Morphing Bodies in Hospital

 I am in a hospital. There are large sheets of whites hanging haphazard fron the ceiling creating a maze. There is a woman I am becoming intimate with. She falls to the ground and after a liquid falls on he she desolves under a pile of white robes.

There is a male doctor that asks me if I know of a secret roo behind the gold circle. He points out a gold circle ona distant wall and says behind it a room but it is hard to find.

I embark on the journey and indeed it is twisty, dark and confuaing, I end up in a bright room with another man. At some point she grabs me and his boby has deformed with large flabby shelves of fat. Two other men have similar deformaies that have emerged.

I wake frightened.

Too Much Power?

I am falling in and out of sleep after an intense dream. I am trying to rapidly get back into the dream state and feel I am close. At the same time I wonder/dream if there is real magic and if this is the way into it. It is too dangerous and that is why it is difficult?

Food for thought.

Royal Court Grants Land in the Park

 I am watching a court proceedings. I have just won a judgement and awarded a piece of land in a park. It has been used for a good while by numbers of people. The primary activity is to just stand in smalls froups on a floating platform, with low sides. Like a walkom barge.

There was a test as part of the case when the barge was left to drift in a small lake. It was awarded the victory and for a year the land has been granted to this purpose. 

Moving Day

 I am standing by the side of a gravel road watch three large truck/busses roll by. They are associasted with moving to a new home. I follow them down the road and as I get close I go into a home next to ours. The is rain or water falling into the kitchen.

As I enter the house my wife or simialr person is show me around. The home is already set up, it is just me that is just ariving. I am in a large room with risers and there is a large group of people plaiuing nealy idendical instrument, some like a lute/guitar, ithey are electric It is a very large group lesson or concert.

I am getting increasingly anxious as I remember I am going to be late for school. Then I realize and shout out, I don't need to go to school, I have a Masters Degree.

We go to an upstairs bedroom and it is nearly empty. The is a youg woman, preteen, lying on the floor mostionless. The admosphere is strange. It is not clear whose child this is. There is a convoluted back story that involves the neighbor and there may be more coming. I feel sexual urges.

Notes:  Very vivid. I often have dreams where I am in school or owrk and am imcompetent. I took this as a possitive idea that I had a Masters Degree.

What does the dream want? For me to move into a new phase of my life that includes being competent and playing an instrument.

Reality Check: The dream images were very realistic, the plot, not so much.

Bumper Sticker: Move On!

Dreams to Action: Go forward with the guitar and everything else.

Three Brides at a Wedding

 I am at a wedding celebration, my own. I have introduced a young woman, who is not my birde, but I am sort of introducing her as my bride. A joke? I am now introducing my true bride. An then I find myself introducing a third person, obviouly a joke as my bride. Everyone is dismayed and confused.

I come in and out of this dream for some time. It is now a Tik Tok that has gone viral. I look into it and it turn out a group of kids have stiched it or respomded in a way that made it all get millions of views. The people in the wedding have been replaced with farm animals and pets as the characters. It is really funny.

Clueless in the Classroom, Again

I am sitting in a college classroom next to a guy sharring a desk/table. I am struggling with the detailed lecture, barely understanding it. It is a detailed naritive like history or politics. The class/dream seems to last forever. I think we must be reviewing for a test, but it turns out it is only a single routine class.

My desk mate is very supportive and makes some suggestions on talking to the teacher. Anotheer female studnet gives me advice that includes realizing that my desk mate is the saftey  guard and can get me concert tickets.

Outiside in the hall I am impressed I can remember where I parked my car as I am walking with another male student. He syas let's race to the doorway and allows me to win as I am rapidly shuffling my feet but not lifting them off the floor.

September 23rd Time Line Shift (Needs discussion)

 Serial vs Systemic Expansion

I am in conversation with an indistinct other. I am contemplating two types of expansion. I can viscerally feel the difference. In the first I am increasing the number of items/people that can be added to a system. It goes from and invividual to several as I increase the caoacity of the system. In the other I feel a huge expansion within me. I am blowing up like a baloon. There is a fudamental, vast difference of the level of change/increase.

Micro and Macro Management with the Boss

I am with a coworker and my boss. There has been a physical incident in the office/organization and we are respomding to it. The is something like a HVAC system and we are trying to discern if the swith is on the correct position. There are mutiple choices, but they not make sence.

We are discussing each of the possibilities and none of us really know the device and the markings that are options for a switch position. My corworking and I are taking various approaches, all while being observed by the boass. As the dream ends my coworking is taking a handson approach and I am beginning to look it up on th Internet.

Corpotate Governance and Vengence

 am observing a conversation between two women, a former employee anf the leader/CEO. The leader is sitting in an office chair surounded by the burned remains of a device or an building. She is slowly wearing away at a remaining charded wooden structure by rubbing on it with a chain suspended between her legs. The conversation is driven by the leader as she recounts a serires of actions taken by the X-employee, step by step. It is apparent that the steps were intentionall and led to the disytuction of the physical business. The voice of the leader is calm and delibert but there is an obvious deep undertone of anger and potential violence.

September 23rd Time Line Shift: Doomsday/Whatver.  We'll see. Nothing huge so far today (Saturday 23rd @ 11:00am)

Flying to Romantic Visit+ (Galatamine & Choline)

Visit: I am on the street and start to fly with a rough bumpy start. I arive at a young woman's door and am invited in. We are romantically/physically interacting in her livving room. I am talking and smoching with her. Her physical details are like watching a movie in a theater. It is very vivid and detailed. I am now talking with her mother. 

Notes: As I come close to waking I am suprized she is not some one I recognize. They flying is very close to lucid, but no realization I am dreaming.

Big Ciry Deep Dive: I am visiting a sketchy neighborhood in a big city with friends. I tell them I know about a specific building we are looking at. I lead them into a secret entrance and start exploring the buildig. As I am exploring inside and outside of the building a notice a youngish woman multiple times. I find myself in an enclosed space, what I assume is her living space. I am attracted to her, but she lifts her skirt and a large volume of excrement comes out of an orifice and covers my leg. I am trying to clean up, but an still pursuring her and want more contact.

Notes: I wake facinated with level of detail, vividness and weirdness of the encounter. I also get a vibe, this may be more than a dream character, She seems to have definate intensions of her own. Drug induced??? Going to work on reality checks to reboot lucidity.

Healing in the Present (Take to group?}

 I am trying to sleep while in pain. I feel very protected and go in and out of the dream state.

Much later in the morning I am with a group. The leader, and older gentleman that is giving our group instruction on how do to a procedure while we are walking up hill. He says it is profound but fairly subtle. It has to do with the way we place our feet and pay attention

We are now in a room being given individual instruction on the technique. I am in a crouch in a very low open small room. The same teacher/doctor has placed two flat shoe silhouettes I am supposed to put my feet on. As I an slightly adjusting the alignment is asked me kind of startled, have you done someting to these? I say I have not done anything intentionall, but feel the difference. It is as if I have skipped ahead to the next step, that even he does not understand. I hear clearly or the name comes to me clearly when I try and name the dream, Healing in the Present. I awake excited and hopeful.

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Notes: I feel as if I am being instructed on how to heal myslt. I try and return to the dream, but am unable/

Not Military Material

I wake in my car in a parking lot and see that there is an amazing view right out my window, I get out and am in spiritual awe as the sun shines throug some rock formations/carvings in the morning mist, I realize I can't capture it in  a picture but want to see more,. I start walking toward the screne and realize I do not have pants and it is cold. I struggle fining  my things in the car.I

I walk into large storage room fulll of other solders all very busy organizing materials. I am trying to find something to write on and pick up a paper bag and other pices of paper, As I start to write on the bag I realize there are already lists of materials that are needed on the paper, It is difficult to sort out what needs to be procured from receipts of already procured items. I am working with someone.

I takee ake my two makeshift lists to town to buy things and get lunch. I realize I am lost just off base and dont have my commander's phone number and need to inform him of my actions.

I find my way back to him, he is very pleased anf has a method for taking care of everything but rattles it off so fast I can't comprehend it. He syas it will all work out and I will be promoted, I say I need to at least understand it first. I then tell him I need is phone number and I fumble to find something to write it on. As I am writing it down I realize I have forgotten his name. I watch myself write his address down wrong, but will fix it later.

Soldier with concerned look

Notes: I woke frustrated from the dream but happy I could remember so much and it was so vivid, I was in the ER last night (tic bite) and was telling a male nurse about being kicked out of nursing school. I tols him it was likely for the best due to my ADHD.

What does the dream want? For me to get organized dispite my physical condition.

Reality check: Sounds like my current condition.

Bumper sticker: Work through pain.

Blow it all up

I'm in a very large space with high ceilings, a large warehouse, with a group of people.. We are stacking furniture and boxes in a very organized manner. We are preparing to blow it all up. There's prolonged detailed preparation. Where we are planning and being in the room while we blow it up, but protected from the primary blast by crouching behind strategically placed heavy items.. Things are stacked and arranged very precisely. Someone is designated to set off the charge. I'm crouched down., waiting for the blast to occur. I wake up.

I go back into the dream when I return to sleep. Initially, things look messy like there is paint spattered on the screen of the camera I'm watching the dream through. But it rapidly becomes apparent that there was not an explosion. There was either a decision made or something altered the event. But now everybody is happy and is living through the benefits of being prepared to blow things up, but not actually doing it.

Notes: Waking up earlier (7:30a) and feeling good about it. Just remembered I got back my LUCID personalized plate.

What does the dream want?  Prepare for radical change?

Reality check:  I am always pushing hard for change, but not sure what I should or would want to blow up.

Bumper sticker: Blow it up, let it go.

Dream to action: Let go of the struggle to deprive myself with a "diet" and embrace and enjoy eating healthily.

Emotion Factory

I am in a large meeting room with a group of people who have all just been hired to start a new business venture. I am trying to learn what I am doing and struggling a bit. We are precisely defining what we are going to be producing. As well as how we're going to do it? We are creating a very rocess where people's emotions are precisely shaped.

I am now sitting right next to the company. leader, a man.. There is one woman that I am having a particularly difficult time communicating with. we seemed to be enemies. There is a piece of paper that I am handing to the President and she takes it out of my hand. I take it back from her and hand it back to the president. He confirms that this is the cottrct and overides her.

We are nowa lser focusingn on what we're going to be producing. Each element of the process have a precise outline, like a cookie cutter. Each line or a shape represents a nuance in a person's emotion.

The woman who I'm having difficulty with. has an idea. I compliment her and further state that this is a seminal or core idea that is important and isprecise. She begins to warm up to me.

The meeting is winding down and somehow I'm changing my clothes. I am in my underwear fishing my cloters out of a paper bag.  I am hurrying to get dressed because there's a new group of people coming in. They are investors or influencer VIPs. I finished quickly, just in time . As I walk out the door there is a long double line of people preparing to recieve the new visitors. I get to enjoy walking down this procession as if I'm someone being celebrated.

Notes: I came in and out of this dream several times over a long period of time. To me that meant it was very important.

What does the dream want? Or me to embrace all the changes that I'm making in my life prticularly the emotional ones,.

Reality check: Managing my emotions is critical to my success in. Marriage and in my life in general.

Bumper sticker: Feel what you want, not want what you feel.

Dream to action: When flooded with negative emotions, experience them as emotional flak from below (like a B-52 in WWII). Keep on target.

Reluctant Porn Star (Needs editing)

Can't Get to first base with a port star

I am flirting and trying to get physical with a scantily clothed young girl. Most of my attempts are rebuffed yet still encouraged. 

Now we are preparing to go to sleep. Single bend at right angles heard on the room corner. I think now this is happening, but it doesn't happen. The is another girl sitting up close by SD an observer and I am confused.

We are now standing on a circle with several people. A totally sleazy older guy comes in a grand her ties like they are his. He proceeds to take her top off. Her over sized boys are encased is hard clear plastic covers. He pulls one off and proceeds to roughly massage her exposed breast. The end of her breast has a large indentation in place of a nipple and appears to be caused by the shape of the plastic cover.

Stone Throwing at black kid

I am walking down a dirt road with a group of strangers. I see a young black kid join the walk from the right. The guy closest to him picks up a rock. The kid does as well. Rock's ate being thrown on both directions and two warring groups are formed with race being irrelevant.

Where are the Diamonds? ++

Where are the Diamonds
I am at a large business function. Asked to choose gift by negotiating with roommate. I get a large string of diamonds. I am carrying them in a flimsy pizza box in a very crowded room. I get jostled and pushed around and I realize the diamonds are gone. I am totally stressed. At some point I realize it was a setup from the start. The diamonds are synthetic and the corporate leaders devised the whole encounter to stress me and other new employees, I start to plot to turn the tables and stress them instead with a similarly devious plot.

A series of scenes in the same space:

Wilderness Right Next to Civilization
I am exploring large very rounded and smooth boulders on the edge of a pond. There are large fish in the pond I am trying to catch.

Down the Drain
I am taking a shower right next to the pond I was just fishing in. The shower stall is a concrete room with the floor open to the edge of the pond. Dirty soapy shower water drains out through the open floor into the very fresh water with fish.

Looking for Fish
Teens and kids are poking with sticks in the driveway puddles looking for fish. I see them as very ignorant and literally dirt poor.

Driving Recklessly Down the Dirt Drive
I am driving very slowly down a very narrow very bumpy dirt drive. I drive onto a yard and come within a couple of a mom doing something like unloading groceries.

Dog's Blood
In an attempt to apologize to the mom I give her flowers. There is red powder where you hold the bunch that comes off in your hand. The mom thinks it may be dangerous. I tell her it is a powered herb called dog's blood and is actually beneficial.

The Family
I have been playing with the young kids out side. We ar now in the house. The dad comes in and sits at the table. He is skeptical and seems to be angry underneath it all. The teen/young adult son comes in. There are large shinny well kept musical instruments and equipment stacked up. Including some electrical machines I don't know exactly what they are. There is a large tom-tom that one of the kids almost knocks over, but catches it and retunes it safely back on the shelf it is stacked on. The son says he's pissed, referring to losing his own living space and having to move all his stuff back home.

Note: Woke very happy I can remember a string of related dream scenes. The imagery is very bright and detailed.

Flooded Basement (For Group)

I am with a group of people walking through a home we are inspecting. The owner is not home, but I notice several details telling me someone is living there. We are looking for something and when we look in the basement it is obvious. There is about a foot of water covering the floor. It almost looks intentional because it is perfectly clear, aside from the water, everting is in perfect order. The electric wall sockets get my attention because they are right next to the floor. They only have space for one plug and are completely under water. I wake slightly perplexed.

Notes: When I wake I have no clue what this dream may be trying to tell me.

Dynamic Duo

I am explaining to my super hero collogue that I have a very specific way to invoke my power. So does he, but they are very different. Perhaps if we learn each other's approach it will provide a backup for each of us.

Notes: Spent a lot of time fleshing this idea out. Thought these guys would a good superhero avatars for me and Cindy. See Burton 5.0 for details.

Preparing for Battle & Waiting in Line at Bank

 Preparing for Battle

I'm with a group of people preparing for a battle. I'm going over my weapons and they are crew wooden boat pals that I have stocked and organized . And then him called to the parley with the commander from the other side .  As we are talking I hold his gun and he is distracted due to prisoner exchange and I end up with the gun. I returned with the gun and now I feel much better prepared for the battle. I see the gun in great detail, especially a complex spring mechanism on the end of the butt.

Waiting in Line at Bank

I am with Paul and we are in the lobby of a bank waiting to be served. We start talking to an attractive young woman there are a series of very mundane encounters with other people in the bank as we are waiting. Even while dreaming I wonder what the stream is about. Pre-lucid?

Forces of Nature +

 Forces of Nature

I am walking in the forest with a friend. We discover a massive swirling river of water.  It is a sizable piece of a rushing river folding in on itself. It has no upstream or downstream, only the swirling vortex. As we look closer it is flowing into a  sinkhole in the middle. There is no apparent beginning but the volume and speed of moving water is really large. If feels incredibly powerful.

We are then in a field closer to home. We are shooting guns. I have a single shot shotgun and my friend has buckshot. His shots may have gotten close to the house, mine hit a tree in the center.

JFK Field trip

I am in the back of a station wagon preparring for a trip. Possibly to honor JFK. There are all sorts of food, gear and people that are interacting. There is a woman in the driver's seat who is definitely in control of the event.

I am now in her house and members of her very large family are slowly streaming in, also for a large event in a remote location. I am doing various tasks trying to eat breakfast and get ready. There are multiple rooms with things in strange locations.  I am trying to find the toaster. Among the many people arriving are three black female servants bustling in and out getting things ready. They are dressed is bright yellow summer dress with a print. They are all the same fabric. As new members arrive I am asked friendly questions but only have one word answers. They are beginning to feel am am not friendly, but mostly I am just overwhelmed.

Several of the members of the family are talking about their high powered jobs, like in broadcasting. There are several special needs kids. Ones of them, very friendly, is right in my face, I see the details of her face in minute detail. It startles me and I wake up.

Notes: The dreams were very detailed visually and I remember several dream segments with getting up in-between. I also slept in late even with a good night's sleep.