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Thursday, September 16, 2021

Not Ready for the Test

I am with a large group of people we are milling around outside. There is a large event that is about to happen. I'm very relaxed and I'm looking through a large plastic bag that has been been prepared for each of us. I sit down at the table and begin to be organized and realize something is missing from the bag. It's missing a bottle of drinking water.
I go up to the organizer he has a whole table full of miscellaneous supplies and I ask about the missing water. He finds another bag that someone has not claimed and gives it to me. As I go through it I realize it doesn't have what I need either.

We're all sitting at picnic tables and begin giving instructions on how to start a test. I'm distracted by looking for my missing water bottle. I'm walking around looking in bags that we all have. I see a duffel that looks just exactly like mine but when I look at it all of the things inside are not mine.

I sit back down to the table to begin the test and realize that I've been fooling around while they gave the instructions and I'm not sure what to do.

I tell my friend that I now want to take a portion of the test that I hadn't signed up for. I rush away and get on an ele elevator to go to where I need to register. I'm not sure I have the money I might need as well.

And now outside looking at a physical challenge that is part of the whole process. I need to do something high in the air either on a tree or up a phone pole something complex. There are two long poles that everyone has to design a way to get up. But my poles are short. And I'm trying to devise a way to lash them together so that they will still work but it looks unlikely.


Notes: I was just reminded about the possibly homeless person I met at the trailhead to the Jack rabbit trail last night. He was looking for water. He seemed very polite but likely mentally ill. I went to the fusion market and got him two bottles of water and some beef jerky. Life is weird.

What does the dream want? Well it's a little too obvious. I need to get organized and complete in a timely manner all the applications for new work.

Reality check: when I was first and remembering the dream it seemed completely random but the reference to the water is very obvious. I need to meditate, calm down focus and focus.

Bumper sticker: Be Here Now.

Dream yo action: Finish the eye Adirondack health application. Everything else will flow.


Monday, September 6, 2021

Pinocchio Syndrome

I am working really hard to get to know about another person. The learning process is structured and supported by others. I go back and forth from the one being studied to the one studying. It goes beyond just gathering information to communing in some way. 

I am drifting in and out of sleep but returning quickly to a similar scene. I am now with one of the characters being studied.  They are becoming agitated and are struggling in some way. I scream at them, stop...you are real!

I feel the shock of realization and it wakes me, startled. I go back into the dream, partially conscious and realize dream characters have been brought to life thru study and direct mental communication. 
Can I do this with a romance? Conjure a girlfriend?


Notes: Woke curious and fascinated, slightly scared. 

Saturday, September 4, 2021

Foot Rape (adult)

I am chasing a naked young woman. We are Kung Foo fighting in the air. I strike her lower body with my naked foot. It penetrates her body. A pointed appendage appears and is about to enter her and kill her. The alarm starts and I hit the snooze. 

When I return there are now three appendages but they are gentle and seductive. The atrial fight has morphed into a dance. 


Notes: When I first awoke I was alarmed but my emotions morphed with the scene change.