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Thursday, September 27, 2018

Dark Tower

Thursday Sep 27, 2018

Dark Tower

I have been in an ongoing fight for several dream segments. Our small group is climbing the steps in a tall dark tower.  My enemy and nemesis, a young woman and myself. We are now in almost total darkness. I am covered in dark oil and am sliding across the concrete flood at an amazing speed.  As my hands and feet touch the slick deck it is like ice skating.  I can glide really fast in the dark. I circle around and come up to my enemy. I raise my sword, he comes into a ray of sunlight as my blade descends. It is the girl! I scabbard my weapon and woke up angry and afraid.

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Notes: this is day three after the dream. It persisted in my memory for three days.

What does the dream want? For me to be careful.  Possible upper limit or other self sabotage.



Monday, September 17, 2018

Seminal Lucid Dream, Intimacy, Creativity & Knowledge

Saturday

2 Gelantamine, 1 Choline

Incubation:

"Grant me calm clear awakening in my dreams so I can gain insight, knowledge and wisdom."

Intimacy, Creativity and Knowledge (three short discrete lucid Dreams)

Intimacy: I am with a young woman. I  instantly look at my hand and it has small stumpy fingers. We are talking but there is an air of physical and emotional intimacy. I wake.

Creativity: I am moving, possibly on a train. I have a flute pressed to my lips.  I hold up a hand to discover it deformed (yea! I'M lucid). As I am playing it I am changing the physical attributes of the instrument.

Knowledge: I am in a small brightly lit room with posters and places to sit and work. I am getting a tour of the facility and how you use the resources. Most importantly, the man, in his 30's? with dark think hair and a beard, assures me he be available for questions. I am aware that I do not want to take too much of his time out off respect.



Notes: Amazing.  This may work yet.  This was after I perfect day of trout fishing with Mike. I am hoping the incubation with be the key going forward. It was not perfect, but very close to the one I came up with as I was doing Wake back to sleep. I will use the supplements for a while, but then cut them back, bit by bit.