Key to Bracketed Abbreviations

Key to [Bracketed] Abbreviations

Monday, August 14, 2023

Healing in the Present (Take to group?}

 I am trying to sleep while in pain. I feel very protected and go in and out of the dream state.


Much later in the morning I am with a group. The leader, and older gentleman that is giving our group instruction on how do to a procedure while we are walking up hill. He says it is profound but fairly subtle. It has to do with the way we place our feet and pay attention

We are now in a room being given individual instruction on the technique. I am in a crouch in a very low open small room. The same teacher/doctor has placed two flat shoe silhouettes I am supposed to put my feet on. As I an slightly adjusting the alignment is asked me kind of startled, have you done someting to these? I say I have not done anything intentionall, but feel the difference. It is as if I have skipped ahead to the next step, that even he does not understand. I hear clearly or the name comes to me clearly when I try and name the dream, Healing in the Present. I awake excited and hopeful.

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Notes: I feel as if I am being instructed on how to heal myslt. I try and return to the dream, but am unable/


Tuesday, August 8, 2023

Not Military Material

I wake in my car in a parking lot and see that there is an amazing view right out my window, I get out and am in spiritual awe as the sun shines throug some rock formations/carvings in the morning mist, I realize I can't capture it in  a picture but want to see more,. I start walking toward the screne and realize I do not have pants and it is cold. I struggle fining  my things in the car.I

I walk into large storage room fulll of other solders all very busy organizing materials. I am trying to find something to write on and pick up a paper bag and other pices of paper, As I start to write on the bag I realize there are already lists of materials that are needed on the paper, It is difficult to sort out what needs to be procured from receipts of already procured items. I am working with someone.

I takee ake my two makeshift lists to town to buy things and get lunch. I realize I am lost just off base and dont have my commander's phone number and need to inform him of my actions.

I find my way back to him, he is very pleased anf has a method for taking care of everything but rattles it off so fast I can't comprehend it. He syas it will all work out and I will be promoted, I say I need to at least understand it first. I then tell him I need is phone number and I fumble to find something to write it on. As I am writing it down I realize I have forgotten his name. I watch myself write his address down wrong, but will fix it later.

Soldier with concerned look

Notes: I woke frustrated from the dream but happy I could remember so much and it was so vivid, I was in the ER last night (tic bite) and was telling a male nurse about being kicked out of nursing school. I tols him it was likely for the best due to my ADHD.

What does the dream want? For me to get organized dispite my physical condition.

Reality check: Sounds like my current condition.

Bumper sticker: Work through pain.