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Saturday, June 26, 2021

Brother and Sister Become Fashion Models

I am walking with my mother and sister. We're proceeding down a lovely road or path. It's a sunny day with the lights being filtered through the trees that shade the road. We are on a journey with a destination and a preceding at a moderate a definite pace.

We meet up with older family members. They may be my grandparents. When I see them they are Asian and it confuses me. I am not confused in the dream and just aware that their Asian and it's slightly lucid confusion. Although we are proceeding forward we meet up with them coming from the rear. Looking back they are joining us from a path on the left as we look backward.

We continue walking and one of the relatives is walking very rapidly walks past me and there is a flash of recognition. Is my aunt Edith. She looks very sharply and definitively into my eyes. She doesn't need to say anything to establish who she is. That flash is a very stark contrast to all the other characters in the dream and it's vividness and immediacy.

We continue walking but now my sister has a stop along the way goal that she hasn't told us too much about but she's very determined to go there. It turns to be out to be an outdoor arena. It's like Roman ruins it is old but in good shape. There's going to be a fashion show there that she's participating in. Suddenly I get the idea to participate as a male model. It's not just a fluke I have either practice or I've hidden talents in this area. I meet another male participant and he is obviously very accomplished. I am not intimidated at all and intend to really participate at the highest level.


Notes: I'm not sure if this dream is about me or my students at mountain Lake Academy. The dream is very vivid and colorful. I won't feeling very happy and supported. The flash of recognition with the spirit of my aunt Edith made me think about contacting the spirits that support me.

What does the dream want?  For me to work with my students in a dream group. For me to work on contacting spirits that are trying to help me. To go forward toward a goal but be willing to accept stops along the route.

Reality check: This journey supported by live family and possibly spiritual family parallels the work that my students are doing at mountain Lake Academy. The invitation for me to work with them in dream group is also obvious. As always, my own work is probably the most primal thing.

Bumper sticker: Dreams ≡  Life. 

Dreams to action: Make a dream journal with brief instructions at the beginning. Buy a copy of the lucid dreaming manual for the library. Make additional blank journals. Have them printed and available on Amazon. Sell them just above cost discount in bulk if possible. Ask for feedback from those buying the journals assuming they are teachers or others working with students in high school. Do some research this may already exist. Talk with Steve Burrell to see if he has any suggestions.

Monday, June 21, 2021

Rhapsody in Blue

 I am in an office environment. I have a task to complete, possibly some training. I am going to a work location but I am taking a motorcycle. There is a woman coworker driving, I am behind her. We move from a paved to a non-paved or smaller road and I ask her if she wants me to drive. She says yes and we pull over to switch. I am getting used to the controls because it has been a while since I have done this. I am having trouble with the throttle, which part of is located on the right side of the front wheel. (I didn't question it at the time). I am testing it and something seems loose/wrong. Right next to us an experienced rider/mechanic is giving me advice and gets me going with no repairs.

I am in a room, like a bedroom, with the young woman and we are listening to music on a computer that is on a bed. It is Rhapsody in Blue and I am turning up the volume so we can get fulling immersed in the music. It is mostly nostalgia for me because we don't have time to listen to the whole piece.  I am pointing out a favorite section that is coming up and fumbling trying to find the volume control that is a separate control on the right side of the keyboard on the laptop. It has been obscured by the sheets on the bed. I get it figured out.

We have another event to attend and we are discussing the timing. Her father pokes into the room. He is satisfied that all is well and we coordinate going to the next event that is at another location. There is some discussion about stopping by to get burgers for someone in the party, possible a child.

Notes: I awoke very happy that remembered the dream so well and that the audio was so clear and literally dialed in. The con tent was disturbing and also almost literal.

What does the dream want? For me to have a proper relationship with the dog sitter and not blow up my life and hers out of sexual desire. More importantly, she is a victim of sexual abuse (a learning module I am late going through on the computer and have lost the link)

Reality check: This is perhaps the easiest dream to interpret I have ever had. It is so close to "reality". I am ashamed by my behavior. I made a sexual innuendo about a work comment she made about helping seniors in the shower and later fantasized about having sex. wow.

Bumper sticker: Keep your hands on the wheel (The wheel was brought to my attention in the dream)

Dream to action: Be mindful of others trauma based experience. Sort out my sex/intimacy life. Get laid properly?

Sunday, June 20, 2021

Drugs, Party and Car Theft

I am at the scene of a crime with family. We're all hanging out outside possibly from seeing a movie or something. There are many people out on the street on a nice summer evening. It becomes apparent that there are two cars that are being disassembled and essentially stolen in front of our eyes. One of the cars has all its windows busted. There's a gang of 5 plus maybe 10 guys. We're looking at the scene and they look at us threateningly and we decide to do nothing because it would be dangerous.

I'm at a large party that also seems to be outdoors. Again there are people all over and there's one person I'm talking to about drugs. He takes me out to a place in the parking lot where there's a whole series of packages lined up neatly. We start going through them and identifying different substances. They all have very sophisticated packaging. They are wrapped in cellophane with all sorts of bright colors and incredible detail. We literally stuff our pockets with handfuls of things and walk away.

Later I'm back at the same pile. It has all been reorganized and I'm with someone that is not familiar with it and now that I have familiarity I walk them through the detail of what's there and it's another very similar scene where we are going through package by package taking everything that we want and whoever is hosting the party has set this all up.


Notes: I woke fairly well rested but slightly anxious because I was supposed to meet Shirley to go garage sale shopping and to breakfast. Meeting her was on my mind when I went back to sleep about 7:30 and didn't wake up until 10:00. At the moment this dream seems to me more related to my work in the backgrounds of some of the kids I'm working with. Particularly one, Joel, who mimicked the hand off of a drug deal in the hallway. Eat a small wad of paper in his hand and was trying to get me to do a hand slap exchange. I failed miserably I had no idea what he was trying to do until after it was over.

It was very long series of dreams that seemed to be related. At one point I may have been dreaming for over two hours continuously.

What does the dream want? For me to sort out my use of drugs. Marijuana, Ayahuasca, mushrooms...

Reality check: Synchronicity. Soul Quest Ayahuasca Church of Mother Earth, in Orlando! https://www.ayahuascachurches.org

Bumper sticker: You are what you eat

Dreams to action: Check out ayahuasca in Orlando.