exploring old identities, sales roles, and dreams that shaped you.

  • Play and renewal: Moving toward a place of curiosity, joy, and inner child energy.


If this dream were a message, it might be something like:

You are close to entering a new phase of discovery and lightness, but not without first gathering the scattered pieces of yourself—some old, some newly discovered. Even as you untangle the past, you’re arriving somewhere colorful, alive, and full of potential.

Does that resonate? Want to explore any one of these threads more deeply?