Blow it all up

I'm in a very large space with high ceilings, a large warehouse, with a group of people.. We are stacking furniture and boxes in a very organized manner. We are preparing to blow it all up. There's prolonged detailed preparation. Where we are planning and being in the room while we blow it up, but protected from the primary blast by crouching behind strategically placed heavy items.. Things are stacked and arranged very precisely. Someone is designated to set off the charge. I'm crouched down., waiting for the blast to occur. I wake up.

I go back into the dream when I return to sleep. Initially, things look messy like there is paint spattered on the screen of the camera I'm watching the dream through. But it rapidly becomes apparent that there was not an explosion. There was either a decision made or something altered the event. But now everybody is happy and is living through the benefits of being prepared to blow things up, but not actually doing it.

Notes: Waking up earlier (7:30a) and feeling good about it. Just remembered I got back my LUCID personalized plate.

What does the dream want?  Prepare for radical change?

Reality check:  I am always pushing hard for change, but not sure what I should or would want to blow up.

Bumper sticker: Blow it up, let it go.

Dream to action: Let go of the struggle to deprive myself with a "diet" and embrace and enjoy eating healthily.

Emotion Factory

I am in a large meeting room with a group of people who have all just been hired to start a new business venture. I am trying to learn what I am doing and struggling a bit. We are precisely defining what we are going to be producing. As well as how we're going to do it? We are creating a very rocess where people's emotions are precisely shaped.

I am now sitting right next to the company. leader, a man.. There is one woman that I am having a particularly difficult time communicating with. we seemed to be enemies. There is a piece of paper that I am handing to the President and she takes it out of my hand. I take it back from her and hand it back to the president. He confirms that this is the cottrct and overides her.

We are nowa lser focusingn on what we're going to be producing. Each element of the process have a precise outline, like a cookie cutter. Each line or a shape represents a nuance in a person's emotion.

The woman who I'm having difficulty with. has an idea. I compliment her and further state that this is a seminal or core idea that is important and isprecise. She begins to warm up to me.

The meeting is winding down and somehow I'm changing my clothes. I am in my underwear fishing my cloters out of a paper bag.  I am hurrying to get dressed because there's a new group of people coming in. They are investors or influencer VIPs. I finished quickly, just in time . As I walk out the door there is a long double line of people preparing to recieve the new visitors. I get to enjoy walking down this procession as if I'm someone being celebrated.

Notes: I came in and out of this dream several times over a long period of time. To me that meant it was very important.

What does the dream want? Or me to embrace all the changes that I'm making in my life prticularly the emotional ones,.

Reality check: Managing my emotions is critical to my success in. Marriage and in my life in general.

Bumper sticker: Feel what you want, not want what you feel.

Dream to action: When flooded with negative emotions, experience them as emotional flak from below (like a B-52 in WWII). Keep on target.