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Thursday, October 8, 2020

Wild Ride in the ADK

 Thursday October 8, 2020   10:30 am
(Most beautiful day on earth.)

Wild Ride in the ADK

I am with another guy. He has been working on his car and we take it for a test drive. He is driving very fast. There is no real road, just a smooth grassy path that we are accelerating through and drifting around the turns. There is a clif on one side and beautiful woods, streams and ponds on the other. It is full summer and as we hurtle along I am scoping it out for fishing. I am looking for fish out of the water, as if this is normal. We are now on roller blades and I am tethered behind him still going at a very fast clip. I spot a large trout in a pond close to the trail. I am very satisfied that I can come back and fish later. I comment that this is so easy you could use it as a cab service.



Notes:  Packing to head north to work on th Pine Street Annex. Beautiful fall day.

What does the dream want?  For me to accelerate through my life with joy and enthusiasm.

Reality Check: I will be driving through all the phases of fall in just a few hours.Upon arrival i will need ti quarantine for two weeks.

Bumper Sticker: Embrace being a fish out of water.

Dreams to Action: Finish packing and GO!!!

Thursday, August 20, 2020

Failed Final Exam in Science Class

Thurdsay August 20, 12:00 pm

Failed Final Exam in Science Class

I am cycling through a series of dreams that take place on a college campus. I am talking to my science class professor, a woman, about the final exam. It is complex and includes a workbook. I have a very large binder but I am desperately looking for something....the work book. I look in my desk and in a drawer that has things stacked from multiple people. I do not see what I am searching for get increasingly anxious.

I return to a discussion my teacher is having with another student, a mature adult, about the details of some reaction or material characteristics. I am wondering if this is relevant to the exam but decide that it is an unrelated technical discussion. 

I am now full on panicled and realize that I can not pull the unorganized mess I have as class notes into what it take to go forward. I give up, fail the class and awake depressed.



Notes:  Multiple dreams in and out of sleep, common theme..failure at school. 

What does the dream want?  for me to get more organized.

Reality Check: My life is NOT organized.

Bumper StickerMessy Room Promotes Messy Thinking

Dreams to Action: Clean office, Use white board organization, pay bills, meditate

Tuesday, July 28, 2020

Clear and Present Danger (Behaving Badly, Again)

Tuesday July 28, 10:00 am

It's an All-Terrain Vehicle

I am in a series of connected dreams. I am in a lage gathering that that is festive. Everyone is happy and and doing things thaat are  organized for the guests. I am coming back from being ourt of the main room. A friend who is sitting at my talbe tells me of an activity that he recomends. He takes me to a large display that has what looks like smooth river rocks circulating on some sort of converyor in a loop. It may have been sculpted like a mountain in the middle with the rocks circuating on the outside. They are all very similar, but one is larger and has extra promise for some reason. I take it and return to my table.

I open it in some way and see that it is an elaborate model of an open glass walled modern tiny house with a car/van in the attched carport. I look at it very carefully from many angles. the car is in a flexible transparent bubble. After s lot of examination I hand it to my friend and state that if the model was built in the real world that the car would be under water. He looks at me and says with more that a hint of humor, its and all-terrain vehicle.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                     

Car can go underwater, but not very fast | The Seattle Times


I am looing at a woman next to me. I am looking verey closely at her face. I surmise that she is not particularly attractive but that she has put a lot of effort in looking good for the occation and I appreciate it. We are now outside and I want a photo with the object. There are three of us. I first place the woman immediately in front of me and press my errect member in her butt cleavage [behaving badly] throug a thin sheer skirt. She turns and looks at me with an incredulous look and open mouth. I then say it woould be better if she joined the photographere for the shot.

Let Me Take Care of That

I am with a thin woman with blond curly hair who is helping me with a stage setup. She explains that there will be a musician who I can record with little or no interference. He will be playing a double tubed saxaphone/trombone thing theat will fit perfectly into a double pronged set of mics at his feet. I can put a recorder on the device and it will be nearly invisable and very unobstrsive. She is struggleing with the connection as is wearing a revealying top that loosely covers her brawless penduous boobs. every time she eans over to adjust the connection one falls out. It has very laarge areola and nipple. I say, let me help you with that, take the boob in one hand and suck it briefly . [behaving badly, again]Like the recording device, the whole incident is on th down low.

Saturday, July 25, 2020

Spy Versus Spy in the Office

Friday June 23 6:45 a.m.

I am working in an office that is also a warehouse. I've been tasked with looking for some information / objects and I'm looking at around for them. My focus is vacillating between my bed covers and the content of the dream. On my bed covers there appears to be a line that is in physical object that is represented in the dream. The object is a capsule of training that I have undergone. It is also the object of investigation within the company I am working for and it is associated with what I am tasked to find.

I am going through boxes and looking for things in the warehouse. I am also focusing on what this object is that is right in front of me in my bed at arm's length. It is a unit of training that I have personally gone through and is also part of the corporate culture. The training is for military grade skills. Maybe some sort of killing machine thing.

I have personally been part of a corporate program to encapsulate some very specific training. You don't have to study it you just have to be exposed to it and you have the skills. The skills seem to be on a military killing a level. Seemingly independently I have been asked to find my records or any records in the warehouse that relate to this effort as the effort is being examined by the corporation. I go through several boxes and then examine my desk and in my desk I see three envelopes that previously contained CDs that contain copies of this program. I bring this to the attention of a coworker possibly my boss a woman. While I am looking at my files there is an effort where additional information in my files are disappearing while I'm looking at them. These are not computer files these are physical files and a desk drawer. I then realized that there is an internal corporate effort to make all evidence of this project disappear.

The dream is very persistent and I have several iterations of going into semi-conscious and back into the dream going back and forth. The most persistent part is the physical nature of this training module and how it is at my fingertips while I am sleeping in my bed. There's also a copy of it or was copy of it on some media in my desk in the dream.

I like slightly mystified as to the potential meaning of the dream but very impressed with my recall and specificity of the different components of the dream.