This is my personal dream journal. You are invited to explore it for any value you may extract. My primary purpose is to have a place to record my dreams that I can not lose (like one of my hard copy journals). I also want to share how I organize and notate my dreams to facilitate a conversation on ways to improve dream recall, dream interpretation and the lucid dreaming experience.
Saturday, June 26, 2021
Brother and Sister Become Fashion Models
Monday, June 21, 2021
Rhapsody in Blue
I am in an office environment. I have a task to complete, possibly some training. I am going to a work location but I am taking a motorcycle. There is a woman coworker driving, I am behind her. We move from a paved to a non-paved or smaller road and I ask her if she wants me to drive. She says yes and we pull over to switch. I am getting used to the controls because it has been a while since I have done this. I am having trouble with the throttle, which part of is located on the right side of the front wheel. (I didn't question it at the time). I am testing it and something seems loose/wrong. Right next to us an experienced rider/mechanic is giving me advice and gets me going with no repairs.
I am in a room, like a bedroom, with the young woman and we are listening to music on a computer that is on a bed. It is Rhapsody in Blue and I am turning up the volume so we can get fulling immersed in the music. It is mostly nostalgia for me because we don't have time to listen to the whole piece. I am pointing out a favorite section that is coming up and fumbling trying to find the volume control that is a separate control on the right side of the keyboard on the laptop. It has been obscured by the sheets on the bed. I get it figured out.
We have another event to attend and we are discussing the timing. Her father pokes into the room. He is satisfied that all is well and we coordinate going to the next event that is at another location. There is some discussion about stopping by to get burgers for someone in the party, possible a child.
Notes: I awoke very happy that remembered the dream so well and that the audio was so clear and literally dialed in. The con tent was disturbing and also almost literal.
What does the dream want? For me to have a proper relationship with the dog sitter and not blow up my life and hers out of sexual desire. More importantly, she is a victim of sexual abuse (a learning module I am late going through on the computer and have lost the link)
Reality check: This is perhaps the easiest dream to interpret I have ever had. It is so close to "reality". I am ashamed by my behavior. I made a sexual innuendo about a work comment she made about helping seniors in the shower and later fantasized about having sex. wow.
Bumper sticker: Keep your hands on the wheel (The wheel was brought to my attention in the dream)
Dream to action: Be mindful of others trauma based experience. Sort out my sex/intimacy life. Get laid properly?