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Wednesday, December 18, 2024

Th Storm is Comming (Epic & Long)

I'm with a small group of people of mixed ages but mostly mature. I'm in an old neighborhood in a city. We're living in an old house and we are preparing for a storm that people keep referring to. It's going to be a rainstorm but everyone knows it is going to get very heavy but not necessarily dangerous. I visit a neighbor possibly to ask for some something I think I may need to be fully prepared. I walk back to the house looking very closely at all the houses.  They are built right next to each other but each one very unique. I discover I've actually walked past the house by mistake even though I've been living in it for years. I haven't gone far and I return.

There's an old man living in the house that I'm concerned about. At one point I asked him if there are medications that we may need to support him during the storm and does he know where they are. There are intermittent conversations about two pets. They may be dogs they may be cats. One of them is very old and Cindy keeps making jokes that it may not survive the storm. I'm warn her that she needs to quit talking like that if the old man hearsr her could be very upset.

We have driven across town to a specific destination. It's sort of a test that we all must take. It is a relatively low but very uneven ring of rocks. Each one of us is walking over the rocks stepping from one to the other. Many of us are struggling but I am feeling very good. Almost too good I am being almost obnoxoously  jubilant about my ability to navigate The Rocks. I have on a pair of loafers but they have excellent sticky soles for this process. So not only am I navigating the Rocks I'm skipping and jumping.

I look and see appears to be a young woman with long blonde hair on a white horse. She's writing like she's in the Deep Woods or Open Fields in the country. As I looked down the path away from The Ring of stones I see that there's a very large bird possibly an eagle it's in Tall Grass next to the path. She rides by the eagle very fast and disturbs it somewhat. It doesn't fly up away but just readjust its position as she goes by. I am now conversing with the woman and looking at her very closely. Some of the details of her face and something that she's wearing on her head are slightly unnatural and unsettling. It's like there's imperfections in her face or something. I discussed with her the possibility that at some time I would go riding with her. I talked to another member of our group about renting a horse.

We are now back at the house again preparing for the storm. Considering putting a large tarp out in front of the house so that for some. Of time we can watch the storm before the rain gets too heavy and will likely be driven into the house.

We are now in a car not driving across town but driving downtown. An old car it's essentially filled with people. I noticed that we are driving fairly fast for the conditions. We are again commenting that the storm is close and I looked down the street as I am driving. There's what appears to be a mist it's white and cloudy. I realize it's the rain and it started and we are driving right into it. I'm not scared it is not dangerous but the storm has started.

I wake no particular emotion much of the complexity of the dream I am still aware of without struggling to remember. I still review it several times and surprise that the detail that I remember. I look out the window and some prize to see that there is a deep fog in the woods behind the house. I'm feeling very positive about the day.

If this were my dream, I would see it as a rich tapestry of symbols and emotions, each part reflecting aspects of my inner world and current life dynamics. Here’s how I’d interpret it:


The Setting: The Old Neighborhood and House

  • The dream begins in an old neighborhood, a place with unique houses tightly packed together. If this were my dream, I’d see the neighborhood as a reflection of my personal history—each house representing unique chapters, relationships, or facets of my past. The old house I’m living in could symbolize my inner self or psyche, one I am familiar with but perhaps haven’t fully explored or noticed (as I walked past it by mistake).
  • Preparing for a storm that is “heavy but not dangerous” suggests anticipation of an emotional or life challenge that feels significant but manageable. The storm could represent change, transformation, or a necessary release.

The Neighbor and Medications

  • Visiting a neighbor to ask for something I might need reflects a sense of reaching outward for support or wisdom. If this were my dream, I’d wonder if there’s an external resource or perspective I feel I need to navigate upcoming challenges.
  • The old man in the house could represent wisdom, experience, or a part of myself that I’m concerned about protecting during this transformative period. Asking about medications might symbolize preparing to safeguard my inner stability or nurturing my vulnerabilities.

The Pets and Cindy’s Jokes

  • The two pets, especially the older one whose survival is in question, could symbolize parts of myself or my life that feel fragile or nearing an end. Cindy’s joking attitude might reflect an external or internal voice that diminishes the gravity of this fragility.
  • If this were my dream, I’d pay attention to the warning I gave Cindy about the old man overhearing. It suggests that I’m attuned to how careless words or attitudes can impact my inner sense of security and peace.

The Test and The Rocks

  • The rocky test feels symbolic of navigating life’s challenges. If this were my dream, I’d see the uneven rocks as representing obstacles or uncertainties I’m currently navigating. The fact that I feel jubilant and capable suggests confidence in my abilities. However, my almost obnoxious attitude could hint at overconfidence or a need to temper my self-assurance with humility.
  • The loafers with sticky soles might symbolize practical tools or advantages I have that make navigating challenges easier. These could be literal skills, mindset, or spiritual tools I’ve developed.

The Woman on the White Horse

  • The woman on the white horse feels ethereal and otherworldly. If this were my dream, I’d see her as an archetype—a representation of untamed, divine femininity or intuition. Her unsettling face and unnatural details might reflect an uneasy relationship with this archetype or the realization that even ideals can have imperfections.
  • The eagle in the tall grass represents something majestic and powerful that’s grounded but easily disturbed. The interaction between the woman and the eagle could symbolize the tension between grace and disruption, intuition and grounded strength.

Returning to the House and the Tarp

  • Preparing to watch the storm from under a tarp suggests a desire to witness and engage with the emotional or life changes before retreating fully into protection. If this were my dream, I’d see this as a metaphor for my desire to face challenges with awareness, rather than avoidance.

Driving Downtown and Into the Storm

  • The car filled with people could symbolize my relationships or community, moving together into the next phase of life. Driving fast might indicate a feeling of urgency or momentum, even if conditions aren’t ideal.
  • Seeing the rain start as a mist and driving into it reflects stepping directly into the anticipated challenge or change. The lack of fear reinforces the idea that this storm, though significant, is one I feel prepared to face.

Waking and Seeing the Fog

  • Waking to find the real-world fog mirrors the dream's themes of mystery, transition, and clarity emerging from obscurity. Feeling positive about the day suggests integration and readiness for whatever lies ahead.

If This Were My Dream Overall

This dream seems to revolve around themes of preparation, transformation, and self-discovery. It speaks of acknowledging vulnerabilities (the old man, the pets), navigating challenges with confidence (the rocks, the storm), and engaging with the divine or intuitive aspects of life (the woman and the eagle). It leaves me feeling both capable and connected, ready to embrace the complexity of life with an open heart.


Monday, December 16, 2024

Kids Games at Amusment Park

I am joining a group of kids playing a game possibly at an amusement park. It's a chasing game we are some sort of animal. Each of us are the animals we are chasing each other and essentially eating each other. It is a gentle fun game and each of us is like a bubble. So when we attack someone else we come up to them and basically suck the bubble and make them disappear. Later I realize that I'm in another round and I am unable to easily defeat the children like I was earlier. Instead of them they're just too many and when they attacked me I realized I am doomed for that round. I awake somewhat frightenen.


ChatGPT Interpretation:

Your dream appears to reflect a playful yet complex interplay of emotions, instincts, and personal dynamics, blending themes of competition, vulnerability, and shifting roles. Here’s an interpretation based on the key elements:

1. Amusement Park Setting:

Amusement parks often symbolize fun, freedom, and exploration, but they can also represent unpredictability and chaos. This setting suggests you were in a space of carefree activity but with underlying risks and challenges.

2. Chasing Game as Animals:

Being an animal could symbolize primal instincts or a connection to raw emotions and behaviors. The chasing aspect reflects competition, power dynamics, or the give-and-take of relationships.

The fact that the game involves "eating" others (but in a gentle way) might symbolize interactions where people metaphorically "consume" energy, attention, or influence from one another.

3. Bubbles and Disappearance:

Bubbles are fragile, temporary, and often represent individuality or boundaries. The act of "sucking" another's bubble until they disappear might symbolize the dynamics of power or control—how one person's influence or presence can overshadow another’s.

The gentle nature of the game reflects that this interaction isn’t malicious, but it still carries consequences.

4. Losing Control in Later Rounds:

Your ability to "defeat" others earlier may reflect feelings of confidence or dominance in certain areas of life. However, as the dream progresses, being overwhelmed by the children suggests a shift: perhaps feelings of being outnumbered, outmatched, or unable to maintain control in a situation.

Children often symbolize innocence, growth, or parts of yourself that are still developing. Being overwhelmed by them could hint at an inner struggle with youthful, chaotic, or less-developed aspects of yourself—or perhaps with responsibilities or challenges you feel unequipped to handle.

5. Feeling Doomed and Waking Frightened:

The sense of doom reflects vulnerability, fear of failure, or being overwhelmed by external or internal pressures. Waking frightened suggests the dream triggered a deep-seated concern, possibly about losing control, identity, or stability.

Possible Life Connections:

Competition or Dynamics in Relationships:

The dream might reflect your feelings about how you engage with others—whether in work, personal relationships, or other social interactions. Perhaps you feel you’re often "winning" but fear being overpowered in certain situations.

Transition or Growth:

The shift from dominance to vulnerability may symbolize a life transition where you're moving from a position of comfort to one that feels more uncertain or challenging.

Inner Conflict:

The playful tone mixed with fear suggests a conflict between your carefree, adventurous side and the part of you that worries about vulnerability or losing control.

Advice:

Explore Your Boundaries:

Reflect on situations where you feel others are "consuming" too much of your energy or influence. Are there areas where you need to reinforce your boundaries?

Embrace Vulnerability:

Feeling overwhelmed or out of control isn’t necessarily a bad thing—it can lead to growth and resilience. Consider how you might face challenges with a playful attitude, even when they seem daunting.

Balance Play and Responsibility:

The mix of playfulness and fear in the dream might suggest the need to balance enjoying life with addressing serious challenges or responsibilities.

This dream offers a rich metaphorical landscape—if it resonates, let me know, and we can delve deeper!

Saturday, December 14, 2024

Articulated Policeman + After The Wedding Venue

 Articulated Policeman

I am observing an unusual object in front of me. It takes up my whole frame of reference. There is nothing else other than the object. It is animated and possibly alive but looks like it is mostly made of wood. It has three sections roughly in the shape of fat tires. It's made out of a bright blue wood and has numerous appendages. The appendages are thin but stout wires or metal poles jointed and protruding  from all directions. Dangling fron these arms are are all sorts of gadgets. As it moves there is a tremendous amount of small movement around all these appendages. It doesn't have a head to speak of. It becomes known to me that it is very intelligent despite the look of it. It does some movements and as a result I and any other observers are convinced that it is indeed very competent and intelligent. I come to understand that it's job is to be a policeman. It is now suggested that this being is also an excellent babysitter. I awake being abused and fascinated and I'm very excited to name the dream the articulated policeman.

Note: I understand that that articulated has two meanings. Individulized and somehow extrodinary. Although I play with the dream names many times and it was so brief, just a dynamic image really, I forgot the name before I wrote it down and was very disappointted. I went to sleep the next night with the intension of remembering the name, and it came to me suddenly withou reentering the dream.

 Articulated:
Made clear or distinct: articulated sounds.

Having a joint or joints; jointed: an articulated appendage.
Syn: proclaimed

So I made up the second definition, but had the idea that it went beyond proclaiming and honered or respected. Still works for me, ir was a dream.

ChatGPT: If this was my dream, I would see the "articulated policeman" as a fascinating symbol of structure, intelligence, and adaptability. The object’s unusual, animated, and alive nature suggests something in my life that feels unconventional yet deeply capable. Its wooden, blue, and intricate appearance makes me think of natural elements merging with precision and craftsmanship, possibly representing a blend of my grounded qualities (wood) and emotional or intuitive insights (blue).

The numerous appendages with gadgets dangling, constantly moving, could mirror how my mind operates—hyper-aware, constantly multitasking, and brimming with activity. This might reflect my ADHD, where my thoughts and actions branch out in multiple directions simultaneously. The fact that these movements communicate intelligence and competence reassures me that this energy, while chaotic, has immense potential when channeled correctly.

The revelation that this being is a "policeman" might represent my inner sense of authority or order—a part of me that enforces boundaries, keeps things in check, or ensures I follow certain rules or responsibilities. Its secondary role as a "babysitter" could signify my need to nurture or protect the more vulnerable, creative, or developing aspects of myself. This resonates with my interest in guiding others (like starting a nonprofit) or managing complexities in a way that supports growth and harmony.

The lack of a head suggests a being guided by something other than traditional logic—perhaps instinct, intuition, or a kind of intelligence that defies conventional appearances. This could be a message to trust non-linear or non-traditional ways of thinking, especially in situations where I might feel judged or underestimated based on outward appearances.

I’d find the excitement I felt upon awakening particularly meaningful. It tells me that this dream is energizing and significant, showing me the value of recognizing intelligence and potential in unexpected forms—both in myself and in others. Naming it “the articulated policeman” feels powerful, like claiming ownership of this part of me that balances creativity, order, and adaptability.

If I were to integrate this dream’s message into my waking life, I’d explore ways to embrace and trust my unique methods of navigating challenges. I’d also reflect on how I enforce boundaries or provide structure, ensuring they’re balanced with care and compassion. Finally, I’d stay curious about the unconventional ways intelligence manifests in myself and those around me.


After The Wedding, Venue

I ascend a sturdy metal ladder that is operating as a set of stairs. I arrive at a large single room. I am in a venue filled with people and my wife [not my actual wife]  is making a presentation. She's discussing her wedding that I was not invited to. Her hair looks odd her face is all made up and I come to understand that I've been left out of the wedding cuz I'm basically out of her life. I get up and leave and explore the venue. I find myself in the very lowest depths it's steamy moist and there are whole series of places to play or swim in the water. I get my shoes wet but I'm not Disturbed at all. The water is warm and inviting. I am walking out or exploring and there is a young man is very small standing on a wall with a sword in his hand. It is a place sword in a mock fight but even so I am surprised he challenges me. I roll him in a ball to feed him and we're completely submerged in the water. I wake fascinated by The Dream not particularly upset about the events.